Jan 2008--Ain't it Great?
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Good Afternoon,
I'm back from chemotini-ville, had an uneventful trip. Thought maybe come home and kick back, take a little nap, read a little in one of the many books that are finding there way next to my recliner again, or re sync my crazy ipod. But no, I was off to shop for a new pair of tenni-rippers. I had a bd gift cert to use at a rather high end sports store. Ended up buying a top of the line shoe, having the extra bucks made it pretty tolerable. I can't wait to give them a trial run tonight.
I figure I can walk to the post office and back tonight, that's 2 miles. Should be the perfect amount today.
Thanks for the input on my ds driver's license deal. I actually just got off my cel phone talking to the "ex". I almost didn't pick up as I did not have my ducks in a row to chat. I had to take some really deep breaths to get through the conversation without freaking out. I think we have come to an agreement that if the little whipper snapper gets a summer job, and his grades are as good if not better than last quarter will we then move forth with the license. I for some reason have a very tough time even bringing up the cancer card when I speak to him or the dh. At times I think that with the "hairdo" still in place and most of the time I feel pretty darn good or atleast don't lead on that I feel down in the dumps that they really don't know what goes on in my head. As well I'm sure that our ds has some pretty emotional challenges at times with dealing with puberty and then dealing with a mom that isn't quite "normal" these days. Anyway, I think we may be on the same track, and my dh is totally supporting to trying to make things work out for all parties. The ds is planning on going out after school on Thursday dressed in his none holey jeans (which I guess are the coolest), and get a few application for summer employment. It is a late start in the right direction.
Paula, Yikes on the ball game, is your son playing for the Mariners??? Sounds like he was doing his part, hope he wasn't the closing pitcher!!!
I shared your news article with my family friend today who took me to chemo as well as the my nurse today. They both we're touched by your story. Your becoming famous in the PNW as well.
Tina, you sound like me, sneaking a peak at the post while working. Hey I figure if some of those can stand out on a loading dock and smoke about every 30 minutes than a little Jewel time on the puter is totally warranted. I actually don't have to really sneak, but yep they are out smoking almost every time I drive I to the warehouse. Makes me nuts ... I need to let that one go for my own well being!
D1, doggy party huh? Can't wait to her the "tails" on that one.
I'm totally with you as yes we set parameters back at the beginning of the school year, but come on, this hasn't been necessarily a normal year for the ds. I guess I'm becoming the softy, as usually I'm the hard ass on a lot of stuff. I guess it I we're to pick a battle, this is not one I'd like to fight right now. I'm feeling so fortunate that Zach is as well adjusted as he is. I'm sure the saga will continue!
LJ, I wasn't aware that you we're having neo-adjuvant therapy to shrink you cancer prior to surgery. Lets hope that those little pac man gobbled up everything in sight and a lump will be in your cards. Good luck to you.
Kimberly, you got it right with the Whole Foods, we went to one in Mesa. It was a great store as well. If you like it you would go bonkers at Central. So in case you read this before I start dinner tonight, did you saute your spinach in the garlic and evoo and then put in the the backing dish with the chicken and ricotta. I'll probably have to snoop back a few pages for the recipe. Chickee thighs are calling our name tonight.
Good news is that we live within the city limits of downtown where most employment opp would be for the ds, so he could actually walk to most jobs. Heck I'm not opposed to him sticking with his lawn mowing jobs of a couple of neighbors, as long as he could add a couple more houses to the mix. We need to get through this weekend at the regional skate meet. If he doesn't place to go to nationals, his practice time can be missed at times for work. The joys of time management!
BTW, I still have a smiley face in my kitchen with some terrific looking flowers. Those babies look as good as they did last week, I'll consider them my good luck flowers as I have had a great week as far as se's go.
Therese, pretty good shouts outs there being on pain meds. Sounds like everything is moving along on track for you. Heck I have to edit my post on a regular basis and that's free of any good drugs. You should see how chatty I would be if I had a little vino in me, wow ... diarrhea mouth!!!
Norma, I can't believe that your finished ... I think some good old fashion tears are very warranted. If you we're to take all the days with all the various experiences and emotions since your diagnosis on 10/22/07 and compress them into a shoe box, it would take a mighty big shoe horn to get them to all fit. I think you just gave yourself a little more room in that box by releasing some emotional. YOU GO GIRL!!! I get weepy just thinking about your story!
Okay, I'm going to take my weepy body and fire a little something off to my "pal", a walk to the post office in my new rippers should be just what the doc ordered for today. Happy to report the gi tract is in place and doing fine!!!
Will check in later, Wendy and CHJ, thinking of you both today ... and probably tonight too when I can't sleep because of these lovely steriods!!!
Carol
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Therese, omg, my weepies are history with that story ... will have to share with my mil, she was an rn for a ob/gyn for years and has some pretty funny stories of her own!!! Thanks for making my day!!!
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PAlady - Congrats on being all done!!! I agree, it can be a very emotional time. It's kind of like getting off of the scariest rollercoaster ride of your life - you don't know whether to laugh or cry. It not only closes a chapter on the bc journey, but it also closes the book on our past life, pre-bc. For better or for worse, our lives will never be the same. That can be pretty scarey, & not for the faint hearted, but it can also be exhilarating & exciting thinking about all the positive possibilities that lie ahead. We may have lost a lot along the way, but we've all been given a second chance.
Acknowledge your tears & sadness, grieve for the loss of your former life...then when you, & only you, are ready, move on.
Therese
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Hi Jewels,
LJ – YAY!! for tomorrow! Sending good wishes for an uneventful last taxol tx. What a great idea to bring a goodie basket. My nurses were amazing, too. You’ve inspired me to do something nice for them as a thank you for taking such good care of me.
Kimberly – Sounds like you’ve got a full summer already! I’ve loved my time working from home these past 4 – 5 months. But, it was nice to see my colleagues. Did you say you’d been to Sedona before? It’s a very spiritual and enlightening area. If you’re interested in American Indian history, this area and the Grand Canyon area are rich in it. Have you seen that skywalk in the news? Check it out here: http://www.nps.gov/grca/planyourvisit/skywalk.htm
Therese – So glad your exchange surgery went well! That’s a relief for me, mine is the 20th. You really sound great, will be interested in knowing how the next few days go. LOL on the dr. appt. story!
PAlady – YAY! You must be thrilled to be completely done! Definitely going to need time for it to seem real. What a blessing it is to have a whole week without a single appointment. I kept thinking I was missing one, kept checking and double-checking the calendar.Carol - Yep, you caught me! We have lots of folks who take breaks like yours do. Makes me nuts too. You're sounding very chipper, have a great walk.
Best wishes to all those tanning and tx today. Will check back later.
Tina -
Kimberly: Your ‘cation plans sound sooo nice. What a treat after finishing up chemo!
$20/mo. For the SPs sounds reasonable to me, too. Eager to hear when your exchange will be.
Carol: Nothing to add to your dilemma with ds and your ex-h.... I think everyone has covered it nicely. And I agree with whoever (D1?) said "no wonder" to the PMSing after the stress you had. I'm sorry to hear Steph had a rough go-around-hope he feels better soon. Wish I could send him some of my extra weight!
Julie: Hope you have a nice dinner. And congrats on your certification recognition.
Tina: I hear ya--- focusing on work is a job in itself right now. Hope you do well, too.
D1: On the home stretch!!! I'm so excited for you to be done this week.
