Love and breast cancer

Trina25

I am a 25yr old woman with triple negative breast cancer. I have always been patient when it comes to finding a mate. I have been single for the past 2 1/2 yrs. I am the single mother to a 6yr old daughter and before my diagnosis wasn't at all happy with my job and career, so I have been preoccupied and figured love would find me when right and I should focus on bettering myself. I've always liked relationships and wanted this but would rather it be right and wouldn't jump into a relationship just to say I have one. Fast forward , lumpectomy that confirmed breast cancer ( misdiagnosed 2x) Surgery for port , chemo ( 3 down and 3 to go ) , hair loss and weight gain and every other thing that goes along with breast cancer. But I'm concerned about my love life or lack of it, I've always been ok with being by myself but is it wrong to not one to experience this by yourself? I figured I can let someone in and don't have to do everything by myself, turned to an ex of mines. He has been in and out of my life for the past 6yrs we always keep contact and occasionally rekindle our relationship. I figured this was best because its a person that really knows me and isn't a random