Anxious re: Radiotherapy

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Hi you ALL.  Sitting at work feeling extremely ANXIOUS, seeing BS in just over 2 hours time to discuss my radiotherapy.  Had rad just over 10 years ago and it took me to a BAD place. My circumstances were also crappy then, but because of what happened to me then, I am seriously anxious about doing rad again.  I have been incredibly positive to date, had my chemo from Sep 2011 to Jan 2012, had a radical bilateral mastectomy with all the trimmings in March 2012. I have bounced back and kept going through all of this but the thought of rad just blows my mind.

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