June 2007 Chemo

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  • tos
    tos Member Posts: 376
    edited May 2007

    Thanks for the list Susie! This is a good idea. I now know I will have my first chemo treatment, Taxotere on May 29th.

  • SouthernCheryl
    SouthernCheryl Member Posts: 10
    edited May 2007
    1) Cy - Washington - 5/25 Start - Abraxane/Avaisten
    2) Sandra - Canada - 5/28 Start
    3) Pam - Oklahoma - 5/29 Start 4 T
    4) Dawn - June Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    5) Terri - New York - 6/4 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    6) Cheryl - North Miss 6/7 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    7) 5Kids 5/24 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    8) Susan - Illinois - June Start - 4 AC
    9) Jennine - NC -
    10) Bonnie - NY - June Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    11) Debbie - Wash - - 4 AC, 4 T



    Updated list for everyone.

    I'm 48, married 15 years, three boys, 14, 12 and 9. I waited until late in life to do the kid thing! I live in Northern Mississippi, but drive to Memphis (1 3/4 hour drive) for all my health care needs.

    I'm also going to try and work through the chemo. I am blessed with a good plan, I could take 3 months off with no cut in pay or benefits. I work for a large retailer in management, and they're being entirely too flexible, they already have a replacement in!! They're telling me to just come in when I feel like it.

    My story is similar to everyone elses. DX'd in mid March, two biopsies, 1 MRI, 4/24 lumpectomy & SNM, 5/18 axillary dissection, chemo port placed. Starting 4 AC, 4 T, dense dose on June 7th. I am NOT looking forward to losing my hair, but plan to handle the insult with grace and humor.
  • bomber410
    bomber410 Member Posts: 564
    edited May 2007
    Hi you all missed me. Bomber410 - Debbie from the Boston area. I start next week.

    Cheers!
    Debbie
  • SouthernCheryl
    SouthernCheryl Member Posts: 10
    edited May 2007
    1) Cy - Washington - 5/25 Start - Abraxane/Avaisten
    2) Sandra - Canada - 5/28 Start
    3) Pam - Oklahoma - 5/29 Start 4 T
    4) Dawn - June Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    5) Terri - New York - 6/4 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    6) Cheryl - North Miss 6/7 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    7) 5Kids 5/24 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    8) Susan - Illinois - June Start - 4 AC
    9) Jennine - NC -
    10) Bonnie - NY - June Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    11) Debbie - Wash - - 4 AC, 4 T
    12) Debbie - Boston - June start

    Sorry Debbie! Anybody else we've missed, or who wants to introduce themselves and get added to the June list?
  • Terrilee2
    Terrilee2 Member Posts: 13
    edited May 2007
    Hello everyone,

    Well One treatment down and only seven to go. The mental anxiety working up to the first treatment is much worse than the actual treatment itself. My first piece of advice if you have a port, is to relax! It doesn't hurt a bit. I used some cream an hour prior and the placement of the external cath is a breeze. I found that I started to get mildly nauseated about three hours after treatment. It almost felt as though I had too much water in my stomach. I think that it would have been really east to give in to vomiting but instead, I closed my eyes, and thought of sunlight, warm breezes, took nice cleansing breaths, and fillid my head with positive thoughts. (Mind you, I had to repeat thest thoughts over and over, and I know it sounds hokey... but guess what?!!! It worked for me. I tried a slice of whole wheat toast with a bit of honey and a cup of warm chi tea and skim milk. Seemed to do the trick. I decided to take an ambian as a sleep aid and I am really glad I did. The setroids that I took with the anit nausea meds before treatment kind of made me jittery. It took a long time to fall asleep, probably due to the stress and let-down of the days events, but on the whole I felt rested and really good this morning. I want to re-assure you all, well will all make it through this.
    Oh.. my "personal trainer" is standing at our door. She has her leash in her mouth and any minute now she will start wringing her bell that is tied to the handle. I plan on a nice little run, and then I head to work for a few hours before I go in for my Neulasta shot. Fortunatlly, I work right across the street from my clinic. Handy or what?! For all of you who are on edge today... Put your worries away.

    Peace,

    Terri and oh ps. Terry Have a wonderful time at your son's blessed day!!!! All of my good thoughts out to you. Also, insist on coumidin! It is a simple preventative, not just in preventing blood clotes, but to keep fibers from building up around the internal opening on your port. That's how they explained it to me. Oops.. Belle my lab just wrang her bell... time for that run.

    have a great day!
  • bomber410
    bomber410 Member Posts: 564
    edited May 2007
    Terri,

    Thanks for the update. I'm glad to hear your experience was better than expected. That's what seems to be the recurring theme.

