Leukemia, Hep/C, Breast Cancer

westiesmom

I was dx with AML, (leukemia), in January 1981 when I was 20 years old. I was told by the Drs. at MSK that had I could have been dead within 2 weeks. I Did chemo and had a BMT April 1, 1981. Then in 2001 tested for Hep/C, came back positive for blood products I received in 1981. I was treated for the Hep/C and cleared it. I was then dx in October of 2007 with BC, Stage 2, grade 2, er+, pr-, HER2 +++. had Toxatere, carboplatin x 4, double mast w/ expanders and silicone implants August 2008. I had some severe personal stuff going on just prior to my BC dx. That 'stuff' still going on all through tx. (husband stuff). Then some family things with my mother. All along, issues with husband. I finally ended up with a therapist because I was in crisis mode this past June. After all these years of cancer etc. I was wondering, aside from the husband stuff, if I could be experiencing PTSD. I am at my breaking point. Crying at the drop of a dime. I am so embarrassed. Someone just has to say, how are you, and I am done. Could this be PTSD or just marital husband stuff or both, all that came to a head, if you will. I have never felt such extreme upset, just not myself, ever. Any thoughts. Thank you all so very much.

Kadyann

Hi,

Just wanted to respond to your post and let you know that you are not alone.  I am also a multiple cancer survivor.  I was treated for hodgkin's Lymphoma when I was 20 with a ton of radiation that has left me at very high risk for BC.  I had my first bc at 36 for which I was treated with a mastectomy as it was very early and my second bc this past fall (6.5 years later) at age 43.  I can totally relate to PTSD part of multiple health issues/scares.  Fortunately, I have a very good relationship with my husband which has become stronger since the first bc diagnosis.  However I have moments of extreme anxiety and read something into any little ache or pain.  I even feel stress when routine check up appointments are scheduled because I am sure they suspect something which is totally not based in reality.  I know that the time has probably come to see someone.  Just wanted to let you know that you are not alone!  Good luck!!