Lazy!

JoanQuilts

Lazy!

JoanQuilts

I've been through a lot - we've ALL been through a lot.  Following my 2nd breast cancer diagnosis, I had a BMX followed by 6 rounds of TC and recently had my exchange to permanent implants.  Physically I've recovered and feel terrific. I've been walking, biking and swimming.

So what's the problem?  I don't want to do what I don't want to do.  I don't want to do work of any kind - housework, schoolwork, food shopping, etc.  I just want to enjoy and have fun. I keep putting off all the "work."  Sometimes I just sit in the yard and look around at the butterflies, rabbits and flowers.  But I know this can't go on forever.  One of these days I'm going to have to get back to my day to day and start earning my keep.

Does anyone else feel this way  - that after enduring such a trauma, all you want to do is go out and have fun?

Joan

proudtospin

yeap, do not want to work anymore and really trying to figure out if I can retire but everything is about health insurance and well, mine is tied to my job

and Joan, I have not had half of what you have had

wanna meet and have some fun?  I think we deserve it

cfdr

I know what you mean! I feel lazy and unmotivated. I used to be very self-motivated and self-disciplined. Now most days I'm lucky if I'm at my desk by 10am. I'm still having a lot of issues with fatigue, which is part of it...some days I don't even want to do things I enjoy if it involves getting off the sofa.