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  • lisasayers
    lisasayers Member Posts: 850
    edited March 2009

    Dianne remember, as long as you are laughing you are burning calories!  Zumba is tricky the first time around, but the more you go, the better you get at it.  It is meant to be fun and still a great workout! 

    As far as the clean eating, in addition to chicken---shrimp, salmon, bison, tuna....

  • PT63
    PT63 Member Posts: 329
    edited March 2009

    Hi Ladies

    Hope you are all having a good weekend.  I have spent two days and will spend another evening at my daughter's swim meet.  Yesterday I did an hour walk between the first session and finals.  Today it is raining so I am letting my fingers do the walking.  I have to leave in an hour to go back to finals so I won't have time to go to the gym.  Bummer.

    Tomorrow will be a new day!

  • Springtime
    Springtime Member Posts: 5,355
    edited March 2009

    Dianne, sounds like you are doing great just 3 weeks out! See what Vivre said above, I agree with her, it gets easier, and I know she is right too about once it gets easier, move on a bit... it seems like we get "used" to any particular exercise...

    Deanna, next time it is NOT RAINING and I walk outside, I am going to take one 3 lb weight and just cary it and see how I do. My husband will be with me, lol, in case I need to have a break from it. (Or there is the tree idea, lol).

    PT good for you about the abs. I hope next time it won't be so bad?

    I start Yoga again this week! It's an advanced class, and I have not done a down dog in MONTHS. I am going to go to the back and do what I can. I wonder how my muscles will feel being OVER the implants..... Any thoughts on this appreciated....

    My update, took Friday off (but did 6 out of 7 days this week...). 45 minutes on eliptical cross trainer Sat. Probably the same Sun as it is raining raining raining again!!!

    Spring...

  • PT63
    PT63 Member Posts: 329
    edited March 2009

    Spring

    Muscles feel weird over implants at first.  Sometimes it feels weird at the start of each exercise session.  But after awhile you just learn to ignore it. 

    I have actually found that making my pects stronger is a benefit when people who find out you have a reconstruction try to take a peak at your chest.  If I notice people looking at my new foobs I flex my pects and make my foobs go up and down.  I am very good at it now and I can do one at a time.  Of course the trick is to pretend like there is nothing unusual going on.

    Isn't it Letterman that does Stupid Human Tricks?  I think I will apply.

  • Springtime
    Springtime Member Posts: 5,355
    edited March 2009

    PT LOL LOL LOL!!!!! You are a riot with the "dancing" boobs!!!

    OK I will keep in mind what you say. Thx for letting me know it could "hit" at the start of each exercise rotation as well...

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2009

    I think those exercises are called Kegels...lol 

    My "accidents" aren't from lack of muscle control, it's because my uterus has dropped and is resting heavily on my bladder, and...well... you know what happens when you don't pee everything out! I can "fix" that, by making my core muscles strong...Ugh!

    Robin

    Great thread! 

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2009

    What was that rhyme we used to do when we were wishing our boobs were bigger? 

    "We must...We must...We must increase our bust!"  That's what came to mind when I read PT's post! 

  • Springtime
    Springtime Member Posts: 5,355
    edited March 2009

    Robin, girl!!! Look at that glowing HAIR!!! You look like you have an angel's light resting on your head woman!!!

    OK reporting in about last night: 100 sit ups on the ball (got that idea here, did in sets of 30 30 40) and I jumped on the tramp until I felt like I had to poop (I think it has a laxative effect!) and then I did free weights for arms with 3 lb weights in each arm!!!

    Yay!!!

    Spring...

  • Marian_Trehern
    Marian_Trehern Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2009

    I found you guys!!! I am sooo happy!!!!

