PURRONA IN LONG ISLAND, NY NEEDS HELP!!!!!

Yogi70

PURRONA IN LONG ISLAND, NY NEEDS HELP!!!!!

Yogi70

purronna long island, ny User since: 14 Jan 2008 2 Comments

An hour ago please help. im divorced no kids very small support group. before bc her2 pos. i was active physically, volunteered, worked w/animals and freelance artist. my dom arm was 1 w/bc, had nodes and mastectomy, major chemo, and herceptin. this was in july o5. as of now, i cry all the time, feel very lonely, my arm doesnt function as it did, so i cant paint 4 now, or wirte. after 5 minutes of holdingpen, my fingers stiffen, numb, tingle, alo;ng w/intense pain in arm, my breast nerves feel like theyre ripping. and my new implant burns. bottom line.......im having major problems w/everyday issues. i go 2 support groups. they dont help much, i read alo;t of self help books. they help, but im really lonely. i used 2 have a active social life, was outgoing, try 2w help others. now i 2 like alot ofu, feel so damn tired all the time. and in pain. i presently applied fo disability and denied. i have 2 have a hearing and trying 2 get approved. ne 1 know about this. i was phased out of job, cause i didnt perform as i used 2, looked 4 job 2 no avail got one. my mom is 80and has her own issues. ofcourse im grateful that im here but could use advise how 2 get back on track. i was very productive and made a vow 2 make a difference, i was upbeat and helpful. pls someone help. i dont want 2 waste x anymore. thank u and God bless 2 all. r

I found this in the Moving Beyond Cancer Topic.  From lurking around on this particular board I noticed a few of you sisters seem to be from NY and I figured that you all would be able to best help Purrona.