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  • blondiex46
    blondiex46 Member Posts: 5,712
    edited August 2010

    sey I wonder that often, we are allowed to feel that way and any way we chose. I have to believe that I was put here cause something that my children or grandchildren will bring to the world. If you meed to talk you can call me on the phone and we can talk.  I am home alone still today, and didn't go to the beach.  My oldest son came over and we had a wonderful discussion, which he never does (asking me about parenting).  It is sunday and BB is on, that is my day/night!!!

    Linda glad you made it to the beach and Deb thanks for that back at ya!!

    Sandy 

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    Sandy...Thanks for the offer.

    I watched TV all day. hoping tomorrow will be a better day.

    I love you all.♥

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  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited August 2010
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    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited August 2010
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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    Good Morning everyone.

    Sheila, are you feeling better today?  I'm hoping so.  I have been thinking about you and hoping you cheer up.  It stinks to be down in the dumps!

    We all love you here!

    Linda

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  • blondiex46
    blondiex46 Member Posts: 5,712
    edited August 2010

    Me thinking the same thing, wishing you a better day.  It is monday, noot sure what that means but hope you all have a good day.  Deb thanks for the pix a pick me up is always needed!!

    Sandy

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    Good Morning♥

    i don't know if i mentioned it in previous posts but i do suffer from depression for years now.

    I take antidepressants every day (has nothing to do with BC) and its a long story.

    Sometimes even with meds i fall into the dumps and takes days to recover.

    I was really doing fine without an episode for months now.

    I feel tired and don't want to move. Its a chronic condition which i got used to it for several years now. hoping this will be a short episode because it drains me.

    today 1-10 ten being the worse i feel 7.

    Thanks for reading and being there for me. I hate it when i feel this way.

    I love you all.♥

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    Yes Sheila, you have mentioned that before.  It is a horrible disease to suffer from.  I have watched many in my family suffer from it too.  It's good that you know you are being affected, alot of depressed people don't.  Does it help if you make yourself go out side and take a walk?  I know you probably don't feel like it, but I bet you would feel a little better after you did.

    I've been thinking of you.

    XOXO

    LInda

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    After 10.000 posts I don't remember what i wrote in the past.Innocent

    Linda....My psychiatrist says the same thing about recognizing the symptoms and not denying it.

    This afternoon something started to lift from my head, started feeling much better and energetic. I took a long walk came back little while ago. i really hope it continues, i hate the feeling of depression.

    Thanks for caring.♥

    A_G was 3.99, they got some nerve. They had the white ones for 1.99 but didn't buy it. I got myself a nice piece of watermelon.

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    Glad you are feeling better.  Keep getting out and improving that mood.  I love you!   Cool

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    How did you make your letters so big?

    Tomorrow hopefully will walk more.

    Now i need some snack, watermelon or prunes or both?

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    I have no idea!!!  LOL!!  Did it make you laugh or smile?

    Enjoy the watermmellon.  I have been buying whole watermellons and the kids eat it up so quickly!

    Hope you are still feeling better.

    XOXOXO

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  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited August 2010

    Both, but don't go to far from the bathroom.

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    LOL!!!!

    Good night!

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    I smiled thinking you wanted your message come across as clearly as possible.

    Yes..I'm feeling the same since this afternoon.

    Good Night My friends and Thank You for being in my life.

    I love you all.♥♥♥

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    Good Morning and I truly hope it's a good one!

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  • blondiex46
    blondiex46 Member Posts: 5,712
    edited August 2010

    Good morning and thank you for being a part of my life...hope you all have a good day!!  I understand depression, I know that something is going on  with me also, but I am sure it has to do with all the turmoil in my life with my kids and the cancer, how to get rid of the stresses....have to go to the oncol. tomorrow and we will discuss the scan next month, hate getting it done every 6 months....♥

    Sandy

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    Good morning. Today is a good daySmile

    The humidity is another story.

    Im in a mood for scramble eggs and planning to take a nice walk.

    ♥

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    Good luck with the scans Sandy.  I have my mammo on the 13th, a full year since my last one.  It's stressing me out that I have not had one in a year and I was have a recurrence.  Keeping my fingers crossed.  Major anxiety.

    Sheila, enjoy your walk.  Humidity is creeping back up here too.  Thank God for the clouds.  So happy to hear you are feeling better.

    Hello everyone!

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  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited August 2010

    I had my mam after waiting a full year, I was biting my nails and had butterflies in my stomach.  But all is clear.

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  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited August 2010

    PEEP PEEP

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    Good to hear that Deb.  I am still biting my nails......

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    Sandy..good luck at the oncologist tomorrow.

    Deb...It nice you can peep again.

    Linda...did you ask for diagnostic mammo?

    I got home little while ago. Its so humid my panties and bras were wet.

    i threw myself into Stop & Shop to get cool. It helped. picked up few things, cooked the salmon and the corn. Now i will turn on the AC and take a nice shower.

    Smile

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    I always get diagnostic mammos.  What's the difference??

    AC is on here too.  I hate humidity.

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  • blondiex46
    blondiex46 Member Posts: 5,712
    edited August 2010

    I always get diagnostic ones also, and this time they knew the tumor was on the chest wall and the mammo, didn't pick it up, it came up all clear....thanks guys, and good luck with the mammo Linda. Glad your was all clear also.

    Sey glad it was a good day, and tomorrow the humidity comes back here, I never had ashma before and I will say omg I really can't breathe when it is bad....Good evening peeps, see ya tomorrow morning.. AC is off and on here....on now!!!

    Sandy

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    I get the result before i leave the Breast Center (which is in the hospital). Wednesdays and Fridays the the DR is there and immediately reads it. This year first time it was digital, I could see them on the screen 2 clear tatas.Wink

    Humidity dropped for few hours and got breezy. Now i feel in a cave. I better turn it on.

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    Same thing happened here with the weather.

    You made me laugh with the tatas!  Mine have always been digital, I didn;t think they used anything else nowadays.  The radiologist usually remembers me and trys to read it while I am there.  I hope they do this time too.

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2010

    i couldn't remember the word radiologist.Embarassed

    Not all the Mammogram machines are digital. They still use those at so many places.

    You know when you have this feeling but you cant prove it but i always thought my lump was there year before at 2004. And it wasn't picked up. i had a biopsy in January 2002 which was b9 but after i have been told that they were almost sure it would come back malignant.

    Anyway sorry whatever happened or didnt Im here now.

    Tata word comes from Deb.Wink

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited August 2010

    I know all about tata's!  LOL!!  Thanks Deb!  Peeping Deb!

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