getting worried now

faerie1111

Im getting worried just got all appointments through, hospital said u/s came up with a rather ill-defined mass i have pre assestment 3oth july, lump coming out 5th aug ,results 19th aug ,now hospital have just fast tracked me because rash on breast is starting to get worse i have started to get tiny holes around areola the breast is tender and lymph nodes . i really dont know how to feel anymore this is my 10th week in waiting game and i am going nuts . i have taken pictures of rash to show consultant nxt week as rash fades a bit during day and shows up a lot at night and i dont want to be palmed off anymore i will tell him i want to be tested for ibc cross fingers  at least i would know then  . has any one else been through this and having to push ? hugs to all you lovely ladys that are going through a lot you are true fighters x