Freezing

gogo_xago

I feel so bad and the last days but I know why. This week is my mom 6 month check up. She started yesterday and she will finish all the test by the end of this week. 

I feel horrible and so nervous. I feel like I'm "freezing" and breathless. 

I'd like to say that I'm the only child, my mom is divorced from when I was 3yo.

Now I'm pregnant in my first baby, and I know I should be very happy, but my mother's situation "overshadows" my happyness.  I can't share my fears and feelings with anybody because nobody can't understand me. I'm on psychotherapy for the last two years and my psychologist told me that I I live the my mother issue as being mine. 

I know that only you here can understand me. Just want to share with you my feelings.

Thank you all. You are my friends!!!

 hugs

Anonymous

Hi gogo, I am so sorry you are feeling so bad. Sending peaceful thoughts your way.

Moderators

We are thinking of you. Take care of yourself though, and your baby. Your mom would want that as well! 

FireKracker

you are freezing from your nerves.....take care of yourself....yes we will be here for you.....just give us a holla and someone will come on....know you are being prayed for.And your mom and baby as well.huggggggggs K

gogo_xago

thank you so much ladies. Tears in my eyes when read your comments. So far all tests are clear. Only a bone scan for Monday to finisth this nightmare!!!

Hug you all! 

gogo_xago

All CLEAN!!! Time to celebrate and dance!!!