Ter. .

Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. ~Christopher Robin to Winne-the-Pooh

hi, its saturday, wow time flies when your having so much fun LOL.

nah Im hanging, despite for past 1-2 weeks been having lots of headaches, never have been one to get those things, some are mild, some are that lights have to be out and no noise, and I dont like them, as if I ever had one i just took a tylenol OTC and it went away, this is not helping them now.

Im hoping to work on scrapbook a little later, well see, as Oh yea i really do enjoy it if the pains subside, as if I take my pain meds, they do help, but zonk me out, then all i want to do is sleep. I did try something new for comfort, I pushed a cushy kitchen chair into living room where my SBing is at and oh it makes it so much more comfy, and yea the foot is still there wanting to heal, stupid me did another number on it a wk or so ago so Im really tyring to take it easy on it.

Well Im going to take a bath "carefully" as thats how I fu'pad my foot again, then if I still have energy I just may scrapbook. Would love my body to keep up with my brain, as it has so many ideas etc, but my body says "You want to do what"???? LOL
lots of hugs
til next time
Ter

It was so good talking to you last night, it was awsome, sorry I woke you, but you know us CAlifornians, the sun is up, and Im always down.

How do you get pictures in this thing? Im gonna try right now, as i can do my avaitar, why not this?

Love you sis
Ter pounting, as i want a picture here : ( keep trying as its just not working....oh well, at least i can type on here....as i was trying to do a copy/paste from my smiley thing on my email...

Happy Happy birthday Ter!

Hi Ter!!!!! Been without a computer for some time now but I'M BACK!!! Happy Birthday Kid!!! God Bless- Dunner

Ter,

Sounds like you need attach a basket to the front of your walker, maybe even one of those little ringer bells we used to have on our bikes when we were kids so everyone gets out of your way! You have to stop hurting your foot!!! And yes my dog would love to eat you cake! We had a graduation party for my son last year and the weather was nice and we were all outside. When we came in he had icing on his nose and all the icing was missing off the side of the cake! LOL

LuAnn

LOL you guys are funny.
Went to pain doc today, man i hate going there as all you do is go over your meds then your ok for more...what a waste of my energy, and my energy is getting pretty slim these days..

I did have a funny phone call today as my sis sent me a bday card, she sent it on my real bday of the 6th, well i got it today, and in it was OMG a huge gift cert for my favorite Bath and Body Works store..whoopie! as ALL my drawers are filled with their stuff I can open a store...but I could always use more.. anyway Ive been real pueny these days, very fatigued and cant sit up straight due to those 3 herniated disc in back..but my sis got me laughing so hard over two things.
1. She asked me if I remembered when we were young young, as Im still in same house as I was in 1958, and its a older neighbor hoood, normal, and somehow, either we bought a new fridge or we found a fridge box, and we decided to spend the nite outside in back yard in it..LOL, we cut out 2 holes for windows and had our sleeping bags in it, she got scarred and we couldnt breath due to no ventalation, and she said oh oh, what if the bears get us? OMG, we live in the city, anyway we started laughing so hard we couldnt stop, the ole belly laugh, I really needed that..

2nd thing was 2 wks prior to my bday was dhs bday he turned 50, and my sis and her dh sent him a gift cert for Lowes hardware..he was excited...and normally I would write a thank you note, but this time I said to dh, "hey you need to write a thank you note to them"...so I gave him somse note cards, very femine as i didnt think he woudl do it....well he told me last week he wrote it, and i asked him if i could read it, as if any of you have ch's that cant write like a woman could etc , well, she read it to me....it was so funny, as frank started out by saying, hi, hope your doing well bla bla, and then he said "oh yea we started dance classes! And now were up to the Tango! my sister laughing so hard, as she almost didnt know who it was from, even though she did, as he is a riot and you never know when he comes up with a good one! so his first thank you note "most likely"...what a man!