LJ: My onc said if there was going to be a problem with herceptin and hearts, it usually happens at the beginning (like one of the first few infusions). So later MUGAs are just "insurance" that we're doing OK. I get my second in June. I hope he was right. Let me know how you do.
Therese: Congrats on the new "girls"! Hope you like them as they settle in and that you feel better soon. I really felt good very quickly afterwards. It was an easy surgery to recuperate from.
PALady: Congrats on finishing!! We all understand the tears for sure. It's truly a big moment.
Hope all the other Jewels are doing well. Back to work tomorrow. It should be nice as I get to follow my partner for the day and really see what I'll be doing now.
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Okay, thought you could mail a package without a return address, news to me that its required. I kinda panicked with the long line behind me so went ahead and jotted my own, guess I could have used somebody else's (like my Dad's in FL, with a WA postage rate, oh well). I'm just learning something new every day (like no wine shipped through USPS), would da' thunk?
Off to the galley to try the chicken recipe that Kimberly mention a few nights ago, wish me luck!!!
D1, I definitely have to re-sync this Ipod tonight, had a little polka music piped in this walk, (never know when you need a little chicken dance in the mix), actually we had a Octoberfest party a couple of years ago, nothing like a bunch of Germans three sheets to the wind dancing the chicken dance!!! Come to think of it last October was the first time in about 5 years we were not cooking bratwursts, and dancin' the ol' "BC" can really screw up some good times.
I swear the "cation" thing starts to stick!!!
Kimberly, I reread back a bit and found the chicken recipe. Need to get my hiner up and away from the puter and start chop/chopping.
Hey I have know idea whats up with the weepy thing, I have always been pretty thinned skinned, but this is ridiculous. Never have had any issues with certain times of the month, thats why I liked being on birth control pills. This new me is kinda stressing me out right now, might be very worthy to talk with the gyn surgeon tomorrow about. Who knows what these little ol' hormones are doing, but I sure hope that I'm not growing a mustache next!!!
Lastly, to LJ, "another one bites the dust", hmmmm, I think maybe another choice of words word be better ... congrats on finishing up this leg of your journey. You've been a trooper!!! Good luck tomorrow for a pleasant day at chemotini-ville! Looks like you've got to pick up your own tab!
Carol
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Hey Therese, you’re already on the ‘puter? Those must be some pretty good drugs 'cause you didn’t have any incomplete thoughts. Bravo.
I just saw the ps today, and my exchange is scheduled for June 6th. I’ll be home from our 10 day ‘cation on the 1st, so the timing is perfect. I will have the drains in for 10 days, then have five days after they’re out before I leave for Chicago. I can’t wait to get these coconuts off my chest. Contouring under the arms? So, when do you get to unwrap the girls?
LOL, the wash cloth story is hysterical!!!!!
I will have to copy it and send it to my girlfriends.
Wonderful words of wisdom for PALady.
PALady- Congratulations on your last tanning session. Your happy/OMG what to I do now cry is totally expected after going to the cancer center daily for so long. Just give yourself time to take it all in and enjoy the freedom to do with your time what you please...or at least the time you spend at the cancer center.So, are you done, done, or just done with this step?
Carol- Whew (wiping sweat off the brow) on getting through that call without an emotional incident.
I can understand how not losing all of your hair, feeling pretty good most of the time, still working, and not letting on at times when you feel like crap could cause others to forget that you’re dealing with cancer, and that Zack, on top of puberty is dealing with his fears about his mom. I’m glad the dh is so supportive, and that you and the ex were able to come to an agreement about Zack’s license.
Awesome that you live within the city limits, and Zack can walk to potential job sites. That’s a huge plus. Yep, no holes means he’s dressing up, Mom.
Yes, sauté the spinach in the olive oil and garlic, then mix it in with the fresh chopped basil and ricotta.
I’m so glad your smiley face is bringing you such pleasure. The good news is that you can fill it with anything you want afterwards, and it will keep on smiling.
Being weepy is definitely a hormone thing. I’m glad you’re going to talk about it to the doc tomorrow. I’ve never had PMS weepiness. Shoot, there’s a chance I could experience that with chemo-pause? Heckendorns!!!!
LOL on the mustache comment.
Tina- No, I’ve never been to Arizona before, so I’m so looking forward to it. I have heard that Sedona is a very healing and spiritual place rich in Native American history, so I’m going to be hitting a museum or two for sure.
I hadn’t heard of the skywalk. I’ll be checking out the link you gave me. Thanks.
Kathy- Sounds like you’ve got some energy today. Could it be because you didn’t have to work? I am only assuming so since you said, “Back to work tomorrow.” Shadowing your partner sounds way more fun than sitting and listening to orientation stuff. Have fun!So, those of you watching. What did you think of the DWTS results show?
OK, so I guess I’d better get myself in the kitchen and get dinner prepared.
Check in tomorrow morning ladies.
SIS Kimberly -
Kimberly -- Thanks for coordinating the secret pals. This is going to be fun. Have a wonderful, relaxing vacation.
Dana -- Congratulations on your A+. You are going to make a great nurse.
PA Lady -- What a great feeling to finish rads. I had my CT for rads yesterday and will have the simulation/tattoos next Wednesday.
Therese -- Hope you start feeling less sore. So many of us are moving onto next steps, which is exciting.
Carol -- Is a 3.0 cumulative required for the good drivers discount? We made our son have a 3.5 because he was more than capable and we wanted to push him a bit. However, we made it very clear that there was no way he was having a license without a good student discount.
Tina -- I've worked at home for so long, I can't imagine having to get ready to go to the office. Of course, the last office I worked at was a web development company where unless we had client meetings, you could almost show up in jammies. I swear our developers never wore anything but shorts, T-shirts and flip flops. I'm taking this year off from consulting, but figure I'll jump back in after I finish Herceptin next January.
Julie -- Glad you're having a better day. You have sure had a rough time all through this process.
I'm sure I have a big black mark on my chart with the radiation oncologists office after my fit today. When I went in yesterday I asked if I could be scheduled for my rads time and they said they would give it to me late next week (I start May 19). I called this morning to say that is just unacceptable. While rads is important it isn't any more important than my follow-up appointment with the surgeon, echocardiogram to check if Herceptin is impacting my heart function, future Herceptin infusions, etc. I have several of these already on the schedule for the week I start rads and need to get the rads time locked down. After being rather pushy about it, the scheduler finally agreed to at least give me times for the first week. I don't know why they are making this so difficult.
Yesterday was the last chemo and today the last Neulasta. I can't begin to describe how good it feels to be done and know that every day is just going to get better. I asked the onc if there is anything I need to do when I'm just on Herceptin and she said given how well I've tolerated chemo and Herceptin, she doesn't see that I will need any pre-meds. The way she phrased it, on just Herceptin, I'll feel normal. She did say it normally takes about two months for the taste buds to completely return, hair to start growing in, nails to grow out, etc. I was hoping some of this would happen a lot sooner, but it seems like the end of rads and chemo SEs will be about the same time.
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Good Morning Jewels,
I didn’t get my walk in yesty. I had my doctor’s appt. and then went to the book store and grocery store, and just couldn’t work up the motivation to go. I know, Carol, I’ll feel so much better afterwards. I’ve just got to push through the lack of motivation thing.
