Multiple intraductal papilloma

Brca

I had swelling and pain on both breast , more to the right. It took a year for my doctor to order MRI. They saw something on my Lt breast. Doctor order 2 biopsy. Result came back multiple intra ductal papilloma without atypia. My doctor wants me to just monitor. I request for consult with surgeon. My appointment for the surgeon is dec 9/2018. Two more month. I was told it is benign and most of the surgeon priortize cancer pt first. The same time im having redness, burning on my chest, breast pain burnning and it is getting worse day by day. Im secared to death. The nurse told me thats how most cancer starts. Im worried if i have inflamatory breast cancer? Anybody please help. Im so stressed out to the point i can't do my work.