TIME TO CIRCLE THE WAGONS GIRLS

OH Everyone!  I have such mixed emotions.  I just read that sedgymom passed yesterday.  Sometimes this whole bc thing just takes over my feelings like cancer itself. 

Wishing you all a wonderful evening

Charlene:  Hmmmuph!  I got competition with the dancing girl.

Nicki

It never seems to end.  I read all the stuff that says we're surviving breast cancer but lately, well, it just seems like that can't be true.

Nicki, it does seem to take over sometimes.

Jas, I know what you did for Ravencaine with the afghan - it was beautiful - a beautiful thing from a beautiful heart.  I know you are hurting and sad.  Big hugs to you.

May the warmth and love these ladies found among the sisters, and for what they gave us in return, give their family and friends comfort.   

Brenda 

My thoughts are with Ravencaine, Sedgymom and their loved ones. 

Jasmine, I'm sorry.  Hugs to you my friend.

This is just too too sad....

Such sad news today. I am at a loss for words. Prayers for their loved ones.

Suz

Oh such a sad day. Prayers for the families of these 2 sisters. Hugs to all of my sisters here who knew and loved Ravencain and Sedgymon.

Sue

So many sisters have passed away this month.

Shokk,don't forget about Dr. Phil.  My mom believes in Dr. Phil; she doesn't follow his philosphy in her own life but she loves Dr. Phil.

Deb, horse poop AND turkey poop.

Jeannie, I volunteer for a non-profit too and our major fundraiser will be April 26 of 2008.  I have been a co-president for two years now but next year I will only do hospitality - or else!!!  My husband couldn't believe I agreed to do this for a second year.

Brenda, you need some water.  Did you get your laundry done?

I'm so sorry and angry to hear about Raven and Sedgymum today.

Margaret

OK - I have been gone for awhile, so I am starting by reading backwards, which is the way to go since the new "improvements"

Tonight, I will read, take notes and only be a day behind when I catch up tomorrow. Love and miss ya'll! You have been my family for too long now to just move on... Missing you, til later!

Hi everyone~

Vickie & MB - sounds like you girls are having fun in FL! 

Marsha - so glad you got to meet Vickie & MB for a blue rink!  I will keep Paulette in my prayers.  I've never heard of such a thing.

Nicki - love the dancing nurse!

Cheri - congrats on being "set free" from your infection control Dr. !

Liz - how is the sinus infection?  Those can be so nasty!  Take care of yourself girlfriend.

Charlene - love the bikini dancer!  I would say "that's ME next summer", but I don't think my hair would be grown out enough  HA!

Deb - I don't know what the poop attraction is either, but my dogs used to do the same.  The nastier the better.  WTH?

Christine - my friend!  Glad to "hear" your voice! 

Had severe storms here last night.  The big beer tent at OktoberFest blew down and injured about 30 people. I had some big wind gusts but no damage at my place.

See onc today for 6-month check up.  Going to ask if there is anything else I can do/take for hot flashes, as they are taking over my life!

Hope everyone has a good day.

Hugs to all ~

Hello to my sweet sisters.  I'm here.  I'm ok for the most part.  Adjusting is taking some time - but I keep on keeping on.  I just wanted you all to know I am still here and that I think about you all everyday, several times a day. 

My thoughts and prayers to all who need it and love to you all.

I had an Infection Control Dr. appt. this morning. He's not sure the surgery to remove my hardware is a good idea yet and to tell the Ortho in Iowa to be really sure I have completely healed. He did keep me off the home infusion IV's but put me on daily oral antibiotics for at least 2 full months.

My new Oncologist appt. was after that one. I'd found a lump and had convinced myself it's just scar tissue. She thought the lump warranted looking into to, so first we do a mammo and then see if further testing is needed. She also wants to send me to get some BRCA testing because I have 2 sisters with bc.

Alrighty, Tami & Melissa get your handy erasers and red checking pen out. Even though I did NOT deserve to be edited and deleted on my first day back....I'm fixing to deserve it now! First of all I am sick and tired of the two of you breathing down my neck every time I make a post. I'm sick of getting deleted  every time some of the Circle haters read something into a post I've made and complain and have all their friends complain. I am sick to death of the censorship and don't try that BS about it not being one sided because it makes you look unintelligent. It is obviously one sided. I resent the fact that I was grounded for one week and couldn't post over the silliest things and then "Allowed" to come back as long as I obeyed the rules. Geeze, I am not a child and will not be treated as one. I am a breast cancer survivor with a brand new lump and I deserve to post on an open breast cancer board just like everyone else, but no, I am hounded all the time. What, is the disease not bad enough?? You all should've realized how the posting had picked up before you started deleting mine. Is that why I didn't get a threatening letter...again? You all go ahead and let the real trouble makers on these boards run rampant but you have not heard the last of me. I will go over your feeble little heads. I used to respect the two of you, shoot, you're nothing but puppets. You don't have a fair moderating idea. And you know something? I am not the only one who realizes who you are and what you do is based on what a certain group of members want. And while I'm on a roll, your board changes suck!

Sincerely

Cheri123

I don't understand all the editing and deleted  posts that didn't seem to have anything offensive in them. I would be concered about some that are "complaining" wondering what really is bothering them.

Cheri You are and have always been honest to a fault sometimes, but sometimes what is needed is a bit of honesty!

Ladies we must stand strong and make this circle strong again! Cheri I hope you are right here to lead us through each day or should I say every day!

Love you all

Thanks girls. Then there's Peter, the he/she that so badly wants to be one of "the girls".  Peter. you are the only "man" I know that uses the phrase, "Dear sweet sisters" on a regular basis. hahahha YOU are a joke. That he/she question has worn thin and I, like almost ALL the rest, have grown quite weary of it. We no longer care who or what you are....except annoying. Enjoy your playground after I'm gone but remember, you never know who you can really trust.