    I am inspired to get moving more now. I have actually been pretty good about exercising through chemo and radiation.  I just had to not do it for a little while after each chemo treatment.  Then radiation took its toll on my skin and tried to get me off track again.  I was so proud of myself that even with very damaged skin I tried to run on the treadmill. It took all I had to do it, so if you can picture me with no bra on and holding my left breast because it hurt so bad to touch my skin underneath, that is what I looked like.  My biggest gripe is that I just can't get any more weight to come off now. I have been gaining and losing the same two pounds for three weeks now.  I have tried to eat a little more, as I thought that maybe I wasn't eating enough. That didn't work. So I tried eating less, that didn't work. Now I am at my wits end and am so frustrated I don't know what else is left to try to get the weight to go in the down direction only.  Any suggestions???  I am on WeightWatchers and use the flex point system. It is so easy compared to counting calories that I don't have a problem with the diet at all. I just need some help in breaking through this plateau.  I do have about 40 or 50 pounds I need to lose yet.  I had lost 90 pounds before being diagnosed and then gained about 40 back which I have now taken back off.  I workout 6 days a week for about one hour.  I do 40 min. of cardio and then either weight training or something other than cardio for about 20 min.   Maybe I am working too hard?  I don't know.  If anyone can suggest something I can try to get the scale moving I would appreciate it.

    Marian

  • lisasayers
    lisasayers Member Posts: 850
    edited March 2009

    Hey Ladies

     Well you know me....just finished teaching Zumba!  Tomorrow will be fun..I'm adding in some Irish music for St. Patrick's Day!  That will fire them up!

    Marian

    Are you eating six small meals a day...that helps rev up your metabolism.  If you are working out that much...are you sure you are eating enough?  Also...have you gotten rid of the the evil white stuff: sugar, flour, rice, pasta?  Switch to whole grains and you will see the pounds melt off.

    Also be sure you are getting enough fiber!  Studies show that just by increasing your fiber intake you can lose weight without doing anything else!

    Hope that helps!

  • vivre
    vivre Member Posts: 2,167
    edited March 2009

    Marian-way to go! Do not get discouraged and get off track. You have done great to work out through treatments and you do not want to lose sight of that. I remember how irritating moving was during rads. I found the best thing was no bra at all. The underarm area was the worst for me.

    As far as weight loss goes, this is what did it for me: First of all, I have never in my life been thin or in is a good a shape as I am now, and I use to be in a dance troupe in college. What I finally realized was that it was not how much I ate ( I have never been a big eater), or how much I exercised (I love sports and have always been active). It was that certain foods were real triggers for me and I needed to totally change my mindset about food. When I stopped worrying about the pounds, and counting calories, the weight came off. All I do not is eat for health. The major culprits for me were dairy and sugar. I eliminated these almost 100%. I still eat chocolate (dark, with little sugar) but I rarely eat dairy. I use organic rice drink on my  cereal. I never use any artificial sweetners or drink sodas and do not eat junk food snacks. I now snack on seeds and nuts and dried or fresh fruit. I replaced soda with mineral water with a splash of OJ or lime juice for flavor. I eat very little bread or pasta. If I have pasta, it is a very small amount, smothered with my homemade tomato sauce. I eat very small portions of meat, and not very often, and I have finally learned how to make fish that is edible. It sounds like a lot of work, but after 2-3 weeks it became easy and now I feel so good that I am eating to live, instead of living to eat. Just remember it is not about a "diet", it is about regaining health and then retaining vitality. You can do it too!

  • vivre
    vivre Member Posts: 2,167
    edited March 2009

    I guess my post crossed with Lisa, but I wanted to say ditto. I started eating lots of small meals and it really did make a difference. Also, drink lots of green tea. Not only is it antioxidant it has been proven to promote weight loss. I do not like the taste of green tea as much as other kinds, so I usually put a bag of green tea with another type in my teapot in the morning and drink it all day. I also wanted to add that I lost 35-40 pounds since finishing treatments by making this committment. If I can do it, anyone can!

  • Springtime
    Springtime Member Posts: 5,355
    edited March 2009

    Marian,

    You should be so PROUD of yourself!!! It takes a lot to keep going during chemo and rads. I know what you mean about the sore skin. I was still walking during rads, with a cotton T under my bra because my skin was so red!!! Sore!!!

    How about trying to gain some muscle? I hear that muscle burns more calories than fat, even just resting, so has the benefit of upping your whole metabolism. 

    I am also turning into Vivre and eating for health. It just cuts out a whole slew of foods you just don't eat anymore. I am also on a mission to find organic everything, and I cut out sugar - now use Agave nectar and Stevia. 

    Have you heard of the book, "Anti-Cancer, A New Way of Life"? This has GREAT support for both diet and exercise, and is sort of the guide I use, as well as the ladies here!!! $16.35 and it changed my life!

    Spring.

