dumb question: am I considered "high risk"?

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bluewillow
bluewillow Member Posts: 779

Hello everyone,

I know this sounds like a really dumb question, but here goes anyway...

My tumor was .6 cm, SNB 4 nodes taken and all clear, clean CT body and bone scans, ER-, PR-, HER2+, and I had 4 DD Adriamycin/Cytoxan, 12 wks of Taxol, and just finished 1 year of Herceptin.  During my mid-treatment check-ups, I was told by my onc/surgeon that I would not need more CT/bone scans after treatment unless I had symptoms or pain, and I was perfectly ok with that. I also have a radiation/oncologist and he is in agreement with no scans necessary.  I had my port taken out Dec. 8 and was sailing along just fine mentally, ready to have everything behind me.  THEN, this Tuesday, Dec. 16, I had my follow-up visit with the onc/surgeon and all of a sudden he wants to do follow-up CT and bone scans.  This has freaked me out and upset me terribly thinking something had shown up bad on my last mammogram and ultrasound, plus knowing how stressful waiting on test results will be.  I asked why the scans are necessary all of a sudden, especially after my port was removed, and his nurse says he often orders them after treatment for his "high risk ladies".  She said he saw nothing wrong with the mammo or US and noted that I am doing very well.  I was never told I was "high risk", and I have declined the scans for right now, on the advice of my radiation/oncologist and because I feel absolutely great physically.  I no longer trust my onc/surgeon.  Again, my question is:  for those ladies with similar tumor biologies, am I considered "high risk"?  I am very confused and frustrated right now.  Just when I was getting myself back together mentally, I have crashed again.  Needless to say, I hate my onc/surgeon right now.

Thanks to anyone who can give me some insight on this!

Mary Jo

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  • lexislove
    lexislove Member Posts: 2,645
    edited December 2008

    I think anyone who has had breast cancer or any cancer for that matter would be considered "high risk". I have a problem with people categorizing their breast cancer as " the good type or " bad type" ??? What does that mean?

     I was told, and I have read that the first 2-3 years after treatment are the most critical. After that, risk goes down. I have also just finished treatment and have had my port out. I'm a little uneasy because I finished all major treatment but am still continuing with Tamoxifen ect. I know where you are coming from. I have my 3 month check up in the New Year and if my onc ordered some scans / tests I personally would be ok with it. If it is causing you anxiety right now, don't do them. Maybe in a couple of months you will be ok with the idea. Talk with your onc about your worries.Laughing

  • ddlatt
    ddlatt Member Posts: 448
    edited December 2008

    i know that those of us with grade 3 cancer are considered high risk. perhaps that's part of the equation here?

  • lexislove
    lexislove Member Posts: 2,645
    edited December 2008

    . There we go..grade 3 = high risk. lol.

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited December 2008

    Mary Jo,

    After you've been diagnosed with breast cancer, there are two different types of risk that you have to consider.  The first is the risk of recurrence.  This can be a local recurrence (in the breast) or a distant recurrence (mets).  Anyone who's been diagnosed with BC has some risk of recurrence but the risk can range from 1% (for someone who had a mastectomy for DCIS) to 60% or more (for someone who had an aggressive cancer, positive nodes, etc.).  So the diagnosis and the treatment given can make a big difference.  I don't know what your recurrence risk level would be or whether you would be "high risk"; only your oncololgist can tell you this.  However, looking at your pathology, the fact that you are HER2+ is the one thing that stands out that could be an indication that you may be high risk and this might be why the nurse said what she said.  

    The 2nd risk that we all face after being diagnosed with breast cancer one time is the risk that we might be diagnosed with breast cancer again - not a recurrence, but a totally new breast cancer that is unrelated to our first diagnosis.  We are all "high risk" in this regard. The reason we all face this risk is simply because on the long list of breast cancer risk factors, one of the biggest risks is a 'personal history of breast cancer'.  So whether someone was diagnosed with DCIS or with a more advanced breast cancer, we all face this same risk.  In general, a previous diagnosis of breast cancer doubles your future risk vs. the average woman.  An 'average' woman who is 50 has a remaining lifetime risk to get breast cancer of about 11%.  This means that a 50 year old woman who was previously diagnosed with BC may have a risk level of about 22%.  But here again the risk level can vary a lot, depending on your age at the time of your initial diagnosis, whether you have other breast cancer risk factors, whether you have a family history of breast cancer, whether you had a bilateral mastectomy at the time of your first diagnosis (this would cut the risk down to only 1% - 2%), etc..  Again it's your oncologist who is in the best position to tell you what your personal risk level is.

