I have to make my spouse feel better

allisonbrimstone

Hello, I'm Alli

I just got my results today from my biopsy breast cancers stage 3 B  (IIIb) . I told my spouses and knowing his mom died of breast cancer and ovarian cancer I was not looking forward to it (actually who is)  He was upset very sad I put on a brave face not wanting to break down in front of the kids. I tried to tell him about my kind of bc but he just got distant and didn't want to talk he said he would be here for me and I want to believe that. I know he is scared and I want to support him but right now I need to cry and talk and just get stuff out. instead, have to worry about how he will react. This might sound mean what I wrote but I am hurting as wellI have to keep everyone together keep the house going no matter what. Sorry long vent