  • dlb823
    dlb823 Member Posts: 9,430
    edited March 2009

    Marian ~  Nice to see you here!  It sounds like you've done exceptionally well to be able to exercise at all during chemo and rads.  To add to what Lisa and vivre wrote, I know I gained approx. 7 lbs. with chemo, and inspite of my normally healthy eating and recently getting back to walking, I haven't totally lost them yet.  So, some of your weight gain and the frustrating plateau could also be due to changes in your body from the chemo, which may take awhile longer to get back to normal.  Another thing I strongly advocate is getting a digital scale, if you don't already have one.  I know some experts say to weigh only once a week, but that's hard to do when you're trying to lose weight, and I've found a digital scale helps me see a 1/2 lb. loss (or gain) that doesn't show up on other scales, which in turn keeps me motivated. 

    I also think what vivre said is so true.  If you focus on health building foods you will naturally lose weight.  One thing that's wrong with diets is that you're constantly thinking about food and portions and what you can't have, rather than just relaxing and making healthy choices with the lifetime goal of vibrant health.  It's hard to explain the attitude shift, but when it happens, it can really be an "Ah-Ha" moment.

    I'm happy to report that I made an effort to walk over the weekend, even though it was late both days when I got around to it.  I did a quick 1.3 miles (20 mins) on Saturday, just as it was getting too dark to be walking, and 2.85 miles yesterday, again getting home just as it was getting very dark.  I had an app't. with my onc this a.m., but rather than blowing off walking entirely, I did 1.3 miles (20 minutes), and will try to do at least the same distance again later.  I'm telling you, that 50% reduction in recurrence is powerful motivation, and I can already see that my face is losing the puffiness it had developed during chemo and months of little or no exercise.    Deanna

  • PT63
    PT63 Member Posts: 329
    edited March 2009

    Well Ladies

    I spent all Sunday in a chlorinated pool environment..surrounded by teenagers in very tight swimsuits who were all swimming very very fast.  I think that I should be given exercise credit because I spent so many hours watching all those people with very high heart rates.  Don't you?  I mean I was in very close proximity because I was timing them.  I really think it should count! lol.

    So today I only talked myself into going to the gym because I needed to report in to this board.  So I did it.  30 minutes of elliptical and 30 minutes of weight training.

    Welcome to Marian.  Vivre could you come to my house and be my personal chef to keep me on track?

  • Springtime
    Springtime Member Posts: 5,355
    edited March 2009

    Good for you Deanna!

    My update for yesterday: It was also late,(and hard to get started, Deanne! I know what you mean!! Getting on my sneakers was like climbinb Mt.Everest!!!!)  but I produced 45 minutes on the cross-trainer (3.44 "miles") and a nice sweat, because I needed to report to you gorgous ladies!!!. I watched TV. This is the way to go!! lol. Although, I wonder if walking in the fresh air also has additional benefit?? 

    PT I was a swim team Mom as well, I think you should get points for sweating off pounds in those hot humid pool environments!! LOL. You did great with 30 min of each! I need to get to the gym to do the wt. training. The muscles would make me feel empowered and ALIVE!!!

    My weight is now down to post chemo levels. If I could loose another 5-10 I'd be nice and lean, and I think at an ideal weight (less fat) to help with cancer free. I just found out I am "post menopausal" (chemo blasted my period to oblivion! I went through chemo and menopause at the same time apparently!) so want to keep my metabolism alive! Muscles should help, don't you think? 

    Spring.

  • dlb823
    dlb823 Member Posts: 9,430
    edited March 2009

    I had a follow up app't. with my onc yesterday, mostly to get an RX for an A/I.  But what I wanted to share here is that my WBC was still extremely low (3.5), which was a shock to me, since I'd finished up chemo in October and had Neulasta throughout.  But I've now read that radiation lowers your WBC, which I hadn't realized, and is one more reason not to expect too much of yourself if you've recently finished rads. A part of my RBC is also off (high RDW), which I've read is the result of rads.  I just thought this might ease your mind if you've been concerned about not feeling motivated to exercise.  Chances are it's not a lack of motivation, but that your blood counts haven't rebounded sufficiently yet.

    I'm also hoping Vivre or others will have some tips on getting our WBCs back up where they belong.   Deanna

  • Springtime
    Springtime Member Posts: 5,355
    edited March 2009

    OK I am going walking now! No sun, but at least no Rain! this will be a nice long walk.