CathyCa- WhooHoo on the last chemotini and Nastylasta shot!!!! Good for you, getting yourself taken care of as far as your rads schedule. I’m wondering if getting appts is hard due to demand. I just read an article about how radiation therapy demand has really gone up and how some radiation centers are having a hard time getting everyone in and scheduled and keeping the equipment in good working order since it is getting so much more use.
Two months for the taste buds and hair to start returning? I guess I can wait 6 more weeks…like I have a choice. I do have the beginnings of really light peach fuzz, so in 6 weeks I’m hoping to have some color on my head. The good news, like you said, is that you will be done with rads about the time your chemo se’s are gone and the hair starts growing.
Not much on my plate today, so I’m definitely going for a walk. I may start my vision board, too.
I’ll check back in later.
SIS Kimberly
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Hi Kimberly,
I'm sorry if I confused anyone. The onc said two months for taste buds to be completely returned and for hair to be noticeable. Both make sense to me since I've been on a three week cycle and haven't noticed any peach fuzz between cycles. The taste buds get better between cycles, but I still have a yucky taste in my mouth and some foods don't taste right. So, I figure I'll need at least a week or two beyond the three-week cycle to see improvement and then a couple weeks after that for things to return to normal.
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Hi Jewels -
We had a great time at the appreciation dinner last night - food was fabulous and the turn-out was great! We didn't get home till after 10:00, then stayed up b/c dh had some work to do. We were up till about 1:00 - I slept in today! Thanks for all the congrats on NBPTS - it was quite a stressful process, but I'm glad I did it. Paula - we started the process in May and everything was due at the end of March, so it was about a 10-month process for the Portfolio development. Then I had to take a test the following June and we didn't find out results until November.
Tina - hope you're adjusting to working without your fuzzy slippers on! I know I'm certainly used to being in my pj's working on my laptop, sitting on my couch! It's going to be quite an adjustment for me come August!
Therese - CONGRATS on having your exchange surgery!! Hope your pain is minimal! Interesting about the drains - my ps talked like I would have them for sure - maybe I misunderstood. LOL on the Washcloth story!!
PALady - YAY for you - done with rads!! I know that emotional feeling and the dh's just don't get it. They think we should be jumping for joy, but it's such an emotional roller coaster!
Carol - glad you and the ex seem to be working things out with ds and the driver's license. Sounds like you have a big weekend on tap! Hope your se's stay minimal!! Glad you found some new kicks you like - I need to hit the store for some good walking shoes too.
LJ - Yippeee for being done! Keep us posted on what's next for you.
CathyCA - Woooohooooo on being done with chemo!!! Hope your rads schedule gets worked out for you.
Kimberly - glad they got your surgery scheduled so it works with your cation schedule! Hope you get your walk in today - I'm still waiting for enough energy to take one!
Well, I'm three weeks out from my last chemo and basically have peach fuzz on my head - no real color. My scalp is still really tender - not sure what's up with that!
We've had tons of rain the last couple days and it's supposed to rain through the weekend too - YUCK!! My dh fertilized our grass last weekend and he's going to have to bail it by the time it dries and he can mow it. We have six acres, so mowing is an ALL day thing!
We're heading to my niece's "Spring Sing" tonight for her school - she's five, so it should be a hoot!! Hope everyone has a good night!
{{{{HUGS}}}} to all!
Julie
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Only one zap left!!!! (Can you guys even stand me???)
And even more excitement-I sent my first prize off to my secret pal today! I hope it makes her happy to receive it.
LJ13 (Bonehead)-I cannot believe you're at the end of this phase of tx! You must be a little jazzed to hear what your onc will have to say next week. Fingers are crossed that chemo did it's thang and you can move on. You'll be just fine with the rads. The trick seems to be stay active and hydrate (sound familiar?). Let us know how your scans and doc appts go.
SIS Kimberly-You should have your exchange scheduled by now (if I read on, I'm sure I'll see your post). I really hope it works in with your cation plans this summer. You sound like you've got some pent up cationing that needs your attention! Yep, I see you were able to work it in. Now, you need to get those walks in as physical fitness will help you recover faster. Get up. Get up, now!
Oh, before I forget, the doggy party was a private affair for Kippy and me. This neighbor is elderly and Kip and I have walked with her for years (mostly cause she had an older dog that wouldn't walk unless there was another dog there dragging her along). Well, the older dog died a little more than a year ago and my neighbor was lonely (even though Kip and I still invited her on our walks). So I helped her find a rescue dog. Then I kinda disappeared during chemo tx (my onc wouldn't let me pick up dog poo, so we hired a walker). Now my neighbor is so happy to have us back that she invited us to the party. It was so sweet of her. Kippy wasn't too wild about the Frosty Paws dog ice cream, but she's now getting on in years and has never seen that stuff before. She would eat it if I picked little bite sized pieces off and hand fed them-how Cleopatra of her! Anyway, it was very nice and short as I had to get to my tanning session.
I hope you like your new ta-ta's, Therese. Sounds like you fairly breezed through your exchange surgery. Now I hope your recovery is speedy and painless. LOL at the washcloth story!! Priceless!!!
PALady-You ARE done!!! Yay!!! I completely understand the tears. I felt funny when I left my zap today and I'm not sure, but I think I'll be misty when I have the last one tomorrow. I've got the label ready to send the Deanna Farve book off to you, but I probably won't get to the P.O. till next week as my car goes in the shop tomorrow and we're adding another driver to the mix tonight (college girl comes home tonight!), creating a little vehicular congestion around here. I'll get it to you, though.
Carol-sounds like you and the ex have compromised some on the driver's license. The ds still has some goals to meet, but they sound totally doable to me. Lawn mowing sounds good. Another local idea is to see if there's a summer camp at your neighborhood elementary school and apply to be a counselor (that's a really popular summer job around here). Also, can he do some dog walking? Kids get $10/walk around here! Makes me want to walk dogs for some pocket change. The only problem with that is, you have to walk the dogs no matter the weather-I don't even walk my own dog when it's raining!
Does Paula's son play for the Mariners? COL (cackle out loud) on that one.
Heck, Carol, maybe you could use that new mustache for a comb-over to thicken up your hair. You keep mentioning how thin it's getting...
Boy, I hear you on the scheduling, CathyCA. I was griping to someone recently that it's a good thing I don't have a life anymore as I'm so not in charge of my time these days. The rads people are always giving me a little card with my appointment time on it and I don't have any input into the times. I've had to get cranky a couple of times to get what I wanted, but I have occasionally taken in baked goods and that seems to smooth ruffled feathers. Your attitude sounds great as you get ready for the next phase of your tx. I think we'll all be so relieved when we get the chemo part behind us! Oh, and the tastebud timeframe is just about what I experienced. The tip of my tongue is still numb (as are finger and toe tips), which makes licking my lips a real trip. I'm hoping that clears one of these days...
Julie, you party animal you. I can't remember the last time I was up till 1a!
Gotta run the vacuum around before dh and college girl get here, so I should sign off for now. Next time I'm on here, I'll be done with rads!!!!
D1
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Just lurking and thought I’d pop in to say hey.
CathyCa- So I may, or may not, have all over color, even if it’s really in the army now short in six weeks, huh? Oh well, at least it will be started. As long as I have hair by the time school starts, I’ll be good with it.
I hear ya on the icky taste in the mouth thing. By week three that starts to go away. I’m almost on week three after chemo (next Tuesday is three weeks out), so I’m hoping my taste buds start to wake up a bit.
Julie- I’m so glad you had such a good time at your dinner.
Bummer about the ever-lasting rain. Ah well, gives you a reason to just rest and relax and let your body heal.