    I hope that I haven't worried you. It really is best to talk to your oncologist to understand what your risk level is.  And the important thing to remember is that in the end, it's all or nothing for each of us.  Someone who has only a 1% chance of recurrence might still have a recurrence - she might be that 1 woman in 100 who does get the recurrence.  On the other hand, someone who has a 60% chance of recurrence might not have a recurrence - even at that high risk level, 40 women out of 100 won't have a recurrence.  So whatever your risk level is, always remember that it might as well be you who ends up on the good side of the numbers!

  • roseg
    roseg Member Posts: 3,133
    edited December 2008

    I don't think you hate your Onc, I think you are not happy that you can't move on with life without having to worry about more cancer.

    Do you not have a "medical" oncologist? The Oncologist that I see isn't a surgeon. He's a straight-up Oncologist. Perhaps you'd be happier with a cancer doctor who didn't split his time amonst areas.

    Anyway - you are probably considered "high-risk" because you were her+. and er -.

    You should remember that you have the option to tell your doctor "no thanks" to continued testing. There is one train of thought that suggests that scans and tests to detect reoccurance before any noticable sympthoms occur doesn't really change any ones's chances -- and it causes a lot of anxiety.

    If you don't want scans/tests say you'd rather not. Whatever helps you to move on and live your life like this never happened.

  • sherryw
    sherryw Member Posts: 172
    edited December 2008

    Mary Jo

    I agree with Rose,  I think the reason the nurse is thinking you are high risk is because you are Her2+ and ER/PR negative.   My oncologist has the same thought as yours where she doesn't do any scans unless I am having problems or pain that lasts longer than 3 weeks.  I am the opposite of you because anytime a scan or test is recommended I am happy to have it done because I feel that a test or scan will be able to possibly find a small cancer before it gets so big that it causes pain or problems.  And in finding it when it is small we can start treatment and eradicate it easier.  Just my thoughts on how I feel about tests and scans.

    Sherry 

  • Sassa
    Sassa Member Posts: 1,588
    edited December 2008

    Hey Mary Jo,

    My oncologist told me that I was at the highest risk for recurrence the first 3 -12 months after finishing herceptin (anything the herceptin was only keeping in check and not destroying would start to develop as the herceptin levels dropped down to nothing in the body).  That is why she sent me in for the "baseline" CT/PET scan 3 months after finishing herceptin (mentioned on the other thread).

    So, while HER2 + made us "high risk" before treatment (thank god for chemo and herceptin), you were dropped down into a lower risk category as soon as you opted for the treatment.  A second oncologist I used in Maryland (so I could get my herceptin when visiting my daughter) excitedly got out his charts and tables to show me that while Her2 + is very high risk at diagnosis, the chemo and herceptin dropped us down into the low risk of recurrence category when we finished treatment. 

    However, you are currently at your highest risk for recurrence over the next year even though you are now in a lower risk group (does that make sense?)

     I understand the crashing.  I have been sailing along but now find myself getting nervous about my next 3 month check up in January.  A few more weeks and I will be breaking out the sleeping pills untill I get my results.

    Mary Jo

  • bluewillow
    bluewillow Member Posts: 779
    edited December 2008

    THANK YOU to all for the great replies!!

    Lexi, I'm grateful that you can relate to my thinking about the scans. 

    And Ddlatt, the Grade 3 common-factor thing sounds perfectly logical.  

    Beesie, you haven't worried me at all, in fact you've given me lots of useful info so I can quiz my oncologists-- and I like the way you put "it's all or nothing for each of us".  That is so true and everyone here worries about recurrence. 

    Rose, you are SO right!!  I am not happy about not being able to move on-- or at least not happy at being able to pick up where I left off at moving on when my onc threw in the issues with the scans, after being told I didn't need them.  I do wish I could find an oncologist who wasn't "split". Sometimes I feel pulled in two different directions because my onc/surgeon and my rad/onc have two different viewpoints on a lot of things.  I know my rad/onc is very much more accessible and available than my onc/surgeon. 

