More procedures...more waiting

lala1608

Well, it just makes sense that the most impatient person in the entire world will be waiting months to get a definitive diagnosis. I had two areas of clustered microcalcifications that they tried to biopsy in September with no luck, you can read all about it HERE. I went to see a breast surgeon who is now going to do a surgical biopsy of both areas, at first they were just going to remove the first area but her radiologist said they should both come out (so of course I'm overthinking that comment).

The weird thing is that I've gotten used to the waiting for the most part and I even have these talks with myself that if it comes back cancerous, they caught it early and I'll be fine.

And then I wake up in the middle of the night having a full on panic attack. It's always at night, I have no clue why. Last night was bad...I just want this to be over. My surgery is 11/14.