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  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited June 2008

    Luv,


    I didn't watch that entire video... OUCH! 

    But, this is more than just a bad day, I think. 

    Thanks for all the encouragement! 

    Harley

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  • LUVmy2girlZ
    LUVmy2girlZ Member Posts: 2,394
    edited June 2008

    Yes Harley, I agree...its more than just a bad day...here is hoping each of those days brings a better one.

    Tear Drop by Kelley F. Tear Drop

    Spoke w/Doe...she like you is getting so so angry and finally wants to take control over her LIFE ...you will go through every emotion and then some.

    Harley, you will get there...be strong

    Be good to your self .....

    (((HUGS)))

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  • spar2
    spar2 Member Posts: 6,827
    edited June 2008

    Oh Harley, have been missing you so much.  Wish we could just make everything all better for you.  I am taking celexa and it has been a tremendous help with hot flashes and depression for me.  As far as your hair you can always get a perm or use a hair iron or come to my house and let me play with it.  Maybe you can quit that job  and go to work at mcdonals or taco mayo, I have a friend that works for taco mayo and said working with all those young kids keep her young (and you can afford to eat there)  Keep reading the story on the humor postings and come back when you are up to it.  Lots and Lots of hugs to you!!!!!!!

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  • LUVmy2girlZ
    LUVmy2girlZ Member Posts: 2,394
    edited June 2008

    Hey Harley ~

    I agree get a "fun" job...work at a bead/jewelry shop where you can show your talents... or somewhere you would get a discount...like the mall.

    We miss ya Harley!

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    Keep up the fight !!!!

    BC took enough...don't let it continue to take control of your LIFE!

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  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited June 2008

    spar2, and Luv,


    Yes, I am missing the story, too.  I will read the thread, to keep up to date with all the adventures of the BW gals!  Maybe I'll even start to contribute again to the tale!!

    Thanks, everyone!  You are all so sweet!  I am seeing my pcp on Monday, so maybe I'll ask him what he thinks about this. 

    You are all just great!!  Thanks for all the wonderful words of encouragement!

    Harley

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  • LUVmy2girlZ
    LUVmy2girlZ Member Posts: 2,394
    edited June 2008

    cute cat

    (((HARLEY)))

    We will always be there in open arms for ya!

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  • shrink
    shrink Member Posts: 936
    edited June 2008

    More hugs, Harley, coming your way.

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  • spar2
    spar2 Member Posts: 6,827
    edited June 2008

    missing you Harley, we finished the story and will wait for everyone to be ok before starting another one.  If I were rich I'd hire you to-----hum maybe water the flowers or something.  Hope your better.  Lots of hugs coming your way.

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  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited June 2008

    Thanks... but you should continue the story!  Maybe others are vacationing, and haven't had a chance to catch up on the story.

    That is very  nice of you, to hire me to water your plants!  But, I think I would spend MORE than I would make, in transportation back and forth, to OK from NC!!  lol 

    I don't know what I want to do, but I guess I'll keep looking til something appears.  I don' t want to work weekends and the work hours need to be short, and I need flexibility, to take time off, for fun and those lingering dr. appts. that just won't seem to go away. 

    My boss got upset with me, last week, cause I have two appts. next week, and it can't be avoided.

    Thanks everyone, for thinking of me.  Sometimes, I feel like such a whiny, needy little baby!

    Harley 

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  • spar2
    spar2 Member Posts: 6,827
    edited June 2008

    Harley, I use to work for Kelly girl and it was a blast, it is a temp agency that sends people out for stuff like receptionist, answer telephone, typing, computer input - stuff like that you can work 1 day or 7 days a week whenever you want.  Do they have any temp agencys where you are?  Also my daughter bought a snocone stand, she works her tail off in the summer but is off the other 9 months and does really well. 

    Another good job that is fun and pays pretty good is pharmacy tech, I went to a 1 week school and got a tech job making $10/hr. I got burned out on nursing thats why i changed to the pharm tech.

    Lot of hugs and happiness coming your way.

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  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited June 2008

    Spar2,

    Thanks for the great ideas. 

    I used to be a Kelly girl, but here, in the area where I live, there isn't a temp. empl. agency nearby.  I will have to check to see where the closest office is.

    The pharmacy tech job sounds interesting! 

    I'm still thinking...

    Thanks!
    Harley

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  • wackyjackie
    wackyjackie Member Posts: 669
    edited June 2008

    Harley,

    Sending lots of hugs your way.  I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so sad and having a hard time with your job. I know it's easy for me to say but try to think of where you were last summer and how far you have come.  We miss you on the chemo august thread!  I will pray for your happiness. 