    I have noticed, Deanna, that I am sleeping more. I think it is the counts. Mine were low also at the end!

  • Marian_Trehern
    Marian_Trehern Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2009

    Thanks for all the great advice. I now have some things in my arsenal to try.  I have been eating smaller at each meal, but not trying the 6 meals a day.  It may be that I am not eating enough food throughout the day.  I have been gaining and losing weight all my life that it is very hard for me to change my mindset about how to do this correctly.  I feel like if I don't count calories or keep up with the points I consume then I am not doing things right. It feels wrong to not think about what to eat, etc. but I can see what you mean about becoming obsessed with it too. I do find myself thinking about what to eat, what I shouldn' eat pretty much all the time.  I have noticed that when I quit eating sugar that I didn't crave it anymore. For the past couple days I have since eaten some sugary things and now find myself wanting more of it.  So I do know that eliminating it would be of benefit.  I don't eat much flour or pasta.  If I do eat any it is usually a small amount and not too frequent.  My biggest things are breads. I have switched from white bread to a whole grain honey wheat bread that is 40 calories per slice.  In the meat dept. I usually eat chicken, but since chemo all meat has pretty much lost its appeal to me.   I am not a big fruit eater, so that is a down fall for me, but I do like a wide variety of vegetables.  I think I will check into the book Spring mentioned. 

    I worked out yesterday evening and spent 30 min. on the treadmill.  I do interval walking/running. I  started out for a 2 min warm up at 3.5mph then every minute I go up and down.  My highest mph is 6.0 and that makes me sprint very fast because I have very short legs!  Sunday evening I tried something new. I bought a kettle bell.  Well, let me tell you, I could hardly get out of the bed Monday morning. I had no idea I had so many muscles that could hurt so bad.  This is a very easy routing and feels like you are hardly working out at all.  But the next day you will feel muscles you didn't even know existed.  I finally found something that works the inner thigh very well.  It's been 2 days and my muscles still feel it!   Tonight I think I will do a Leslie Sansone Walk Away the Pounds video. I just love her workouts. They are effective but she doesn't do fancy steps or movements you can't follow along with.  Anyone else like her?

    Marian

  • Springtime
    Springtime Member Posts: 5,355
    edited March 2009

    Marian, Kettle bell? this one is new to me!

    I walked outside today! No rain! 57 minutes, I think around 3.25 miles. I took one 3lb weight with me and switched it from hand to hand, and I didn't do anything with it except hold it going up the hills. This was good!!!! I had my husband take it when he bailed on the walk after 40 minutes b/c he had to pee! LOL. 

    Spring...

  • vivre
    vivre Member Posts: 2,167
    edited March 2009

    Spring, way to get in a good workout. It is great to finally see some warm weather. First time today without a coat for me. Yahoo!

    Deanna, I never had a WBC, but even though my docs raved about how well I looked after rads, I felt like I was full of poison. I went to a doctor who really helped me with nutrition and got me on some supplements. She also helped me through a liver detox, which is vital to the immune syst. It consisted of a strict diet and taking supplements for several weeks. I also had a colonoscopy a few months later to get that cleaned out. I had this need to really detox all the crap from treatments. However, my thermographys showed my breast was still "hot" after a year. That made me really mad. I cannot believe how long the effects of rads lasts!

    Marian, try keeping a food diary. Writing down what you eat keeps you honest. Like several of us have said, counting calories does not work. Some of the high calorie foods are very  good for you, like avocado and olive oil. If you just do not eat any white stuff, sugar in any form, even the "natural" sweeteners, and very little dairy, you will lose weight and develop better eating habits. Shop the perimeters of the grocery store. Prepared food, other than frozen fruits or veggies if it is out of season, are terrible for health and weight gain. Even those boxes of "diet foods" like lean cuisine are bad because they have very little nutritional value and leave you feeling hungry, plus they are tasteless. In fact, do not eat anything labeled diet or low fat. It may have less calories, but it is not healthy food.

    I only walked 2 miles today, so I am going to bounce and lift my way through American Idol tonight. I hope the music is good tonight!

