Waiting limbo

JMo33

I'm tired. Tired and feeling guilty I'm tired of all the torture testing. That's what I call it. I just removed the temporary cover to my latest surgical biopsy and I'm mad and sad. I'm sure it will get better but I'm so angry I'm having to go through this. Yet grateful they are checking so aggressively it's early or nothing. I'll have results early next week. My stuff has not been easy even my surgeon said I've been through enough.

I'm mad. I cried because I look tortured and my poor boob--I just don't want anymore. And know I might -- limbo is hard. At least at this very moment.

bevin

HI Jmo33, sorry that you're going through a difficult time. Hoping these tests prove benign results. I'm sure others with some experience with this will be by to chime in and provide support soon.

Laura_E

Jmo33, I am also in limbo and it flat out sucks. I hope you have definitive answers, soon. I've had more tests than anyone should have, and am now at the point where I feel I should be charging the docs to take my shirt off. It sounds as if your docs are determined to get to the bottom of it, whatever it is. Hang in there.

speace

Limbo plain out sucks! But you will get through it and before you know it you will be starting your treatment plan. !!!! Xo

gretchy

Hi, glad you are reaching out. I understand the tired part, but not sure why you feel guilty. You have done nothing wrong and have a right to all of your feelings. My heartfelt prayers go out to you that you have the strength to deal with whatever comes your way.