Feel like I lost my kids.

macb04

I didn't know that they could damage mybrain so I lost 3years of memories of my kids growing up. They were 7 and 9 when the misery started. I can remember when they were born, when they were little, practically right up to the start day of this in June 2012, then it stops. It wasn't till the past year that I started having good recall of events of the past year. It like I went to jail when I they were 7 and 9 and when I came back they were about 10 and 12. I took a lot less photos during that time, so I don't even have them to look back on and try and remember. I am sitting here writing this with tears running down my face. I feel like I lost my children. My husband doesn't get it. It is an endless grief for me. I carry on, but can never, never, never get back what they took from me.

macb04

Was reading about memory problems post bc http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3189914/