Birads 4. Biopsy tomorrow

Christy1212

Not sure how I feel. Age 47. Regular mammograms since 2004 due to odd nipple discharge both sides since then. Went in for routine mammogram. Got the call back for ultrasound on left breast. Mass at 1, 5 and center. Days later ultrasound revealed center mass was a cyst. 5 oclock mass was round. 1 o'clock mass was misshapen and after 3 hours of ultrasound between tech and doctor I felt there was alot of dialog they were not letting me in on. Called back later to ask my birad # all she said was"it's a 4". I can read into this all I want but without knowing I can't place an emotion on it.

She said "well at least it's not in your lymph nodes"?

Does this mean cancer is not there or oh your lymph nodes are are not affected yet. Or oh those darn cysts are a pain in the ass have a nice day.

All I can do is just wait. I'm not sad. I'm not overly scared. I once told the universe...please just let my son.get to be age 18 befor I pass.

Wouldnt it be ironic...he turned 18 in July