I did get my walk in today. Yeah!!!!
Have fun at the Spring Sing tonight. What a cute name for a talent type show, and with little kids, how can you help but smile and just feel good inside as they just give it their all?
D1- Only 1 more tanning session until you can do the Zap No More Happy Dance!!!!
Thanks for the motivation. If I hadn’t already taken myself for a walk, I would have gotten up right then and there and done it.
How wonderful to have developed such a lovely relationship with your elderly neighbor and to help her find a rescue dog.
Enjoy having the family all together again tonight, and in advance…whoohoo on tomorrow’s last zap! I’m certain poor Frankenboob is so relieved to be almost done.
LJ13- Hip Hip Hoorah on your last tx today!!!!
SIS Kimberly
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Good evening Jewels,
So far, rads is going smoothly. My schedule is on the late side but will change next Wednesday to be more accomodating. Someone is finishing and I'll have that slot. The nurses and techs are all so nice at my cancer care center.
D1 - Good luck on your last zap! We will definitely be celebrating tomorrow. I haven't noticed anything yet but started putting the Aquaphor on after treatment. Thanks for the advice. I can't get used to no deodorant.
Paula - I have the same amount of tx's - 28 zaps and 5 boosts. If all goes well I'll be done June 20. And the next week I'll be finished with work (teaching) and will be SO ready for summer vacation. It will have a new meaning this year!
Carol - I am still addicted to the Jewels even though I don't post a lot. I like to read the posts when I can. Its really busy going for the "suntan" everyday, working, visiting my mother at the nursing home and keeping up with DWTS and AI !!! (By the way, Jason looked so happy to be voted off last night). Its looking to be the "Battle of the David's"
Dana - Congrats on the great score! You go girl!
Later,
Joan
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Today was a good day at work. I got to follow my partner and really see what I'll be doing. So much better than the hospital orientation days at the start of the week. So far, the job seems like it will be a nice change. Tomorrow they are having a Nurses' week luncheon--- yum!
Will be away this weekend (Saturday is my HS friend's mother's memorial service back in PA where I grew up). Will check in tomorrow night hopefully, or at least on Sunday.
Kimberly: I was a little surprised with the DWTS results, but I like everyone that's remaining. I'll just stay tuned for next week. Dh really thought that MJW should have gone next. She very uhhh... bubbly! I think she's really improved.
Cathy-CA: I've had 2 herceptin-only infusions so far and noticed nothing that day or the next. They are a breeze! It's also only 1 ½ hr infusion, which is way faster than my TCH infusions had been. I get my MUGA again in June. Hope your H-only infusions go well, too-they should.
Oh, and FYI to you and Kimberly... my taste buds came back in 2-3 weeks (after my last infusion), not months.
As for hair, I'm 7 weeks out and definitely have a "5 o'clock shadow" look going on now. I can still see my scalp, but it's getting harder to see, and my hair is filling in and (surprise for me, a blonde) is darker than before. No curls. I'm hoping in a month or so to have enough to cut or buzz it to all one length so it looks better. Cathy, the herceptin can supposedly make our hair growth a bit "stunted" compared to others not on it.
Julie: Glad you had a nice dinner.
D1: Congrats on tomorrow's big milestone! And you are making me feel like a SP loser-I've had no time to do anything yet.
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Hi Ladies,
Sitting here with one eye open and its only 5:00pm, between the steriod buzz, night sweats and peeing I ended up starting a load of laundry at 4:00am. Went to work at 6:00 and was still pretty wired, then come about noon I hit a wall.
Had my appt with the gyn surgeon this afternoon. Came home from work early to "freshen up" prior to my consult appt. Told the dh I wanted to be prepared just in case she wanted to do an exam!!! Thank god I used the appropriate washcloth as yep, it was getty-up, hop in the stirrups time ... oh joy! The ol' tummy has not been up to snuff today, so that whole experience was not to comfortable. Its a cream of wheat night for me!!!
We chatted about the pros/cons of having a ooph vice a complete hysterectomy. I am almost certain that I will choose to have the whole shooting match removed. Although the recovery time is longer if the uterus is removed, I was not told of any good reason to keep it. I asked if menopause se's will be any worse with my plumbing removed, and she said what I'm dealing with now should not change much (so D1 hopefully the comeover won't be needed). She did reiterate the need to take a calcium supplement, which I should be starting now. I will be tentatively scheduled to have surgery in October. That should put a very large exclamation point at the end of what will be a year long story.
Tomorrow its off to chat with the rad doctor in the morning and then off to Portland for ds skate meet over the weekend. I will have to save my shout outs for tomorrow via the hotel wi-fi, getting ready to cut the dh's hair, brave man with my shakey hands tonight!!!
Take care my friends,
Carol
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Thank Ladies for all the great compliments regarding my grade. All Glory to God for the knowledge.
I look like chicken little now with my hair growing back only on the top. I feel like walking around and saying "Are you Mommy". He ha. You have to see the cartoon to get it. I am sure wondering will the side grow too.
I am wondering if I will lose my hair again once I start chemo again. I will tell you for me Tamoxifen is not good - bone pain and hot flashes out of this world. I barely get 3 hours sleep each night and I am going to tell my Dr tomorrow that this is not good, but I dont want to pop drugs every night to sleep neither.
I hope everyone is doing well and I sure miss you all!
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Hey gals,
Well, I have 3 rads under my belt now. My treatments are ranging from 5pm to 6:30pm-my center starts zapping people at 6am and doesn't quit until after 7pm. I have a list that shows my tentative schedule for the next month. I'm trying to get the early morning treatment times so it doesn't interfere with after school stuff.
I took my iPod in today-makes the time go by faster when I'm listening to some good music. I just put some REO Speedwagon tunes on it yesterday. What memories they brought back!
The strangest thing about rads is all the angles. I remember dh had zaps all around his head-just thought it would be different with a boob. My treatments begin with the rads unit under me. It rotates 3 times before it pops up on my right side for 3 (or is it 4?) zap angles on the front side. The whole thing only takes about 15 minutes or so. No worries so far except it is a bit chilly in the room. Since I had a lumpectomy, I still have nipples to announce to the world how cold I am. All I need is a wet t-shirt... NOT!
Tina- So, are you going in to work every day now? How's that going? I could SO get into the fuzzy slippers mode right now.
Joan- my rads are supposed to be completed on June 20th also. I'm going to have to have some creative scheduling because I'm leaving for Dallas on June 17.
D1- What a wonderful neighbor you are! And hand-feeding your doggy-isn't she a spoiled pooch (LOL at the Cleopatra comment).
Zipadeedodah! It's your last ZAP! Congrats!
LJ- How wonderful to hear another Jewel is finished with chemo. Sounds like you still have a full plate of cancer treatments with the surgery and then rads. Hope the se's from this last round of chemo are mild ones. On yeah, totally agree-chemo nurses ROCK!
Kimberly- How nice to have several vacations lined up for the summer! Where is Ashland?
I hope you and your sisters have a wonderful visit and a beautiful day for your Komen walk on Saturday.
Therese- So, have you got to see your new girls yet? (I was sooo impressed that you were on here right after surgery!) Ohmigosh-the washcloth story was hilarious!
Your comments to PALady were lovely-well put, TexRN!
