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pattij

have you all noticed that no one can even look at you anymore...thats probably because i cant talk to anyone without crying... im falling apart i feel like im going insane

DCIS 6 years ago lumpectomy no chemo no rad tamoxifen i was fine... then last month, they found a very small spot surgeon didnt think it was anything turns out is was .4cm her2+ er- pr- VERY HIGH k67 score grade 1 stage 3.. lumpectomy and lympth last week... lymph nodes are clear but.. there are abnormal cells all around the tumor... recommend double mastectomy.. see oncologists monday...

i feel so alone its not even funny.

Moderators

Pattij, please know you are NOT alone! These boards alone are evidence of that. We are all here to support you, and will be here to listen to you, cry with you, cyberhug you...whatever you need.

(((BIG HUGS)))

mrenee68

Pattij I'm so sorry that you have joined us here, this is the last place we all wanted to be. Please know you are not alone, many of us have been where you are right now. Keep breathing and be good to yourself. It's okay to cry, I cried so much I'm not sure how I still had any tears left. I couldn't eat or sleep, I was a mess, I pretty much tried to avoid people because I couldn't take all of the looks of pity. You will get through this, but it will take time. Take it one day at a time, or one minute, or one second, whatever it takes. ((Hugs))

Cuetang

pattij--  you are definitely not alone, and it sucks that you've having another go-around with this stupid BC crap.  We're all here to listen.  We have all been in that deep dark hole before, but just remember you can't let this @#$% take any more from you than it already has.  For me, I finally understood those depression commercials you see where there's that cloud hanging over your head and it took a good long time for me to shake it off and learn to live my life happy again.  One step at a time, and you will beat this thing.  (MORE HUGS)!

Kalonis52

Hi honey, So sorry. You did come to the right place here. The women are great. And, we are here for you. Yes, it is sometimes hard to talk to certain people without crying. Some people do not understand, and, they tend to be stand offish.  Its a normal feeling what your going through. I felt the same way. Remember this, Keep strong. Its hard, but, you have too. And, keep your Faith. Please know you are not alone through this. Please, let me know how your feeling honey. I will keep checking back. Bye now.

Kaloni