Something YOU will understand-- PANIC

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Bancroft
Bancroft Member Posts: 37
edited June 2014 in Life After Breast Cancer
Something YOU will understand-- PANIC

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  • Bancroft
    Bancroft Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2008

    Well- this is something I think most will relate to, but it still gets me everytime..... 3 years out and annual mammograpghy day- I am feeling pretty good- just got a good report in Feb from onc and am taking it all in stride when tech says we need to do more films....the room starting to close in....the sweat pouring and the feeling like I was going to pass out or throw up or both.....

    I f***ing hate this disease and every part of it........

  • lvtwoqlt
    lvtwoqlt Member Posts: 6,162
    edited March 2008

    We are all there with you in the panic dept. It is never good to hear we need more films even before the dx.

    Sheila

  • anniee
    anniee Member Posts: 163
    edited March 2008

     Damn! Hang in there Bancroft...did they say anything else....hopefully just being cautious with your history but I certainly understand the mahem this kind of thing will put you through...when will you get more answers of what the **** is going on? Just wanted to send you a ((hug)) and my hopes that you will get an all clear again soon!

    ......Anniee 

  • Bancroft
    Bancroft Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2008

    Thanks for the kind words- I do believe that it is because of my history, but I needed to post here because of that awful panic and anxiety that set in- and comes from out of no where and is so strong.....

  • carlin
    carlin Member Posts: 39
    edited March 2008

    Hey,

           I'm with you. I have to be on meds to get in the door for the mamo.  Hang in there I have my share of panic and anxiety. Everyone that has had this disease has.  I'm with you. TERRY

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2008

    Hope it's just precaution, nothing more. ((((HUGS))))

  • anniee
    anniee Member Posts: 163
    edited March 2008

    I can understand...havent been there but I know I would react exactly the same...just wanted you to know were all pulling for you....did they give you any idea when you will know whats going on? Hang in there....((hugs))...Anniee

  • Bancroft
    Bancroft Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2008

    They took my cell phone number and said today.....

    I also do not want to worry dh too much so i came home and have been online.......

  • anniee
    anniee Member Posts: 163
    edited March 2008

    oh good, maybe you'll know more by the end of the day...you are brave to go through this without DH....please let us know if you can what you find out...((more hugs)) Anniee

  • iodine
    iodine Member Posts: 4,289
    edited March 2008

    Yeah, been there, damn t-shirt was expensive, too.

    Mine came out ok when we ck'd it 6 mos later.  Hope the same for you.

  • snowyday
    snowyday Member Posts: 1,478
    edited March 2008

    I understand the panic. Pearl.  Praying for B9 for you.

  • Sierra
    Sierra Member Posts: 1,638
    edited March 2008





    It is scary indeed

    and sending out strong light

    for you



    Lets hope that report is a good one

    Often they do this

    I have been called back, so they can get

    a better shot



    Hang tight



    Hugs,







    :)

  • yellowrose
    yellowrose Member Posts: 886
    edited September 2010

    Yup, I can relate.  I will be having a 6 month follow-up MRI and mam next month...my little delusional health bubble was popped with bc.  Never wanted the stupid t-shirt but am sure glad I found my sisters and brothers here for support.

    Holding your hand and praying for B9 findings.  Big Hug.  God Bless. ~S

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