    Is it unrealistic to try to move on and live like BC never happened?  Is it ok to feel that way?

    Sherry, I wish I had your courage in how you think towards the scans.  I love your sig line. 

    Mary Jo, thanks for responding here too-- you help me a lot on these forums!  It's great that your 2nd onc is so positive-- I sure wish mine was!  Good luck on your check-up next month!

    I understand the meaning of "high risk" much better now.  I just wish I had a better attitude toward the follow-up scans.  A false positive result is the scariest thing.  I think I might be ready later for some follow-up scans, but just not right now.  This may sound crazy, but much of my thinking is financially motivated.  I feel like if I have to write one more check for medical services (even tho I have great insurance), I will scream.

    Thanks again!!!

  • lexislove
    lexislove Member Posts: 2,645
    edited December 2008

    sherryw,

    I feel the exact same way about scans / tests as you do. And bluewillow, I too find it very hard not to be able to move forward so fast. It is getting easier though, I'm better than I was last week and so forth. My family's attitude is " you WERE sick and now your not, move on" HUH?!!  And then of course it's running into people and having to insure them that " I'm fine" and everything has been dealt with.

    Last month, like I mentioned, I finished with my Herceptin treatments. The following week I was a wreck. Even though happy to have finished and have that port out, I was not sleeping and crying through out the day. I decided to go see my second oncologist. I use him as my second opinion. I like my onc a lot but I feel better when I have two views.

    Just like sassa's second oncologist, mine said the same thing about the Herceptin. He said BEFORE Herceptin Her 2 disease was " bad". He jestured with his hand a low level. But NOW with Herceptin it has completely rotated. Her 2 disease is now the more favorable prognosis. He also said, that since he has been giving Herceptin treatment he has seen very very few women with recurrences! * Remember that ! * He then smiled and said Merry Christmas.

  • bluewillow
    bluewillow Member Posts: 779
    edited December 2008

    Lexi,

    Moving forward after cancer is something no one understands unless they have been there.  My family has said the same thing.  I think we have to be really good public relations people to get everyone through our cancer! 

    You must have an awesome oncologist-- he sounds like he has the positive, uplifting demeanor that mine is so lacking.  I really appreciate you sharing what he said about Her2-- can you give him a big (((hug))) for me?  Wink

  • anianiau
    anianiau Member Posts: 182
    edited December 2008

    bluewillow, it took several months for me to understand why I was regarded as high risk. DCIS, no big deal, right? But I had a 1.9 cm DCIS, comedo type with necrosis, with 1 mm margins & other areas of interest because of microcalcification & hyperplasia. My oncologist's strongest recommendation was a bilateral mastectomy with SNB. At first I regarded this as total overkill. A bilat for DCIS? 

    But breast cancer isn't treated in isolation. It occurs in a patient. I have mild systemic lupus, and a few years ago in my 50s I had had a heart attack. Each is a risk factor for chemo. Together, they make both the more potent chemos & Herceptin risky--and probably off-limits. My case went to the tumor board, which was not able to agree on a course of treatment.

    While our situations aren't the same, we share these three markers of more aggressive tumors:

    1. nuclear grade 3

    2. HER2+ 

    3. ER-/PR-

    According to my oncologist, patients with those markers who do experience an invasive recurrence (but many, many will not!) are somewhat more at risk for progression because there aren't as many treatment options. Therefore he strongly encourages hitting those tumors early and hard with whatever options are appropriate to the patient's situation. Herceptin is indeed great targeted therapy--but unfortunately for me, they won't use it if I develop an invasive recurrence. I regard myself as fortunate that my oncologist was plain-spoken and told me that in advance; I agreed to the bilateral mastectomy to minimize my risk, which he says is now in 1-2% range.

    You've done minimized risk with your treatment and so have I, though that treatment has taken different paths. Beesie and everyone else who's suggested talking to your oncologist is spot on. I've found it helpful to have a written list of issues/questions. The numbers that matter most are the ones that apply to you. I hope they are very good indeed.

    I hear your anxiety about the tests. There is generally a range in terms of recommendations for how often they "should" be done. Myself, I think of additional testing as a burglar alarm--and I sure want to know if an "outsider" has gotten into the house!  But again, talk with your MDs and negotiate. Standards of practice aren't written in stone.

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