Counting down to see specialist 2mrw, so strressed

skram

Since I last posted both breasts are now involved, I have s node like lump along the side of my ribs as well as distinct areas of raised swelling around it, my neck is swollen as hell on the right side, I have developed a lump under the left arm, there's more discolouration on my originally swollen breast and now this weird donut like hole/dent between both breasts (caused by swelling I guess).

Mu right nipple is smoother and has lost much of its defined shape, the pain in my breasts still comes and goes, and now I feel this terrible stinging pulling sensation around 2" to the right of my belly button when lying down and several small white very small lumps running from there to under my breasts all of which are v. painful to press on. Apparently that's another lymph route, so...

I'm just exhausted because there is literally some sort of change to my body every day and none of them the sort you want

I'll let you know what the specialist says- I'm actually wondering if I may have some sort of lymphoma that initially manifested in my breast but of course I'm simply speculating. So time for a valium or 3 and hopefully a full nights sleep.

Please wish me well... I know something's wrong, it's just on a scale of how bad. So I guess I'll know over the next week.

jsdbsn

I'm thinking about you and really hoping that all is well.

Trisha-Anne

Skram, I'm so sorry you are so stressed out. It really is a stressful time when you don't know what is going on.

Breathe girl! I've only just seen your post on the Australian page, did you end up getting an MRI? I know it sucks that for almost every other part of the body an MRI costs almost nothing, but for breast it's lots of $$. You mentioned you are on disability - have you hit the safety net yet? 

Thinking of you - and sending you warm ((((hugs)))), it doesn't help a lot, but know we are all here for you.

Trish

xoxo