    Hugs and more hugs, Jackie

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  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited June 2008

    Thanks Jackie,

    I haven't been on the August thread for awhile...you all seem to be moving along with your post tx lives, and I am just stuck in this fog.


    Maybe I'll stop by for a visit, if this fog ever lifts.

    Harley

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  • wackyjackie
    wackyjackie Member Posts: 669
    edited June 2008

    Harley,

    I pray and hope your fog lifts, but I understand where you're at.  Many people care for you and love you but it's very hard to be upbeat all the time.  You are definitely entitled.  We are moving at a slow pace, but we all have a lot of issues.  Please come back.  Everyone needs you.  Especially Kimmie, who is having a lot of issues.  When you are ready, we are waiting for you.

    Hugs, Jackie

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  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited June 2008

    Jackie

    You ladies all seem so close, but I guess I didn't start posting to the August thread til I was almost finished with chemo.  Sometimes I don't feel like I belong there, but the truth is, I don't feel that I belong anywhere these days.

    I'll try to check in at the August thread, if I ever start to feel like 'me' again, whoever that is.

    Thanks so much Jackie!  You have been a big help to me, through my tx, too. 

    Hugs

    Harley

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  • wackyjackie
    wackyjackie Member Posts: 669
    edited June 2008

    Harley,

    We are no closer than with you.  Everyone cares about you. You helped me so much with my treatment.  You were one of the first ladies I spoke to and I spoke so much about you with my family.  You were alone, without your husband and, if you remember, we sat on the couch for hours, days, who knows how long.  I don't know why this happened to us...it sucks.  You have to fight!!!!! You are a beautiful person...I saw your picture on the who is who....whatever it is called... website!!! We are all there for you.  Take your time, Harley.  No one says it is easy. 

    You know when a family member or someone close dies.  Well, my Mom passed away in October of 2000.  She was only 64 yrs old and it was not expected.  Well, some people get sad and depressed on the special person's birthday, holidays or special occasions.  Well, I get depressed in the summer; for no reason at all.  I did nothing special in the summer with my Mom, but I miss her so much!! What I guess I am trying to say is, depression, sadness....happens for no reason at all at any time. 

    Hugs, and here if you need ANYTHING,

    Jackie

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  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited June 2008

    Jackie,

    Gosh, you are so sweet!  Thanks for caring!

    I remember now...  the first hesitant posts, scared out of my gourd about getting chemo, but knowing that it was the only way I would know I have done all I can to prevent recurrence...  and, yes, my dh wasn't here, although he tried to visit as much as he could.

    Now that he's here, I am not feeling very close to him, as I think I should, and I just feel all out of sorts. 

    You are so right.  There is no rhyme or reason to why we feel depressed.  It just happens.  I think that I should be feeling great, because all that tx is behind me, and I should only be seeing sunny skies ahead.  It is so senseless, really.

    Thanks so much, for saying such nice things about me! 

    I hope that you are doing great, and feeling fine!  I'll post again on the August thread, soon.  Now I am just tired.  That part time job  I started sucks all the energy from me.  The day is SO LONG!

    Hugs,

    Harley 

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  • wackyjackie
    wackyjackie Member Posts: 669
    edited June 2008

    Harley,

    You don't have to feel great or see sunny skies ahead.  This whole ordeal sucks.  I think your job is really getting to you and I pray for you.  It's not easy to go to work and put up with other people's ..it!!!  You are probably physically and emotionally exhausted.  Give yourself a break, but please, please remember that no matter how lonely you feel...you are NOT alone.

    Hugs, Jackie</p%3

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  • wackyjackie
    wackyjackie Member Posts: 669
    edited June 2008

    Harley,

    You don't have to feel great or see sunny skies ahead.  This whole ordeal sucks.  I think your job is really getting to you and I pray for you.  It's not easy to go to work and put up with other people's ..it!!!  You are probably physically and emotionally exhausted.  Give yourself a break, but please, please remember that no matter how lonely you feel...you are NOT alone.

    Hugs, Jackie

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  • wackyjackie
    wackyjackie Member Posts: 669
    edited June 2008

    Harley,

    You don't have to feel great or see sunny skies ahead.  This whole ordeal sucks.  I think your job is really getting to you and I pray for you.  It's not easy to go to work and put up with other people's ..it!!!  You are probably physically and emotionally exhausted.  Give yourself a break, but please, please remember that no matter how lonely you feel...you are NOT alone.

    Hugs, Jackie

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  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited June 2008

    Jackie,


    Thanks!  You are so sweet! 

    Harley

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