Round 5 - oh so close to the knockout!

tm4nowletsdance33

These past few months have been filled with needles, pain and fear but also full of Love, Compassion, Faith and Hope. I hope that anyone fighting any type of cancer believes there is hope. Hope in the face of adversity is not easy but one of the most powerful therapies. Round 4 chemo cocktail was not so nice to me. Definitely many worse side effects including the continued extreme fatigue and yes that pretty emotional rollercoaster. There's never a good time for the side effects of chemotherapy but for me, this timing sucks! As a result, I've learned a lot. I've learned to treat this chapter in my story as an opportunity to remind myself of who I am and what kind of people are around me. I've learned that when you feel like quitting you must think about why you started. I've learned that this is all a small price to pay for many more years watching Brandon become an adult and growing old with my loving & compassionate Davis. I'm so blessed with amazing family and friends that have supported me through it all. It would have been impossible to come this far without your love and support. I'm a grateful for and humbled by your kindness of prayers, meals, chemo-buddies, renewed friendships, new friendships, and so much more including the kind words of encouragement from near and far. I share all this to remind you that fighting cancer isn't pretty, it isn't easy, and it cannot be done alone. We need to spread awareness, educate and we need to find the cause and cure. I honor and remember those who have bravely fought and continue the fight of their life. 21 sleeps until I close this chapter. Happy Friday! The best is yet to come!

Moderators

Hi TM-

Welcome to BCO, and thank you for sharing your lovely words! Good luck with the remainder of your treatment!

The Mods

Kimm992

Thanks for this!

I am 2 weeks away from my final chemo and I agree with your sentiment.

It's not easy, but it can be done!!