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  • Peter
    Peter Member Posts: 343
    edited February 2008

    (((Colleen)))

    We are all here to support you

    Keepng you in my prayers mate.

    Peter 

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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited February 2008

    (((((Colleen)))))  Hugs and strength my sister. 

    Deb, thinking of you too ... hoping for B9!

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  • Gus
    Gus Member Posts: 251
    edited February 2008

    ((((Colleen)))) ... We're all with you in this fight. Remember that I'm just up in NH...let me know how I can help you, please.



    (((Deb)))...I've been thinking of you all day, and I'm praying for good news!



    Love you both,

    Sue

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  • candie1971
    candie1971 Member Posts: 4,820
    edited February 2008

    I am speechless...I can't even think straight after seeing this devastating news about Cy's passing. I can't even get work done today. I have to continue to think intelligently that Cy is in a so much better place,free of suffering and in peace.

    God bless you,Cheryl. In our hearts you will always be.

    I will be always looking for rainbows.

    Hugs and prayers,

    Candie

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  • Madison
    Madison Member Posts: 1,819
    edited February 2008

    (((((Deb)))))))

    (((((Colleen)))

    (((((((All in the circle))))))

    The fire is warm........let us gather and take comfort in the love, support and friendship that is shared by all

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  • candie1971
    candie1971 Member Posts: 4,820
    edited February 2008

    Colleen and Deb, feel our love and support. We are holding your hands as you each move forward.

    Hugs and prayers,

    Candie

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  • candie1971
    candie1971 Member Posts: 4,820
    edited February 2008

    Madison, thank you for the warm fire for us all to gather 'round.

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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited July 2008

    There is a message behind my picture.  The tribe is sitting by the campfire, searching for spirits.  I believe in spirits.  I believe I have an Indian spirit watching over me.  And Im hoping that spirit will help me find strength.  Help me figure out what in the world is happening.  Im past the tears.  Im mad, worried, and frightened - yet somehow its better now that Im here with all of you.  
     
    I have read everything.  So many profound things have been said.  So much sadness.  I have to tell ya, Im really feeling confused.  Numb.  And Im trying to come up with the words that will somehow make us all feel better.  I cant find them.  
     
    Colleen:  Im so upset.  I lost my breath when I read your post.  How in the world did this happen?  It sounded like such a simple procedure.  I just cant believe this is happening.  It feels surreal to me.   I keep reading that you have an appointment with a RAD ONC!  What the fck.  I know your scared.  I want to fix it and I cant.  Just know that we are here for you.  Now Im thinking there must be staging to this?  Are they going to do anymore tests?  I have looked it up too and its confusing to this clinical nurse, so its probably scaring you.  Please sit in the middle of the circle.  The campfire is strong.  There are many of us gathered.  You are not alone.  We are with you.
     
    DebC:  HOw awful you had to go for the MRI after hearing about CY.  Thats just not fair.   Im speechless.  Like I said earlier, I just want to know what the heck is going on and I want all of this to stop right now!  Im praying with all my heart that you will be safe, comforted, and that the results of all these tests are gonna come out good.  
     
    Ya know, we went through this another time I remember well.  It was August 2006.  That was when Gina started the wagon circle.  We need to stand strong together and help our sisters - and ourselves.  

    Dont feel like saying much more tonight.  Know you all are in my heart and my thoughts. 
     
    Nicki  
     
     

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  • suzfive
    suzfive Member Posts: 456
    edited February 2008

    Came here to hold hands with all my sisters and brother here.

    CY - we will remember you always.

    Gina - you said it so well.

    Deb - thought about you all morning and prayed that the node from November would no longer show up on your scan. Sending you a big hug. I hope you can get the surgeon to do the biopsy soon so you don't have to wait so long.

    Colleen - my goodness - you got a double whammy - first Brac-2 and then this. Putting you in the middle of the circle with all of our arms around you. Sending up prayers that all will be well. Big hugs too.

