Up one day, down the next

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Does anyone feel like they are living on a rollercoaster???  My mood and spirits are great one day, and then the next day for no reason I feel very low and depressed.  On those days I cannot shake my bad mood no matter what I do.  The worst part is that my boyfriend says he will only see me on my happy days.  I am supposed to call him and tell him when I am depressed so he knows to stay away.  I tell him that my bad days are when I need him most, but he says that if he is around me when I am sad that it will ruin our relationship.  If he would only be with me on both good and bad days, I know it would make me have more happy days than sad ones. 

The other thing is that he refuses to look at my chest (I had a double mastectomy a few weeks ago).  He says that he might not ever be able to look at it.  I feel like he is not helping me through this at all.

I'm sorry for rambling, I am just having one of my bad days and feel so alone because Rob won't see me....

Anna

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