Carol- very funny about the Mariners... I'm just thankful that he wasn't pitching that night! He had a game scheduled for this evening, but it was cancelled d/t rain. I wouldn't have been able to go anyway as the games are in a town about an hour away from my rads center. They'll be playing tomorrow. I have a 4:45 rads time, so I should be able to make it to the ballfield by game time.
I've been thinking of Steph-please tell him he's had a lot of prayers going up in the past couple of days.
I'm so glad things seem to be working out for ds on the driver's license. If your insurance co. is like mine (Metropolitan), they want a copy of the most recent report card for that good student discount. Tell Zach to keep getting those As and Bs! Oh, and also good luck skating this weekend.
CathyCA- you sound like me with the rads appointments. I've been a little pushy trying to get the whole rads thing going early instead of waiting a month. Now that I've started, I'm pushing to get finished by June 16 instead of the 20th. I don't particularly like the late evening sessions, but I figure I'd better quit while I'm ahead since they are working with me on the rest.
Julie- I'm so glad you enjoyed your well-earned celebration dinner last night! Sheesh! Five months is a long time to wait for the board test results, isn't it?!
Kathy- glad work is going well. Enjoy the nurse luncheon tomorrow!
Dana- congrats on acing that test. It is good to see your post and get an update on your treatment plans. Hang in there, LW!
WV Girl and Peg- you're up tomorrow for chemo. Be thinking of you both!
Wow, it took me a long time to catch up! So sorry this is long... I hope everyone has a good Friday.
Paula
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WVGirl and Peg1212 -- go get 'em tomorrow at the chemo-tini lounge!!!
D1 -- this is for you!!!
Yippppeeeeeee -- you're DONE WITH RADS!!!!!!!
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Morning Jewels
Wow, what a decent nights sleep will do for a gal !
Missed my shout out for ...
A great big birthday wish for Joan, hope you have something fun planned to celebrate "your day". My son is sharing this great day with you!
WVGirl and Peg, time to scratch one more time to the lounge off of your lists ... and for your Peg, looks like you can toss your list in the trash ... yeah for this being your last.
D1, I totally cannot believe that you will be finished with your txt today ... my mouth is salivating thinking of your outing to Ruth Chris ... enjoy your celebratory dinner, sounds like you have the whole family home which should add to the moment!
I'll talk with the ds about summer employment for summer camps (great idea). He does have an "interview" at a local restaurant this coming Weds. (Just so happens that his Aunt manages the place). After this weekend of skating we shall know just how much skating (practices/national meet) will be in the cards. If he doesn't place for nationals, (at this regional meet), he will have a lot more time to work.
Paula, after hearing your appt schedule for rads, I'm hoping that our "tanning salon" is a little more flexible. Being there is really only one place to go on this side of the Puget Sound I bet it will be busy. I go in today for my first consult, I here the doc is not so warm and fuzzy but she is extremely thorough.
Thanks for thinking of Steph, I saw him yesterday at work, he was feeling a bit better than when I saw him on Monday. He knows he's up for a heck of a battle this go around but he still keeps a strong spirit.
Kathy, sounds like work is smoothing out on a daily basis, gotta like those luncheon days.
Although a memorial service is not what one would like to get together with old friends, it seems as we get older those weddings and baby showers are replaced with funerals and memorials. Enjoy your time with old friends and hopefully many happy memories.
Kimberly, glad to hear you've got those walking shoes on, I'm sure that tomorrow's walk will be an eventful outing for you. Bring your tissue!!!
Julie, up until 1am, and without a steriod buzz, you go gal!!! Glad your evening was a special one for you, sounds like you were very deserving of the recognition.
Cathy, hoping that your feeling a bit better each day, knowing you your probably still as active as ever. I didn't like hearing your problems with appts as well with the rads people, I was hoping to be able to go in each morning first thing so I could go to work from there. That's probably what so many others all want as well. Will see ....!
Jennifer, if your out there, please let us know that your okay, no need for a long shout out, just a quick note would be nice, been thinking of you.
Therese, I got some good mileage on The Washcloth story ... cracked up quite a few gf's on that one... who knew how close that would hit home for me, as yesterday it was stirrup time for me. YIKES!
Vettegal, thinking of you and the Vettesis. Hope your both doing as well as can be expected.
On a personal note, I received a call last night from an acquaintance whom I spoke about a couple weeks ago. She was diagnosed with bc about a month ago, had her mast last Tuesday, and is still recovering (doing the drain thing), I now have a fellow "lobular" cancer pal. We chatted for about a hour, she has great support with family and friends, but she said "I just need to be able to talk to other ladies who can really relate to what I'm feeling". She had a large tumor over 5cm removed, chemo and radiation are all in her cards. She is fearful (as we all were) of the chemo, and what it entails. So ... I recommended strongly that she get logged into bc.org. She seemed quite interested and I really hope that she can get some additional support through the posts. I plan on trying to get together with her, and Kalen (who had been doing good since starting Taxol), sometime in the very near future. It was so weird to talk with somebody that is just starting the journey, seems like we have all come so far in what is really a short time.
Time to motivate, will be checking in from Portland over the weekend, oh my I'm so looking forward to those 4:00 wakeups for skating!!! Just hope that the birthday boy can stay on his wheels this weekend, we're almost healed up from a month ago!!!
Have a great day and weekend ... Carol
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Hello Ladies!
Well, today and yesterday were much better than Wednesday. I ended up tearing up most of the day especially when talking to anyone about being done, or reading your sweet responses. It is so nice to have those who can understand these emotions. I am in celebrate mode now! I have been out trying to get something for my sp - it has been a bit of a challenge, but it has been fun!
Carol - Love your shoebox comparison - thank you! I know what you mean about others thinking there is nothing wrong because you look healthy and act it. I know the men in my house don't get it! I guess we can be thankful that we have done so well as to have them fooled! My ds(17) has just started looking for his first job. He is finding it to be a bit harder than he anticipated. Hopefully he gets something soon. Happy B-day to your ds.
Therese - Thank you. That is a wonderful outlook. I hope you are recovering well.
Tina - I don't go back to the onc till the 28th. I will really enjoy the break. I thought I read a few pages back that you plant a garden. I can't believe you can get plants in already with your weather! I plant a pretty big veggie garden but can't get them put in until memorial weekend - otherwise we will lose a bunch to some random frost. I did get out there the other day and start getting the beds ready, though.
Kimberly - I am pretty much done except for the tamoxifen. I will talk to my gyn in June about ooph, but the rest of the bc stuff is done. Good for you on the scheduling of your exchange. I really thought Marissa would be gone. I think the final should be Kristi and Jason. What is a vision board? I wondered if it was something from the New Earth webcast? I just picked up that book yesterday along with The Last Lecture, but haven't started either yet.
Cathy - Congrats to you on finishing chemo! My taste buds only took about a week to be back to normal. You will be amazed at how fast the rads go. The days seem to fly by. My center was the same way about the schedule - they wouldn't commit to anything until the day or so before I started. They do schedule everyone the same time every day, though.
Julie - glad you got to enjoy your dinner! Sounds like you are feeling really well lately.
D1 - Hope all goes well for you today. Will be interested to see how you feel. My skin under my breast feels like it could split wide open last night and today. I think it is good I only had to do 25. How is your hair coming along?
LJ - congrats on your last round! I hope your se's are minimal.
Kathy - Glad your new job is coming along. I am not a natural blond but WOW my hair is dark! I am chomping at the bit to have it get long enough to get some color/highlights (or anything) and be able to go out without a scarf! Being done with rads I started taking my vitamins again yesterday as well as some biotin. Hopefully that will help.
