One chemo down scared still

enjoylife

One chemo down scared still

enjoylife

I am so glad I have been told about this site I am a single young 56 year old woman in a mid sized town and I had a very good expierance with my surgery I went to Boston to DF and then I had to come home after being with my family out there for a month to face chemo and then I will go to raidiation. Its a very lonely place to be treatment single, I have sons so they cannot share it and my friends are there but they also have lifes and cant not understand the isolation of this. I keep looking forward to the chemo being over and I will make a few trips out east to get my spirit risen again. Some of the people who use to call never do its like they are afraid of you or something, I am afraid of my next treatment the meds have helped me allot I did have some pain from the short for white blood count and I am so scared to see my hair fall out it has not yet I will shave it and use a wig but it will be a big strep for me its scarey all of it. I think the week after chemo I felt allot of anxious feelings and also got sores in my mouth but meds helped that I have never taken so much medicine but I am working full time. Thank you for listening to me maybe someone else out there is single and knows how I feel ....