Things with me are not doing as good as I wished they would, Im calling the cancer center as I really need to be checked as too many things INSIDE me just are not right, and the mets are doing wierd things, and my fibro is in full blow along with my RSD which hurts so badly and with my still messed up foot,which so far I have done 3 mess ups on it...and now it may be broke, and man it hurts..

the doc today, well I was use to 2 diff pain docs there, well ALL of these doctors are quitting and going elsewhere or moving, getting married and transfereing and this new doc, had to go over ALL my stuff, i hate that, as I think "read my chart", as every tiemn i see a new doc for same thing they do this, and each "NEW " doc wants to put me on new meds...NO< i hate new meds , especially if mine are working as good as they could, I know i will never be pain free, and thats a fact...have any of you had changes in your doc's? not due to you wanting a change....a few of our "ole" doc's told us they were leaving to like Kaiser due to they were sick of not being able to put there whole heart and soul and knowledge into being a doc to help people, but the politics, and law suits and more and nore meetings due to the office crapola.... so im gonna call and see my PA as they wont let me see my onc til late in july, and i need to see someone now....we both see our internist tomorrow, but even that is NOT good enough, as he has told me that he is not a cancer doc..no kidding, I love him BUT I want to feel good, and lately i feel myself getting worse and worse..but thats life, adn yea it scarres me when you come right down to it....sure Ive said Id rather not be here going thru all this, but NOW I see myself and feeling not so hot makes me really think hard.

no i havent scrapbooked in a while, and all i have to do is go into livng room and sit my arse down and do it, but sitting makes my foot hurt, cant win for nothing right now..

OH I love dogs believe me, but I am not capable to have one now..but we have 3, one is ok, as she is a sweetie 'next door " to us, and then they have these 2 tiny minichawawas that every ambulance etc that goes by its horrid on my heart and wakes me when i finally get to sleep and I cant communicate to them our neighbors as i dont speak spanish, and they let their dogs rome everywhere..and I dont think they make good dog owners, I think they should sleep in the house at nite where its cooler as its been up to 100 degrees here..I know they get scarred, but it leaves me with no sleep, so i sleep during the day if i can then i cant scrapbook, bummer, and if I nap too long due to meds then i cant sleep at nite..I might like i had mentioned way back get a fry pan next to my bed to conk myself out cold..

well thats all the news for now...
love and hugs
Ter

oops not sure if it worked, i'll look tomorrow if mom shows up with me.
Ter

HOW THE HECK DID I MISS YOUR B/DAY???????????????????
Sorry sweetie been having a few problems!
I was so happy to talk to You I still think it was a dream!
we "REALLY" need a picture of your mom, what a Lady!!!
would Love to meet Her!! and You too!! Ter. I have not laughed like that in a long time! Thank You for the good time! sorry things are not working out, I had so wished you
and Poor Frank would get some good news for once!!
and about not having a dog, what about me??? AINT I YOUR PUPPY !!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Love You Sweet Sister, Puppy

Oh does that happen to anyone else?, very frustrating when you put your heart and soul into something....

T

LuAnne your funny about the pan, as Im glad I dont have cast iron, too heavy for me to lift! Id probably break my arm and hand from trying to lift it, LOL so stuck on the drugs and conditioning myself to sleelp or try too..

well my markers were about the same, but my hip, well were doing a scan on them in july....if pain persists were going to do rads "maybe" for pain.

it late adn I'll get back with you guys.
lots of hugs to all..

Ter

All My Love, Sis
Puppy

Love Ya, sweetie! Puppy

just a note, its thursday, and Ive had a pretty bad accident here at home again..yea it got my bad foot and my whole left side...from colar bone to the toes, I was only trying to close some blinds which my table is in living room,and dont know what happend, but it tore me up from neck to toes and my arm is so bruised, all the coloring hasnt set all in yet, and my whle left leg has huge buldges from the fall, i fell right into a small corner from my card table and my big toe got caught on the bench my paper cutter was on....the messs is still there and almost all my stuff fell over and on top of me and i couldnt get up, so i have bruises everywhere,,, poor frank i screamed help me as i couldnt get up worth beans and today is only the 2nd day...so since i cant use bandaides ibe got pads that whatever ripped meup on my arm , yes they are bandaged..

dammit anyway, I feel no matter what i do I screw up and today has been the pitts..

wish i had good news...might not be on line for a bit as my sis is coming in tomorrow..and all my stuff that fell is in a heap and i cant get to it yet...plus our weathr is 109 degrees, and im dehydrating so im on a gatorade thing... frank bribed me if i dont drink hed' call 911 so im drinking....

pisses me off as the co. were having for moms 82 Bday Sat and its too hot to do anything,..

thats all for now....
love and hugs.

Ter

Ter,

So sorry to hear you are having so much trouble. I wish I were closer to help you. Get some rest! Have a nice visit with your sister.

LuAnn