Feel my life's over

Summer1234

Hiya everyone I'm 35  and  in August. 2013  I was told I had breastcancer  my world fell apart,I've 3 young children had my op sep 2013  lumpectomy started chemo October finished jan 2014 then onto rads finished march now on tablets for 10 years I got my head down and got through it all very well but now it's all done with I feel lost, I'm not the same person , I want to be me, still not much hair dont look anything like myself anymore I know I should be happy they got it all 12mm IDC stage 1 grade 3 no nodes clear margins but feel it's going come bk and I will not get to see my children grow up, so hope I'm wrong only 4 months from finishing treatment  

Lily55

your feelings are very common after treatment has finished, dont be hard on yourself. I hit rock bottom afterwards and am still in therapy now, although not every week. Take a look at moving on from cancer.....send you big hugs

Janett2014

You might want to go to this thread: Why was I stronger DURING treatment than I am now? It's in "Moving Beyond Cancer." I stumbled upon it one day. I will bump it so that it moves into Active Topics.

Summer1234

Thanks I will have a look now as I'm new to the forms 

Lily55

well done Janet i just could not remember the name of the thread!