    I'm glad your training buddy, Belle, is there to get you out of the house. Hope your run was a good one.

    Happy Memorial Day weekend everyone. Terry, hope you feel like a Queen tomorrow at your son's wedding.

    Debbie
  • lastminuteD
    lastminuteD Member Posts: 333
    edited May 2007
    Thanks Susie and Cheryl for getting that list together!! Not everyone puts their name on their posts - could one of you put member names beside real names when you do another update please?

    Terry, thank you for letting us know how your first tx went - mine is 6/1 and I KNOW the anxiety will be the worst part but hoping to remain as calm as possible.

    Out for a run with Belle? Awesome!! All last year through four of my surgeries I would come home and walk my girl Nikki! We had to put her down in November at 15 1/2 years old! I miss her so much! No new dog right now - not ready, but I did get a treadmill!!!


    Terry - enjoy the wedding!!

    Have a great weekend everyone!
    Dawn
  • litig8or
    litig8or Member Posts: 54
    edited May 2007
    I want to join! My name is Kathy. I'm 39 and from Little Rock, AR. I had Hodgkin's 23 years ago when I was 15 and was treated w/ radiation to my chest area. Now I have Stage 2B Breast Cancer. I have 2 children, Zachary who is 17 and just graduated High School and Christian who is 20 months. I'm a single mom.

    I was dx on 4/13 after a biopsy of a 5cm mass in my L breast. The MRI shows the extensiveness is actually 10cm and the cancer abuts the chest wall but has not invaded it yet. My right breast has some very suspicious areas and because of the radiation exposure I will be having a double mastectomy after my 8 rounds of chemo with reconstruction at the same time and then maybe some radiation to boot. Finally, we will remove my thyroid because it has so many nodules on it and b/c of the previous radiation I'm very likely to end up with cancer there if we don't take it out.

    My chemo is A/C and I'm in a clinical trial for Avistan. My first round of chemo was May 15, two days before I turned 39. I have an awful rash on my neck and my mouth is dry and it's hard to taste. But overall--I'm very positive and upbeat because I know that, while it will be along year, I will come out on top and win.
    My next chemo is June 6. I hope I don't get too tired throughout this because I want to keep working--eh, let's face it, I need to keep working, I'd go nuts staying at home. I have a little law office in downtown Little Rock and I do criminal defense and family law. It's exciting work.

    You sound like a bunch of great women. I'd love to join your group!
  • SusieSwan
    SusieSwan Member Posts: 111
    edited May 2007
    1) Cy/b445 - Washington - 5/25 Start - Abraxane/Avaisten
    2) Sandra/idohair - Canada - 5/28 Start
    3) Pam/galnok - Oklahoma - 5/29 Start 4 T
    4) Dawn/lastminuted - June Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    5) Terry/TerryNY - New York - 6/4 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    6) Cheryl/southerncheryl - North Miss 6/7 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    7) Terri/5Kids 5/24 Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    8) Susan/SusieSwan - Illinois - June Start - 4 AC
    9) Jennine/jenninerena - NC -
    10) Bonnie/burquie - NY - June Start - 4 AC, 4 T
    11) Debbie/DebbieK - Wash - - 4 AC, 4 T
    12) Debbie/bomber410 - Boston - June start
    13) Hillary/NarberthMom
    14) Kathy/litig8or - 5/15 Started - A/C

    Okay, I think we have everyone now and we'll be adding more as they join.

    Debbie K- I always wanted a bull dog...or a pug. But somehow, I ended up with a Great Pyrenees (my 110 lb lap dog) and a Goldendoodle pup (hubby got him for me for my 41st birthday in March).

    Cheryl - I've travelled to Memphis quite a bit. Always love going to that area. Like you, I have a 2 hour drive for my treatment as well, but that is okay. There is one close by but I just didn't feel comfortable there.

    Terri - Thanks for the info on your first treatment. Yep, I'm terrified of getting the first one but I'm sure it will be better after that. I'm also an avid dog walker and I'm hoping that will be my motivation to keep moving all through treatment.

    Terry, have a great weekend with your sons wedding!

    Welcome Kathy! I had been reading about those treated with radiation in their youth had a higher chance of breast cancer in the future. did you find your tumor yourself or was it through your diagnostic testing? What is Avistan...is that a secondary chemo to the A/C?

