Pregnant and Fear

Olani

Its been a traumatic year for me. I lost a child and now pregnant. Then i had this tiny 1cm lump in left breast for a while now and its been checked thrice in 3 years and no change. Suddenly now this past week i noticed a red rash on my left breast then i started having bad pains like burning from my armpit to under the left breast. The left breast is very soft than the right. There are visible pores on the breast making it look like an orange. Its so clear there are more holes in the left breast. The nipple itches me and it has dry flake. So i have gone to the clinic the doctor said i will do an ultrasound in about 9days from now and it seems the holes are getting much on the left. Am 24 weeks gone now and am 30 years old. I am scared each time i try to search for information it takes me to IBC and my doctorsaid no googling. How will i not am a grieveing mum pregnant and with this. Am so scared now. The size of the breasts are the same other than the pores which are more visible on the left than the right. The ultrasound then showed cyst or fibrodenam the doctor said i cant do mri and my breast is dense and the best is ultrasound and thats not happpening until over a week. Am super scared i cant sleep cant think straight

Olani

thanks people

Constable

I’m sending you a big hug! The Unknown is a scary place to be in. I pray calm finds you. I don’t have any advice other than try to take deep breaths and focus on things that make you happy. I know, easier said than done. I wouldn’t say not to Google because Google helped you find this amazing community. But don’t obsess over it, because in the end it will drive you more crazy instead of helping. I am so sorry you have had such a hard year. No one deserves that pain.

Olani

thanks i appreciate

Constable

Keep us posted with what you find out! I pray for good news.

Olani

i went in for ultrasound and no abnormality found. Breast to be assessed again in 6 months and no thickening found and both breast have same size when looked at.