Planning TE/ implants -5 barely sucessful fat graft on Rad side

macb04

Anyone else done this? Had Uni mx 7/12 and was going to get a DIEP and found out about fat grafting. Had it done by Dr Frank Isik in Seattle who wasn't very experienced, did it with him 4 times and had infections once because my skin is damaged severely by the Goddamn radS. Had fat grafting with concentrated stem cells twice after getting another infection. So after all this misery, I still look like crap, with 1 breast and a small mound. I HATE IT,!!!!! It never gets better. Now going for TE's and then silicone implant. My new PS not really optimistic that I will have this work because of the f**king rad damage. The dishonest sh*t radiologist Christina Fang from SCCA KNEW that I would get screwed with reconstruction when I was burnt so severely, so early. She used to lie and look away when I would ask her questions.

What am I going to do if this TE thing doesn't work? I am so worried. I cry and get so upset. I am running out of options. Please God, help me, have pity on me.

JJOntario

Just read your post...I'm early on in this crazy road so I can't offer you advice but I wish I could give you a hug. Hope someone on here can give you some wisdom!!!