Still waiting and new lump?

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My appt with my onc is Tuesday and I finally calmed down about the wait now that the time is closing in and I have been super busy. As I was lying my son down to bed tonight, I felt discomfort and a slight "pulling" just below my rib cage on the left side of my back. I looked in the mirror and didn't see any bruising or discoloration of any kind but as soon as I placed my hand over the area, I instantly felt a golf ball sized lump that's a little longer than it is wide. WTH? DH felt it right away and easily too. I feel like I am just falling apart and now really worried. I was already worried about the off and on pain of my shoulder/upper back area and the almost 2 month long everyday diarrhea with 14 lb weight loss. Good grief! DH says to bring it up to my onc and he will be with me. I am afraid to bring it up because now I don't want to know! Ugh...

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