Help/encouragement needed w DD Taxol

Castigame

having rough since this past Tuesday. After survivng 4DD AC (no break), only w minor skin changes which are turning for the better already. Yes I lost 15 to 16 pounds(30 pound overweight to begin w so no complain)

DD Taxol #1 is a beast for me. Non stop bone pain toothache buckling knees yes no appetetite again not complaining. Forced my self to walk 11000 steps wed. Could not possibly get out of bed thurs and Fri. Could not do a thing neulasta pain usually goes away by Fri late afternoon it did not this time woke every hr last night. Forced myself to walk about 45 min today. Ativan which used to work beautifully stopped doing it job. Too much tylenol

Took epsom salt scrub again. While doing it I cried and prayed. I really need to survive next 3. I know I should not dodge DD. But I am so weak right now. Left a message on onco nurses voicemail begging for some relief. If there is anyone who can help me. Appreciate it.

Mimi