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So i go see the wonderful oncologist on MONDAY and he say so so you are stahe 1A some thing and after going though all of thetissue removed we found more cancer that what we first thought. No big deal - you have to be on tomoxafin for 5 years. So i get the perscription filled and deal with the horrible sweats for the last couple of days - i am dealing with that so the jack ass calls me today and says i want you to have another scan and see a radiology doctor and wqe think you will need one or two copurses of radiology -

this sucks ass why didnt he say thins on monday when i spoke to him - is the bulls shit ever going to end

when the hell will i be cancer free - how am i going to get my kids to their sports stuff and all of that? how am i suppsed to keep dealing with more and more bad information

Melisa

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  • helenap
    helenap Member Posts: 105
    edited September 2010

    we are all mad at having to join this elite club. I worry that my DCIS will turn into Stage IV and then die.... it isnt likely to happen but the emotional side of the cancer is worse than the physical side. Take a deep breath. 

    make sure you feel confident in your doctor. this isnt something to rush through. you want to make sure the current Cancer is taken care of and being proactive against future occurrences.

    You are able to get on with your life even now.. but it is an inconvenience. no one wants this... it tells us that we are mortal and that we dont have all the time in the world.

    when I get down, i read the stage IV site about the courageousness of the women there fighting the real battles.

    so relax... you arent going to die. the statistics says you will be here for some time...

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