    Love and hugs to all,

    Suz

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  • neesie
    neesie Member Posts: 1,924
    edited February 2008

    Have you ever felt like just pulling the covers over your head and giving up?

    Even though I know that is not an option, that is exactly what I feel like doing.

    Why? Why? Why? can't they find a cure for this S.O.B?

    Deb:  I am glad that you were able to have your CT today, and will be biting my fingernails until we hear the B9.

    Colleen:  Unacceptable............you will be okay.  I know nothing about your dx today...............but I do know that you are in the middle of the circle and we're all watching over you.

    I have my Onc appointment tomorrow.................something in me is saying, "why bother?"...............................I guess, like most, I'm not in the frame of mind to be posting today.

    Hugs,

    Neesie 

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  • Biker54
    Biker54 Member Posts: 1,310
    edited February 2008

    Colleen, I am so sorry to hear of your new dx.  You will kick it's butt, just like before!

    Deb, I am waiting to hear about your B9 test.  It will be ok.

    Jan

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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited February 2008

    Of all the sisters here on BCO, I know that Cheri was one of the closest to CY.  They had a very special friendship.  Cheri just got the devastating news today that her brother, who was also her best friend, died in his sleep last night at the young age of 55.  She is heartbroken, and my heart is breaking for her.  Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers at this very very difficult time.

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  • susanmcm
    susanmcm Member Posts: 1,324
    edited February 2008

    Colleen I'm so sorry to hear about this.  We are all here for you. 

    Thanks for letting us know about Cheri, Charlene. 

    ((((DEB))))  ((((Colleen))))   ((((Cheri))))  ((((CY's Family)))) 

    I'm numb.  Prayers for everybody.  I'm not trying to leave anybody out. 

    susan

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  • wildabouthorses
    wildabouthorses Member Posts: 605
    edited February 2008

    (((((COLLEEN))))

    (((((((DEB)))))))

    (((((CHERI))))))))

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  • suzfive
    suzfive Member Posts: 456
    edited February 2008

    Charlene - please give my heartfelt condolences to Cheri. I lost two of my brothers who were very close to me and it was devastating. To lose two people you are so close to in one day is just awful. Putting Cheri in the center of the circle. 

    Such a sad, sad day.

    Love and hugs,

    Suz

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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited February 2008

    Suz, thank you so much, I will do that.  Cheri is strong but she is enduring too much right now.  Thank you for putting her in the center of the circle.

    Love and hugs,

    Charlene

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  • lv2cmp
    lv2cmp Member Posts: 1,363
    edited February 2008

    Thanks Charlene.

    Deb-thinking of you and sending all the positive vibes I can find to send your way.  I promise not to get any oohey gooey shingle crap on them though.

    Colleen-I dont know enough about what I read so I have to hit Dr. google.  Thinking of you and let me know if there is anything I can do for you and Warren.

    Amy

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  • cmb35
    cmb35 Member Posts: 1,106
    edited February 2008

    Geez - When it rains it pours I guess.

    So sorry to hear about your brother Cheri, I'm thinking of you and your family.

    Everyone - I'm sorry, I am only up because I called a friend to bring me some Tylenol (can you believe I don't have any in the house, and it is the only thing I can take!) I am sitting here feeling the love and support from you all. I will be sure to come back for a long post, but for now, please know how very much it means to me to have your hugs. I will hold them close, along with Warren's Junior Asparagus stuffed animal (from Veggie Tales) that lights up and says, "I'm not scared" when you squeeze it. Something made me go get it and put it in my bed with me last night.

    Love to you all,

    Colleen

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  • AlaskaDeb
    AlaskaDeb Member Posts: 2,601
    edited February 2008

    Hey Colleen -

    I am sending you and Jr. Asparagus a big hug.  Squeeze him once for me, would ya?  I'm looking at the clock WAY too much....I hope tomorrow brings good things for both of us.  Hang in there and listen to Jr...he's a smart asparagus.