Paula - Are you having IMRT rads? Interesting how many different angles they do. Too bad they can't give you the same time everyday. I think that would drive me crazy having all different times.
Joan - Happy Birthday!
Sounds like quite a few of us will be out for the weekend. I am heading to Rochester with ds for a soccer tournament.
Happy Mother's Day to all you moms! Have a good weekend.
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Happy Friday, Jewels!! Hope everyone is having a good day. Yucky and rainy here again - oh well, I have work to do for school so it's probably better that it's not nice out! We went to my niece's "Spring Sing" last night --- too adorable!! She's in pre-K at a Christian grade school so it was 3 year olds through 8th graders. The older kids did a play, while all the younger ones sang songs to go along with it - it was actually very inspirational! Then the middle school did a performance with blue lights and these stick-things that glowed to some Christian rock music - it was really cool!! Definitely worth the drive to go see it - and my niece was SOO excited that we were there. Those hugs are worth a million!
Those of you considering ooph's and/or hysterectomies - make sure you ask about the LAVH + Ooph procedure - that's what I had done a couple years ago and the recovery is much easier than if you go the traditional hysterectomy/ooph. LAVH stands for "laparoscopically assisted vaginal hysterectomy."
Paula - glad your rads are going well - hope you get the schedule you want - that can be frustrating!
Happy Birthday, Joan!! Hope you have a great day!!
Carol - hope you have a nice trip. Don't envy those 4:00 a.m. wake-up calls!! Hope ds has a successful weekend!!
PALady - glad you're feeling a little better, emotionally - hang in there! Each day will become a little easier! Enjoy your weekend in Rochester - hope ds does well in his soccer tourney!
So, D1 - how's it feel being done??? Hope you get some relief soon from your pain/blisters!
Well, I received an emotional email this morning. Some of my friends at work have put together a team in my honor for the Komen Race for the Cure in St. Louis in June. I was very touched and humbled - the team name is "Jules Rules" - ha ha ha! They're so great - SO, guess I'm going to have to get my butt moving so I can get ready to walk it with them all!!
Hope everyone has a great weekend - Happy Mother's Day, Moms!!!
{{{{HUGS}}}} to all --- missing Jewels, thinking of you! Please check in when you can!
Julie
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Good Morning Jewels,
First off, D1, Oh Happy Day…It’s your last zap!!!! Enjoy your Ruth Chris outing tonight.
OK, so I’ve been busy looking at what there is to do in Flagstaff and Sedona all morning. There is lots to choose from. I’m so ready!!!!
I didn’t get to work on my vision board yesterday. I need to go through magazines and tear out pics that speak to me, and I wasn’t in that space. I need to be alone with quiet music and no interruptions, and the dh was home all day working from home.Today, I'm going to school for a visit, then off to do some SP shopping and maybe get something new for my trip.
Joan- I’m so glad your tanning sessions are going well and that you’ll be getting on a better tanning schedule as of next week.
Your school year ends late. We are out the first week in June. You must not start until after Labor Day.
Happy Birthday, Joan. Celebrate big time!!!!
Kathy- I knew your shadow day would be much better than just sitting and listening. And speaking of shadow, a five o’clock shadow on the ole melon sounds encouraging.
Score on getting in on the Nurse’s luncheon. Good timing on the return to work. Gotta have perks, eh?
Like Carol said, seeing old friends at a memorial isn’t the best of circumstances, but like Maz stated after Val’s funeral, a time that can be very healing.
Carol- What’s up with the tummy complaining now? Bummer.
I’m thinking the whole shooting match is a good plan. I’ll have to get my oncologist to schedule an appointment with a gynecological surgeon for a consult, too. Thank goodness you listened to your gut on the potential for getting an exam along with the consult talk, and that you used the correct washcloth. HeeHee
Glad you got a good night sleep. Being up since 4am might have had something do with that.
Glad to hear your new bc friend is doing OK after surgery, and so impressed with your ability to help others feel better about the whole process. Kalen will probably enjoy meeting another bc gal. Nothing like having the support of those who have been there.
Happy BDay to Kyle!!!! Good luck at Regionals this weekend.
LWDana- I love that Chicken Little reference in combination with Dr. Suess’ children’s book, Are You My Mother?
I’m sorry Tamox has such bad se’s for you. I hope your doc can help you out with that.
Paula- Good description of what the rads machine is doing, and LOL on the nips announcing how cold you are. One perk of a mastectomy. No bra required and no more worries of the high beams turning on at inopportune times.
Ashland is in Oregon. It is the home of the Ashland Shakespeare Festival. They do modern plays as well, which is nice. I go every year with my gf on Labor Day weekend, but we’ve added a trip with the boys in July this year. We stay at the same B&B, Country Willows Inn, and visit our favorite restaurants and wine bar.
Julie- Where do you find those cute graphics? So perfect!!!!
PALady- Glad to hear that your cleansing tears have lightened your spirit. WhooHoo!!!
I need to go shopping for my SP and while out, I plan to get that book, The Last Lecture.
A Vision Board is a way of visualizing and manifesting what you want in your life by putting out your intentions to the universe. The law of attraction. It isn’t exactly a New Earth concept, but it certainly is a positive energy thing that I’m sure Ekhart would totally agree with.
I loved watching the webcasts and will be reading A New Earth a second time now that I’m able to focus more clearly on what I’m reading with no more chemo.
I agree that Kristi and Jason will be in the finals. Marissa deserved one last shot as she really has improved, but she’s out this next round for sure unless Cristian is unable to do the one armed dancing this next week. Mario just hasn’t been consistent with his last few dances in my opinion. I’m glad he did this, however, as it gives young kids a new view of dance styles besides Hip Hop and all.
Yep, I think a lot of us gals will be busy this weekend, so the boards might be slow, which could be a plus as there won’t be too much to catch up on when Monday rolls around.
Thinking of you wvgirl and Peg1212. wvgirl- You only have one more after this. You’re so close. Peg- Congrats on your last one!!!!
Patty, thinking of you and Denise. ((((HUGS))))
SIS KimberlyI'm going to PM Jenn and make sure she's OK.
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I PM'd Jenn. Hope to hear back from her.
I also PM'd CHJ and CarolC. Good news...they are fine. They've been posting on the Anyone Doing Just Taxotere and Cytoxan? thread. Both are done with chemo. Carol hasn't been on the boards since the end of March as she needed a break from all things bc (totally understandable), but posted this week. CHJ seems to be doing well after her last tx, too. Hopefully, they'll pop in to say hello and let us know how they're doing 'in person' instead of us relying on my second hand info.
SIS Kimberly
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Thank you SISKimberly, Its 1:30 and I'm just getting back in glad to be finished with it. Now all I have to do is set up surgery for my exchange so i can get these expanders out.
To everyone here i've been out for a while so I have'nt keep up on the post hope everyone is doing well. My son who is 22 and who also is bi-polar has been in a manic state and took off on a grayhound bus to Arizona he does'nt know a soul out there and has been gone now for about a week and 1/2 and says he's not coming back so i've been dealing with that and just praying he will stay safe until he gets back to his old self which i hope will be soon. I just hope he keeps in mind that he left a 3yr old son behind. So just when u think u have one thing whipped something else comes yur way.
By me having breast cancer and going thru everything i've had to i did learn one thing and that is how strong i am and i know if i can get thur this i can get thur anything. To everyone take care and be strong.
