Mid Life Crisis anyone?

allurbaddayswillend

I am 48 years old. Have switched careers 3 times in my life. Have been a SAHM/homeschool mom for the last 6. My husband, who is mentally ill and has been on an SSRI plus an anti-anxiety med for 2 years, has picked fights with me three times now since I started chemo - and not just little ones but biggies because he obviously is looking for an outlet to just completely frikkin' rage. I love him but he's definitely extra stress right now. He had quit his job earlier in the year and started going to college full time to expand on his bachelor's so he can get into a grad school program. We have some savings to work from so I don't feel horribly worried about that aspect yet but as I look to next year, say, I wonder what the hell I can do as a part-time job? I wonder how the hell we'll get through the next 6 weeks of chemo and then a month of radiation when he's completely bonkers. I wonder how the hell I ended up here.