more tests as my 4th anniversary approaches

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wallan
wallan Member Posts: 1,275
edited June 2014 in Life After Breast Cancer
more tests as my 4th anniversary approaches

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  • wallan
    wallan Member Posts: 1,275
    edited March 2008

    Hi all:

       My 4th year anniversary since my dx is coming up. March 29th...

    And, I have side pain on my right side and abdominal pain... I have had this for weeks and weeks now and my oncologist told me to see my family doc about it.

    I did today.... she said it could be liver mets and I go for ultrasound and x-ray tomorrow.... gulp!!

    So I face another canceritis scare.... you would think I would be used to them by now.... I have had tests about lots of things and it turns out to be nothing each time. I hope it is the same this time.

    And just as my anniversary approaches too.... and my anniversary is bringing up emotions I don't want....

    AAHHHHHH

    I am sure you all understand   I need hugs from you ladies

    Wendy A

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2008

    Oh Wendy

    Im so sorry to hear this......I remember you talking about these pains quite sometime ago and had hoped that they had resolved themselves and gone away....

    I will keep you in my thoughts!!!!!!

    Hugs

    Jule

  • ravdeb
    ravdeb Member Posts: 3,116
    edited March 2008

    Well, congratulations on your 4th anniversary! That is the most important! wallan..what will be will be. I've had so many scares I'm scared to count them.Tongue out Just get the scans and take it one step at a time. I know that's hard, but...that's what I've been doing. Trying to not to think too far in advance on the what ifs.

    Good luck and again..congrats on #4!!!!!

  • roseg
    roseg Member Posts: 3,133
    edited March 2008

    good news on anniversary #4!

  • Bancroft
    Bancroft Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2008

    sending you good vibes....

    as i keep ssaying just hate this disease

  • dhettish
    dhettish Member Posts: 501
    edited March 2008

    Hi Wendy,

    Congrats on the big 4! I am sending a big cyber hug and a prayer that all the tests will be negative for cancer.

    Debbie 

  • lexi4
    lexi4 Member Posts: 1,074
    edited March 2008

    Big hugs Wendy! I am really hoping this is just a stinkin' case of canceritis. I look forward to celebrating your 4 year anniversary instead!

    Lexi

  • Fitztwins
    Fitztwins Member Posts: 7,969
    edited March 2008

    Hoping it is nothing.  Fingers crossed. Cheers to 4 years.

  • pconn03
    pconn03 Member Posts: 643
    edited March 2008

    Wendy:

    Sending along best wishes on the 4 year cancerversary.  Sorry you have to deal with this latest worry - but pray God, it is just that, a worry and turns out to be nothing more.

    Please feel the hugs and prayers I'm sending and let us know when you hear anything!!!

    Pat

  • JoyRebecca
    JoyRebecca Member Posts: 787
    edited March 2008

    Wendy,

    Good luck with your ultrasound! We all know what you're going through!!

    Happy Dance for your big 4 anniversary!

    XX

    Joy

  • TenderIsOurMight
    TenderIsOurMight Member Posts: 4,493
    edited March 2008



    Holding you close, Wallen, during this time.



    May you have many more anniversaries!



    Tender

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2008

    Hugs coming your way...(((((((HUGS))))))).......hoping for B9

  • SLH
    SLH Member Posts: 566
    edited March 2008

    Hey Wendy,

    I just had my 3rd anniversary, and I've been stressing over two pains.  My rib pain hurt a lot from my breast scar to my waist, so I was nervous that it was bc in my bones.  But Barbara (Erica) diagnosed it as Mondor's Disease, and it is slowly going away.

    My second pain I've had since early November.  It feels like a punch in the gut in the gallbladder/liver area.  After worrying all these months, I finally insisted on an ultrasound, and there was nothing.  It wasn't mets.

    The anxiety over mets is exhausting.  I totally understand you and I'm hoping that yours also turns out to be nothing.  Maybe it's our fears and stress giving us phantom pains?

    sally 

  • LizM
    LizM Member Posts: 963
    edited March 2008

    Hey Wendy,

    Sorry you are going through another cancer scare.  Are you on Arimdiex?  I ask because I had abdominal pains the entire year I was on it.  I have since switched to Femara and no more pain in that area.  However, I do have more joint/muscle pain.  Here's hoping everything is fine. 

  • wallan
    wallan Member Posts: 1,275
    edited March 2008

    Hi ladies:

      I just love you all... thanks for the support.

    I went and had the ultrasound and xrays... the technologist says to me "Is this the same kind of pain you had last year?"

      I asked "I was here last year?"

    And she said, "Yes, at the same time of year".

    Well, I can't remember. In fact, I don't remember alot of things that happen in my life. chemo-brain....

     But it got me thinking... maybe my pain is psychosomatic. I mean, it is my anniversary time and here I am again... gettiing tests.

      Wouldn't that be a hoot? Unconciously, I am giving myself pain so that I can get tests to be reassured I am still fine?

       I hope this is it.....

    Wendy A

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2008

    Hmmmmmm, seems to me that there might be something here!!!!!!

    Your being silly but I certainly pray that it is psychosomatic!!!!!!!!!!

    When will you get your results?

    Hugs

    Jule

  • Sierra
    Sierra Member Posts: 1,638
    edited March 2008





    Wendy:



    Congrats on 4 years!!!!



    Holding only good thoughts

    and healing for best results.



    I often had pains in side

    and arms etc at the four year mark,

    still do get them. Best to have

    all checked out.





    Hugs,





    Sierra

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