    Oh, here is another good book: "The Superfoods RX Diet" by Wendy BazilianMD, and Steven Pratt MD.  It is not really a diet book in as much as it is a primer on healthy eating. It does have some good menus and recipes but also great advice on food that promote health and weight loss and the science of metabolism. It talks about how eating healthy will have the  side effect of weight loss. This is what happened for me. I decided to eat as if my life depends on it, because it does, and I lost weight with ease.

  • dlb823
    dlb823 Member Posts: 9,430
    edited March 2009

    Just returned from a 3 mile walk.  Boy it was hard to make myself get out there tonight, but I feel so much better when I've done it. 

    vivre ~ I'm glad you mentioned liver detox.  I'm using a liver detox supplement I started after chemo, but it never occured to me to figure out how long I'm supposed to take it or how I know it's working.  I'll have to look into that.  

    I also want to add something to what vivre said about foods that are labeled low-fat.  One of the sneaky things food manufacturers do is take out the fat but add sugar and/or aspartame for increased flavor. So, very often, something labeled low-fat actually has added sugar, which I think is downright sneaky.    Deanna 

  • jap
    jap Member Posts: 172
    edited March 2009

    Does walking around the house count?  Or do you need non-stop exercise?

    Jo Anne

  • PT63
    PT63 Member Posts: 329
    edited March 2009

    Hi JoAnne 

    Depends on how big your house is!Laughing

    Seriously though.  Your level of exercise depends on where you are in your recovery.  Right after my surgeries my level was much different than 6 weeks or 6 months out. I would have to look up what the current guidelines for exercise to give you an appropriate answer.

    Ladies I survived another kickboxing class.  I got lucky though.  We had a newbie in the class so the instructor was being unusually nice tonight!

  • dlb823
    dlb823 Member Posts: 9,430
    edited March 2009

    Jo Anne ~ Experts say we need to aim for 10,000 steps a day total.  That includes everything, and I've found that it's very hard to accomplish, even with a 3 mile walk, which is 6,000 steps.  I believe walking anywhere counts towards whatever goal you set for yourself, but you might be surprised at how few steps we actually do when it's not intentional walking or other exercise.  On the other hand, I think Lisa or Vivre (sorry, forgot who) told us that running up and down stairs is great exercise if you do it intentionally.     Deanna

  • dani42
    dani42 Member Posts: 423
    edited March 2009

    vivre

    Great information that you are giving.  I work with someone that had a gastric bypass and every time I go to her desk, she is eating crap.  I don't understand why she wasn't taught how to eat prior to the surgery or at least, after.  People don't help either.  It was her birthday and people brought  donuts, and cake.  Her desk was set up like a junk food buffet for her team.  I went to her desk the other day and she had a pre-packaged breakfast, consisting of eggs, fruit and hashbrowns.   I think it is irresponsible to perform that surgery without first providing education. 

    Sorry, just had to vent.  People just don't realize that foods can act as poison.   Once you eliminate certain foods and then add them again, you realize the ill effects they have on your body.  Unless you eliminate them first though, you have no idea that they are making you feel ill.  

  • Springtime
    Springtime Member Posts: 5,355
    edited March 2009

    Vivre, I feel I have transitioned to this way of thinking, that you mentioned: "I decided to eat as if my life depends on it, because it does..." I think of food now as little elements of cancer fighters. I reviewed the food section of the Anti-Cancer book again last night to remind myself: which are antiinflamatory, which prevent in insulin reaction, etc. I think of sugar (he sayd, "Cancer feeds on sugar") as a cancer aid.  I have found this to be empowering!  It is true, with different eating and near daily exercise, the weight is back to "pre diagnosis" levels. Just need a bit more to get leaner. I am thinking muscle training will help with this. That's my next thing...

    OH a friend told me to also drink lots of water to detox. I drink over 100 oz a day. Take your weight and devide in half. Say you weigh 160, so 80 ounces is your base. Then if you drink 20 ounces of caffinated products, you need to NOT count the caffeine beverages but add more water to account for that.   so 80 + 20 would be 100 oz of water to drink a day. This is to rid body of toxins. I am doing this. Has anyone else heard of this>?????

    I just went and had my first colonoscopy scheduled for next month!!! How wonderful to hear the "colon clensing" could be good for the rest of me.  Hoping there is no "c" down there. sigh.

    Spring. 

    PS Yoga tonight! My first class since BC!!! (8 months ago!!) It is a 90 min class. I am going to aim for the back row and hope for the best. It is not beginners Yoga! 

