Ter. .

Thanks LuAnn, she is here now, everyone is sound to sleep, we did go out to have Basque food tonite, its so good and i hadnt eaten in 4 days but crackers and gatorade but I felt so so and took some Lomitol "just in case", dinner was great company was good too, mom, me my sis and my aunt and my BIL..Frank couldnt go as he is not doing well at all, so any thoughts and prayers would be greatly appreciated.

As its actually scarring both of us...He is worried about me and me as I am of him, such a sad part of a love story that I just cant explain....We met and both were on the same page at the same time...he is wonderful, sweet kind, sensitive,generous, he loves me and isnt afraid to be a man that actually cries...we try so hard to hang on to each other,and something in life is trying so hard to physically pull us away from each other, not in the ugly sence of like divorce, but all this which is happening is pulling us closer and closer, yet not enough to make all these illnesses go away, yet deep inside, he believes, and I hope........I dont know what Id do without him, and he feels the same....trying to hang on to what you love so much makes me try to be strong...and marriage is not a 50-50 thing ....its a 10-90, or 30-70, or 1-99, you never know or dont care who and how much one is giving, as we both know is that if one could give 100% then they would, but until that could happen, we try to hang on maybe not with a strong physical sence, but with passion in the heart....knowing and hoping one will be there for the other...its the "unknown" of not knowing that is not just scarry, but like sad with a lump in your throat.


I dont know why I wrote what i just did, just wanted to share with you, and to ask for your thoughts for Frank.
Thank you all my BC sisters.
hugs
Ter

Ter,

You are so fortunate to have a wonderful man. Alot of people live their entire lives and never once find a love like you have. Treasure it, you are truly blessed! I had a love like that when my husband was alive, kind of why I never worried if I ever found someone else. I knew the true meaning of love. Sending you lots of love and prayers for both of you!

LuAnn

What a beutiful letter. That love will continue through out time. What a man. Are you writting a book on your journey? You have a gift with words.

Hi you guys,
I got some kind of good news, thats a shock I know...
I saw my onc this week, had my sis w/me and they did my tumor markers, and it was also a follow up on the bone scan. Anyway the markers came back good! yes, and the scan looked good!!!!! yes the cancer is still in the same place hip area, it hasnt moved, or done or gone or moved anywhere per my onc.....and he said "lets let sleeping dogs sleep"!

Yes I am still a bit skeptical, as for so long I havent had any good news its hard to really believe....but just knowing its in there yea scares the hell out of me....and Im not sure how to really take this. He said if I didnt have all my other things RSD fibro etc., that hurt so bad, and the foot thing, then this fu'pa thing I did a couple weeks ago I might feel half normal, and he doesnt want to see me for 4 months....never been away from that place so long... but I'll still have to go there as the pain center is there.

Just wanted to share this "good news" I guess with you all. I dont know how right now to see it in a good way being its still there..though he said "one day at a time". Heck I live that way anyway.

Yes I still have my boot on and bruises everywhere and yes hopefully this will pass, sure wish everything else would...

Any suggestions would be really appreciated.
Lots of hugs for all you guys
Ter

Yo Ter- That is great news and I am so happy for you. Now just center your thoughts on healing your injuries from your fall! One day at a time is how we all should live our lives!!! My poor neighbor who is only 54 yrs young had a stroke and is in intensive care as I write this. Just goes to prove once again we only have today. So say a pray for John that he recovers so he can be around for his wonderful daughter (my son's babysitter!). Sweet dreams! Dunner

I Love you sweetie, looks like things are starting to go your way for once!!! give my love to Frank and Blake,Puppy

Hi sweet sisters, Ter has asked me to let you know her PC is down. Please if you have her phone # give her a call
she really needs some Love right now!
Thank You, Puppy

Sweet Ter, Know I am praying for You, and always will!
Love You Sis, Puppy

Hi Ter...
Hope you get it all worked out! Geek Squad...never heard of them but love the name!

Debby..hope all goes well...

Feel good!

Ter,

Think about you a lot. Hope your computer is soon in apple pie order. Hugs >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Hi Ter:

Just reading a bit on this thread
and sending Mr. Sandman
out to help you sleep this eve..

Also, glad you will have your puter
back


((((((((Ter))))




I like the graphic Puppy posted
LOL

Sweet Terrie, after our talk, I thought maybe you could give this Prayer to Our {{{FRANK}}}

All My Love Sis, Puppy

Oh Deb,
You know "we" too follow that same path. Where on earth do you find such good pics to add to all your post?

Today its 12:30 AM sat...slept all day, dont know why, very tired adn i had things to do. tomorrow Im getting my hair cut and so is frank as we need to look a little civilized.
was going to put weaves of highlites in mine, but too tired to sit that long, plus being its my own color now, think it would be kind of nice if i see a nice cut with my own color which is dark blondish with med brown , who knows but just dont want it short short any nore..as i can just ponytail it and voila'..after tht I have to do the Target thing ugh, but I need things badly, and so does mom, and then well go see her as she has been so down in the dumps..as 2 of her good friends down there passed away this week...and all i can think of is her being there as I cant do what they do, and she is very active, but watching so many get worse and die, and I think someday she just may be on that list..which saddens me...I think she will be happy to see us there.

Not much else going on...still havent touched my table, but its ready for me to work anytime I feel like it.

wishing you more prayers and thoughts.
Love ya lady
Ter

A Beautiful Rose and Pearls, For My Beautiful Sis.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo Puppy

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I Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Puppy