NOw the waiting again

pattimay

I had my biopsy yesterday and now again the wait which is causing so much anxiety.  I've written before but just to update I just had excisional surgery for ADH about four months ago.  Had the followup MRI and suspicious area found.  I think about how much more some of the ladies on this board go through so I feel very guilty about complaining.  My surgeon said odds are in my favor that it's nothing and I would not need surgery again.  I asked him to give me something positive about why he thinks that but he said only the biopsy would tell that.  Meanwhile I got my MRI report and he was rather annoyed that I looked up some things online about findings.  I don't know why the odds would be in my favor with birads 4 and a washout heterogeneous cluster.  He said that's for the radiologist to read and it would mean nothing to me.  If it turns out that he is right, I will never put myself through this again and read another report to scare myself like this.