Need answers and hope and prayers

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I've had the most horrendous  time with my Medicare Advantage PPO  but today I finally have a meeting with my sixth Oncologist...don't ask.

 I am secretly afraid now that it's too late for me to beat the odds. I had surgery July 23..my ex dropped my medi-gap insurance...I'm on SSD...I didn't know...The Oncologist in my surgeon's team talked with me about finances.

I joined a Medicare Advantage PPO only to find out the doctor's listed aren't fully  on the plan yet. The plan was purchased from another Insurance group recently.  Oh well.

Off I go with fingers crossed. I have a son who has Aspergers; I want  and need to be here for him.

hugs to all,

send up prayers please. I am totally nuts and  so so scared.