  • dlb823
    dlb823 Member Posts: 9,430
    edited March 2009

    Spring ~  Thanks for the reminder about water!  Honestly, after chemo (all that forced water!), it's been hard to look at it unless I'm actually thirsty.  I'm glad you brought it up today. 

    I took an entirely different route for my walk this a.m.  It's the route I drive to get out of our neighborhood, but I've never walked it, and it was fascinating to realize how much architectural detail (doors, gates, landscaping) you miss when just driving by.  Plus the flowers are all blooming here now, and it smelled just glorious -- better than my other route.   I also was able to intersperse my walking with some jogging -- something I was wondering as recently as yesterday if I'd ever be able to get back to because my legs still feel strangely heavy (even though I'm not).  So that was a huge feeling of accomplishment, even if it was only 50 steps at a time within the 2.5 miles.

  • lisasayers
    lisasayers Member Posts: 850
    edited March 2009

    Spring...yes on the water!  I drink at least 90 ounces every day...especially on days when I've taught two zumba classes.  I just keep my water bottle near me and am constantly drinking.  I think that is one of the reasons I was able to stay so healthy even through chemo.  Other than water I only drink my detox tea, green tea and my natural energy drink!

    Also...doing a monthly cleanse is great for your body...people don't realize how "backed up" they can become and how sluggish it makes them feel!

     Not much to update...teaching my daily zumba classes.  Tomorrow I'll have two classes, as I'm teaching the 5th graders as a reward for the PSSA tests. 

    Friday I'm having my exchange surgery...so I won't be able to Zumba for a couple weeks...well, I'll still go and do the foot work, but my daughter will be teaching.  So I'll do more walking during that "down" time. 

    Make it a great day!

  • Marian_Trehern
    Marian_Trehern Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2009

    Spring-

    A kettle bell is like a weight with a handle on it. You swing the weight up from between your legs, but you control the weight so as not to injure your back.  It is a very effective workout and I am still feeling the sore muscles even today from what I did on Sunday!  My kettle bell came with a cheap video that shows 8 or 10 different exercises. I would like to find another video to try some new moves. I didn't think it would be very good when I was doing it because it was not all that hard and it didn't feel like I was working much, but I was out of breath from it.  But like I said I could barely walk the next day. Sitting down on the toilet proved to be a challenge!

    I did my two mile walk away the abs with Leslie Sansone last night.  Got a pretty good sweat worked up.  then I did some pilates with the bands for about 20 min.  Today I started eating smaller mini meals about every 2 to 3 hours to see how that will work for me.  Seems like I am less hungry by eating every few hours. Hopefully this will get my metabolism going again so I can start dropping some pounds.  Thought about it more today about not being able to move the scale and it got me thinking that I should be proud in a way because I have been able to at least maintain this weight loss within 2 pounds and that makes me think that when the pounds do start coming off again and I reach my goal or a place where I feel comfortable then I will be able to maintain that weight loss too.  So instead of beating myself up over it, I will take it as a positive and be proud. 

    One thing that is still hard for me is to figure out is what to do with cravings. I keep hearing that if we give in to our craving and have a little bit of what it is we crave then that will offset a binge for that particular food.  I don't find that this holds true for me.  If I eat a piece of cake and then try to go on from that I find that the next day I want another piece of cake.  I think for me it actually makes it worse.  I use to have the "all or nothing mentality" where if I slipped up and ate one thing that was not good for me then I would continue down that path the rest of the day, or even a week or more. I have worked on that and can now move on from a bad choice.  But like I said I still don't think I agree with the indulging your craving. 

    I am starting Tamoxifen on April 1 and Am a little worried that this will further hamper my efforts to lose weight.  Has anyone been on Tamoxifen and if so what has been your experience with weight gain?   I was pre-menopausal before chemo but after the 2nd chemo treatment I quit having a cycle and have not had one since.  I would like to use this as an excuse as to why I am not able to lose weight, but I know that this is not the case, as I lost weight during chemo and radiation.  Tamoxifen does scare me though and I wish there was something else I could go on but after long discussions with my Onc. this is my best chance.  Just wish there weren't so many side effects.

    Well I am off to finish my final radiation treatment today.  Will check in tomorrow.  Plan on doing some cardio tonight and then try some ab work (lord knows I need it!)

    Marian

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