meningeal carcinomatosis With stage IV

Baochu

I am writing this article when i am staying hospital overnight with my mother who diagnosed with stage IV with meningeal carcinomatosis(MC) 2months ago, stomach 1 year ago and bone for 3 years ago. It is an extremely hard time for me and my family members. We can never imagine how a cancer can torture one in such way. My mom lost the hearing when she was baby and now she lost her vision cos of the MC. It just happened so fast in which everything seems happened yesterday. My mom looked healthy and could walk and talked and even took care of my baby 2 months ago. Suddenly she turned extremely bad in 1 day and we sent her into ER. Starting from that day, she turned bad and lost the sight, then the mobility. The worst thing isn't losing her but to witness her suffering everyday and we can do nothing to help her. She is the one to fight while all I can do is try to comfort her or relieve her pain or discomfort. I pray to God to take her and bring her peace but the my prayer is not answered yet. My mom can not see or even sense the bell to call for help from nurse. We have to send somebody to the hospital to stay 24/7. It is hard for my relatives as they are so old already.

I googled about the condition or the worst scenario of this meningeal carcinomatosis but it seems not much article talking about this.

Hopefully some can share the information with me(definitely I am sorry to know that someone diagnosed with this unfortunate too)

PS I am from Hong Kong