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Doin' the happy dance!!!! (In fact, got me a pedi on the way home from my tanning session so my toes will be all a pretti-ful tonight.)
Babydoc was so sweet to me today. He wanted to take a look at Frankenboob to see how things were doing and gave me a little pep talk about taking the next step in treatment. I told him he has been my fav so far and told him it was because he always gave me full disclosure, even if what he had to say was scary to me. I see him again in 4-6 weeks for I don't know what. There was much fist pounding and hugging with the techs when I finished and even the folks in the waiting room were cheering for me! Just made me feel really good about myself. I didn't cry when I got into the car-and haven't, yet-but I have an overwhelming sense of pride in myself for having gotten through all this sh*t with a smile on my face. (Kinda weird to be proud of yourself for getting through tx, but that's what I'm feeling.) Honestly, you'd think I'd just won the "Greatest American" award with how I feel.
The plan here is to hold on to that feeling as long as I can. I see my legu 2x a week for some time to come, but I don't have a doc's appointment till May 21. YIPPEE!
Glad you're getting your walks in, SIS Kimberly. I'm convinced that exercise (and hydration) is the critical ingredient to our recoveries and overall wellness. Keep it up.
Spring Sing sounds so sweet. Enjoy those angelic voices.
Happy birthday to Joan! Happy birthday to Joan! Happy birthday, dear Jo-o-o-an! Happy birthday to Joan! (You can all be glad you didn't have endure my actual singing.)
Joan, put the Aquaphor on every time after tanning and before bed. Don't wait for it to get red. The goal is to keep your skin as hydrated as possible to avoid nasty burns or peeling. There are no guarantees, of course, but better to do what you can. Oh, and you can use the Tom's of Maine unscented deodorant. Apparently, it doesn't contain trace metals or something and is gentler to your burned skin. Also, I was told to use Dove soap only as it's gentle.
So glad the new job is looking good, KathyL. You're really a trooper. Try to enjoy reconnecting with some of your childhood at your friend's mother's memorial service. I know its not the happiest reason to see those folks again, but I'm sure you'll find some smiles somewhere.
Ah, DWTS. MJW goes next. She is improving, but she's not going to win it. And, yes, Jason did appear to be relieved with the AI results. I'll miss his cute aw-shucks attitude, but David C is the man, IMO. That little David A makes me crazy with his breathy singing-I'm not a fan.
And, um, you wanna talk about the SP loser? Do you remember that SIS Kimberly had to postpone the start of the festivities because I was so lame that I couldn't get my cards and envelopes to her? No, you have to get in line behind me for that title.
Carol-You asked your doc the same things I want to know about ooph/hysterectomy/drugs. I'm interested in hearing the pros and cons of all the se's and want to make my choice with as much info as I can. Thanks for sharing your doc's take. It's almost like getting a second opinion (I said ALMOST-no stirrups involved for me!). Drive carefully to Portland-tell the ds to stay on his skates this time. Just read that today is his b-day! Happy wishes to him!
Oh, and I totally nodded in agreement with your comment on how far we've come in a short time. It's amazing, isn't it? Thanks for paying it forward with Kalen and your "lobular" sister.
LOL at the Chicken Little image, LWDana! Yep, talk to your doc about your se's. From what I understand, they have lots of drugs from which they can choose. Hang in there.
Paula-Oh, that room is cold, isn't it? My nipples were always at attention. I felt a little odd about it at first, but then I got used to all the folks coming in to see me prone on the table with my Frankenboob out for the world to see. Please see my comments to Joan about using whatever lotion your shop recommends. It's VERY important.
Thanks for the happy dancers, Julie. I was wondering how to put some in to this post, and hoped that our resident animation expert would take care of that for me. I didn't even have to ask-you're on it!!!
You had a Spring Sing, too? I'm glad you were able to make it for your niece. Those connections are precious.
Yep, Jules Rules!
PALady-You know, I fully expected to react to being done like you are, but as you read, I'm in a different space right now. I wonder, since I kinda felt emotional on Thursday when I only had one left, if it'll come later for me. It will be interesting to see how I develop.
My skin is very itchy and has a rougher texture than it used to. It's also pretty red. I'm not much liking stuff rubbing on it, but that's one good thing about the compression garment I have to wear-once I get past that first ouchie-wa-wa when I put it on, it doesn't move, so no rubbing on my sensitive skin. Maybe that d*mn thing is a blessing... (Naw.)
Hair is just pathetic. Still no color and thin and sparse. AND I have a couple of ingrown hair pimples that stick farther off my head than the hair does! (Lovely sight.) I just ate some jello (been trying to get some everyday), hoping it will help things along.
Good to hear from you, Peg. Congrats on finishing chemo. I'm sorry to read about your son-I hope he returns to you very soon. You'll be in my thoughts.
SIS Kimberly-thanks for taking the initiate to check on some of our MIA Jewels. It's important to make sure everyone is doing okay.
Well, I'm off to try on everything in my closet in the hope that something appropriate for a nice dinner will fit, won't show my garment and will match one of my doo-rags. It's so complicated to be a girl...
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Good evening everyone,
Just a quick check-in. I'm 3 days out from my exchange surgery & feeling pretty good in the pain department - been off the narcotic pain meds since yesterday. Unveiled the 'girls' yesterday, too. I'm very pleased - of course, my ps says it will be 2-3 weeks until they relax & 'fluff' out. A little bruisey along the sides & some diffuse swelling all around, but nothing I wasn't expecting. I'm supposed to wear a sports bra 24/7 for the next 2 weeks ( I bought a surgical/sports bra that zips up the front ). I think I am hungover from the anesthesia & 1 1/2 days of narcotic pain meds, b/c I'm pretty wiped out today. No pain or nausea, just sleepy tired. I started driving today - took my oldest dd for her annual physical, & then went to the twins' elementary school for field day - stayed until lunch time, then came home & crashed. Of course it didn't help that it was 92 today. I went back to their school for the last part of field day, then picked up dd at school, brought them all home - &...you guessed it...crashed again. I already called work & told them I won't be in tomorrow - I don't think I am up for 2 - 12 hour shifts in a row - my ps had said I could work this weekend provided I got help w/ the physical aspects of my job. My manager & coworkers have been very helpful & understanding - their response today was," duh - we told you you wouldn't be up to working tomorrow!".
I've got to go freshen up - am taking my 2 dd's to see a local youth production of 'beauty & the beast' & my dh is taking my ds to see the Rangers play tonight ( they play Oakland ). My ds is a fanatic about baseball, actually any sports for that matter. He wakes up early before school so he can watch ESPN or any TVO'd Ranger game he has missed. I have to admit, his enthusiasm is contagious.
Hope you all have an awesome Mother's Day!!
Therese
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Just lurking. Got back from lunch with everyone. It was good to see everyone. I'm kinda out of it today for some reason. I feel really tired, like Therese, but I don't have drugs in my system to blame it on. Hmmmm
Peg- I'm glad you checked in. Let's say it again...WhooHoo...the last one!!!!
