Sitting on the Fence! Ugghhh!

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Like everyone else here, my life changed in an instant when I found out that this small tiny little lump on my breast was BC, Stage 3c.  I feel damn lucky to even be here today.  But I am amazed when I hear over and over and over and over and over how so-and-so had BC and they are fine.  I am experiencing a tremendous amount of SE from the chemo and am anything but fine. 

I just spoke with my onc. this evening who is very concerned.  Some nodules have shown up on my lung in both the CT and PET.  When they showed up initially, he wasn't concerned.  Tonight when he called he was concerned. 

I'm not even sure how to respond at this point.  I am overwhelmed and exhausted from everything.  I have to have another CT in two months to see if the nodules change.  I just feel like I can't exhale.  Everytime I get through one hurdle, it seems like there are two more waiting for me. 

Lisa

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