    Love Ya

    Deb C

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  • cmb35
    cmb35 Member Posts: 1,106
    edited February 2008

    Deb - I might just dig out my armadillo (a nod to my favorite book, A Prayer for Owen Meany, and the true meaning of friendship) and the very first stuffed animal I ever bought for Warren, a manatee, for good measure! I am hoping for good news for you tomorrow, and I'm hoping for peace and strength for every single one of us.

    OK, 2 extra strength tylenols seem pretty wimpy based on how much this ear is hurting me right now, but I'm hoping they take the edge off so I can get some more sleep!

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited February 2008

    Prayers for the {{{Circle Family}}}

    What a sad, sad, day!!!

    Like everyone else, How do We ever find the right words to Explain

    this Pain, and Sorrow, and Fear!!

    I got a call from ONCS. office, the goiter(maybe mass) has Trippled in size!

    He wants me to have blood drawn tomorrow, then a ULTRA sound

    Sunday(yes, SUN.) because I had a Cat Scan, I cant have any more radioactive dye!!

    then I dont know!!

    I have to get the Brain work done March 10th!

    I too am scared, so confused, WTH is happening???

    I am so happy I am Home, with my family!

    I Love all of You, together we will stand!!!!

    {{DEB}}

    {{COLLEEN}}

    {{CHERI}}

    Puppy

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  • neesie
    neesie Member Posts: 1,924
    edited February 2008

    Something keeps pulling me back to the boards today................

    Hugs to {{{Cy/family}}}, {{{Cheri}}}, {{{Puppy}}}, {{{Colleen}}}}

    Neesie 

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  • Madison
    Madison Member Posts: 1,819
    edited February 2008

    Neesie, we keep coming back to the boards because we can feel the sadness, tears, sorry, and fear of our sisters. 

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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited February 2008

    Colleen You touched my heart thinking about you sleeping with

    Warrens veggie tale. You are in my prayers.

    Deb praying for you B9 B9 B9

    Lifting Cy and her family in my prayers. This is just to sad for words.

    Hugs everyone,

    Carrie

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  • Naniam
    Naniam Member Posts: 1,766
    edited February 2008

    God saw you were getting tired

    A cure was not meant to be,

    So He put his arms around you 

    And whispered come with me.

     

    With broken hearts we loved you

    As we heard you had passed away

    Although we love you deeply

    We could not make you stay

     

    Your golden heart stopped beating

    And your caring soul was put to rest,

    God broke our hearts to prove to us

    He only takes the best

    I don't know the author of this poem, it says it all for me.  Yes, we keep coming to the boards to read to find comfort, to reach out.  

    May our Heavenly Father bless each of you.   Brenda 

     

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  • Odalys
    Odalys Member Posts: 2,103
    edited February 2008
    I just learned of CY's passing.  One week to the day after mom's death.  Oh, so sad... God must be in great need of angels up in heaven.  Cry
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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited February 2008

    {{{{{Odalys}}}}}

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  • lv2cmp
    lv2cmp Member Posts: 1,363
    edited February 2008

    Checking in for colleen and deb and puppy. Thinking of you all



    Cy the sky is beautiful Tonight thank you.



    Ames

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  • bearlysane111
    bearlysane111 Member Posts: 735
    edited February 2008

    Cy/Family-thinking of you. Cy was so loved here and will always remain in the hearts of Circle family.



    Cheri-so sorry abt your brother's death and I know how close you were. Thinking of you at this sad time for you and your family.



    Colleen-I am so with you in spirit. Love you,my friend and so sorry more med procedures. You are a great fighter and awesome person. You will beat this stuff.



    Deb and Puppy-thinking of both of you this week. So many friends rallying around all who need some hugs or support.



    Odalys-hugs to you. So sorry to read of your mom's death. Thinking of you.



    Iris

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  • lv2cmp
    lv2cmp Member Posts: 1,363
    edited February 2008

    Wildjan I am depending on you for an excellent pic tonight



    Amy

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