About your son being in his manic phase. Man, that's got to be tough because there is nothing you can do or say when a bipolar patient is feeling so 'high' to get them to see realilty. You are right to let your worry go as much as you can as it makes no sense to worry about something you can't change. I assume his son is with his mother? Are you close enough to see him? Must be tough on he and his mother to have to deal with such roller coaster behavior, of course at 3 maybe he isn't really aware yet. Must have been really tough to raise your boy never knowing what the mood would be. I assume your son isn't taking his meds since he's in a manic phase. I'm sorry you are having to deal with that on top of bc, but like you said. You are one strong lady, and there's a lot of support out their for families of bipolar patients. I hope you've reached out for that support. As you've learned here, there's nothing like talking to those who really know what it's like to live through having a bipolar family member. (((HUGS)))) for you, Peg.
Tra la la boom de ay, D1 finished rads today, tra la la boom de ay, she's is on her way!!!!
Hope you find something to wear that fits all of your criteria.
Oh, and the Spring Sing I mentioned was part of my shout out to Julie. No there is only one Spring Sing, and it's happening in Julie's neck of the woods.
Therese- I'm so glad you're doing well other than feeling so tired...so then tell me why you're driving?
I know you've already had two naps today, so hopefully you will stay awake during the play tonight.
So, the girls are looking good, eh? I can't wait! Hmmm, I haven't been told I need a sports bra or anything yet, but there's plenty of time for him to notify me of all the things that need to be done prior.
I probably won't check in until Sunday as I've got my walk tomorrow and plans tomorrow night. Have a great weekend, gals.
SIS Kimberly
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Hi Jewels, TGIF!!
Joan – Wishing you a very happy Birthday!! Glad rads are going well. I hope they’ll be mild for you.
CathyCA – YAY!! on being done!! I’m so happy for you. Lots of things to look forward to…taste buds returning, etc.
Julie – So glad your dinner went well. That’s great that it was so well attended. I, too, have the noticeable peach fuzz. However, the scalp no longer is quite as sensitive as it was two weeks ago. Hope yours starts feeling more normal soon. What a wonderful honor…love the “Jules Rules” name. You have some really great friends.
D1 – YAY!! on kissing rads off! I hope fb (frankenboob) will being healing, and feeling better. You’ve been through enough with that. Your pedi sounds fab! That’s a perfect way to celebrate. Hope the dinner is great. LOL when I read about your pooch behaving rather Cleopatra-like…our cat’s name is Cleo, and she definitely lives up to it. Big, fat baby. She’s quite Garfield-like, only all grey.
Carol – Glad to hear you and the ex could come to an agreement about ds. It sounds like he’s a deserving kid. Sorry to hear you’re not feeling all that great. Is your decision to do the ooph, or quite possibly a hysterectomy, so that you won’t have to do the tamoxifen or other AI route?
Dana – I hope the doc will be able to do something for your sleeplessness and the pain you’re experiencing with tamoxifen. Stay strong. When will you be finished with school?
Paula – I went into my office twice this week. Next week, I’ll be attending a class, so will have to be in every day. I hope not to make the mistake of walking out of the house with my slippers on, or some such move. Oooo, REO Speedwagon brings me back! I think I ripped a few of their classics a while back. I forgot all about them. I know how easy it is to get lost in the iPod…How many more rad tx’s for you?
Kimberly – Almost thought for a second that you’d be visiting Ashland, Wisconsin! Not a bad place to be…on the southern shores of Lake Superior. But, your Shakespeare Festival sounds way more fun! I bet you’re having a great time looking at all the wonderful things to do in AZ. Sedona is very special. The Grand Canyon, well, is breathtaking and humbling.
KathyL – Glad to hear you’re getting into the swing of things with the new job. You sound very encouraged and excited to be doing something different.
PAlady – Yes, I take a big gamble with planting this time of the year. Our last hard-freeze date is Memorial Day, too. Sickening, isn’t it? Our growing season is about a ½ inch long!! I’ve just got “cool crops” in right now, broccoli and lettuce and some hearty herbs. I usually plant several varieties of peppers and a couple of tomato plants, too. Will have to wait for a while on those.
Patty and Peg1212 – Hope things went well for you today. Good thoughts and wishes are heading your way.
Peg – It was nice to see your post today. I’m sorry to hear about everything you’re dealing with. I hope your son returns very soon, and that things on that front work out for the best.
Therese – Glad to hear you’re doing so well after the exchange. I appreciated hearing about how it went for you. Very encouraging! Did you say you didn’t need to have any drains? It’s very cool that people at your work are understanding.
As for me, dh and I are having a quiet evening. Went out for a bite to eat at a local wine bar/café. Had a nice time and good food. You know it’s spring when the café’s start serving key lime pie! YUM! I don’t know what my gang has in store for me on Sunday (double-whammy, Mother’s Day and B-day), but, I have dh talked into going to the farmer’s market tomorrow morning, one of my all-time favorite things to do on a Saturday. Maybe find a deal on hosta’s, mine didn’t do all that well.
Will check in again, have a good evening.
Tina
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Hey gals,
Looks like I get to be the first to talk about my SP. Yippee! I had a box waiting for me when I returned home from rads this evening. A little java, a little chocolate and a book to read--PERFECT! All packaged up very nicely and mailed from.... (drumroll, please)... Poulsbo, WA! Yep, Carol's my pal.
Carol- the first cup of joe went well with the caramels. I just unwrapped the book and I'm so excited to read it! I'd never heard of the StoryCorps Project, but I absolutely LOVE the concept and from browsing thru I can tell I'm going to like the book.
You've touched me again with the way that you connect with BC survivors. You really make a difference in so many lives. I'm honored to be your friend!
Hope you and ds have a wonderful accident-free weekend.
PALady- yes my rads is IMRT. I guess I wasn't paying attention when they explained the treatment plan b/c I didn't know I would be doing IMRT until the linear accelerator started rotating thru the angles.
As for the times, I'm supposed to have 6pm every evening, but 2 of the 4 treatments there have been cancellations so I got to go in early. I was hoping to get an early morning appointment, but don't think that's going to be possible.
I'm glad you're in a celebratory mood today. Enjoy!
I've had a weird week as far as emotions go. Feeling a bit blue for some reason... Maybe its just adjusting to my new routine. I go to rads alone so that might be part of it. It is kinda funny chatting with the rad techs with my boob hanging out. I will say that doesn't bother me nearly as much as I thought it would, but it IS a strange experience.
Julie- what a wonderful group of friends to walk in your honor. Jules Rules here, too, with the cute animations. Happy Mom's Day to you, too!
Therese- glad the girls are looking good. I think you were wise not to push yourself thru those 12 hour shifts. Rest well this weekend.
Kimberly- Good job checking on our missing Jewels. Thanks for the update on CarolC and CHJ.
I've been missing Jennifer also. She hasn't been here since April 11
I'm also worried about Judy (sheebas). Her last post here was Apr 7 when they stopped her chemo and put her on Xeloda. Her dh posted on a mets thread the next day.
And then there's Jenny (JKiss)- last post on Feb. 24. Of course she's got a 2-year-old, so there's a lot on her plate...
Joan- I hope you had a nice birthday today!
Tina- A double celebration coming up for you Sunday, eh? Happy Birthday to you!
I have 4 rads down, 29 to go. I'll be finished the middle of June.
Sounds like you have a good start on your garden. I haven't even gotten the soil ready yet. Usually start in mid-May, so it is time. My mouth waters just thinking of fresh produce! I'll be canning green beans and tomatoes and freezing corn later this summer.
We'll be going to a nephew's college graduation tomorrow, then to ds' tournament game. I'll try to pop in after the game.
Wishing all of our Jewel moms a Happy Mother's Day this Sunday!
I'm off to check out my new book--thanks again, Carol!
Paula
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