    I have to keep working as well, for both the insurance and keeping my mind occupied but here I am with you ladies :-)

    I'm getting my port on 5/30 and a little nervous about that but I'm sure it will be fine as well. I'm told I'll be awake but I won't remember any of it...I sure hope they are correct!

    Everyone have a great Memorial Day Weekend!

    Susan
  • litig8or
    litig8or Member Posts: 54
    edited May 2007
    Susan, when I went to get my port--they had to almost hypnotize me because my muscles were so tight. So, this is a good time to have your honey massage your shoulders the night before--so you'll be more relaxed. It's in the name of science! Good luck. It really doesn't take long for them to actually put the port in--maybe 15 minutes. But with the prep and the x-ray afterwards, it could take an hour.

    As for me, I found my tumor myself--I actually found while adjusting my boob in my bra--LOL. I watched it for a couple of months to make sure it didn't change during my periods and such, and after a couple of periods I knew what was going on. I've done Komen 60 mile walks in Atlanta 1999; Dallas 2000; and San Diego 2005 and I've always done RFTC of course--and I've always said--the reason I walk is for ME! I knew I would be right here one day. Maybe that's why I'm taking it so well. (Though I think my hair is about to fall out and that's going to upset me) Anyway, as soon as the US showed it was a solid mass, I knew I needed to get ready to fight. When the doc called me with the biopsy results he started out with the standard "Do you have a few minutes to talk", followed by "I know this comes as no surprise to you but......" I said, "yeah, I'm not surprised. Who do I go see now?"

    I am surprised the mass had grown so big before I found it (it's 5cm) --I was doing regular checks.....and geeze, it was huge before I found it and then when I did find it, I wasn't even looking for it.

    Avistan is a drug that's approved for lung and colon cancer. What is does is seals off blood vessels so the cancer can't spread to other parts of the body. It helps to prevent recurrence and they've had good success with it in Lung and Colon use. I'll get the Avistan with my first 3 chemos (I have to be off of it for like 120 days before surgery) and then, after surgery I will have 9 more rounds of it (alone) every 3 weeks. For me, it's like, my treatment was going to be same-- only now I get an extra drug that just may help keep it from coming back--sign me up.

    Is anybody else on A/C and if so, do you get heartburn every time you eat??? I do!

    You guys have a great Memorial Day Weekend!

    You guys can check out my website at www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathyhall These sites are free and easy to maintain and it's really helps to keep from repeating your story over and over and over......I found that keeping everyone updated exhausting! I appreciate all the kind thoughts and prayers people are sending my way, but telling the same story eight times a day is a bit much! You guys should check it out if you don't already have one.
  • bomber410
    bomber410 Member Posts: 564
    edited May 2007
    As for the port, I am getting mine on Wednesday also. I was told by the preop nurse the other day that I will get happy juice and be half out of it but aware enough to answer questions as they do the install.

    As for heartburn, the onc told me to get some Prilosec because she was sure I'd get heartburn like many others.

    Debbie
  • Charlie451
    Charlie451 Member Posts: 69
    edited May 2007

    Looks like I'll be in front of my computer alot from now on trying to figure out what is going on with my body. I'd like to be a part of your June chemo group. I'm not up on all the medspeak as most of you all seem to be. I had stage 2 hormone negative node negative bc. I go back to surgery for one more clean margin and a port 5/29. Maybe start TC chemo on 6/8 depending on onc post op assessemnt. CT is good. Chemo for 4 to 6 cycles once an month then radiation. Say, maybe I am getting the medspeak thing down. I'm 60 and this thing was caught on a routine mammogram. Even the my surgeon couldn't feel anything. Scared about chemo so I am glad for company through this.

  • Charlie451
    Charlie451 Member Posts: 69
    edited May 2007

    Forgot to introduce myself - Linda from Texas. 60, married, two grown daughters, two terrific grandchildren, retired art teacher, artist. So grateful for all the treatments available to me even though it is all pretty scary.

  • lightphoto
    lightphoto Member Posts: 65
    edited May 2007
    Just a quick note for all of you starting in the next few days. Best wishes and Live Strong throughout the next several weeks.
    My wife is feeling the side effects (fatigue mostly)from her LAST tx of Adrimycin, Cytoxin and Taxotere, and neulasta, dose dense 6x, every three weeks. This has by no means been an easy cruise but it has not been as bad as had been feared. Also, the support felt from this board is priceless. For that, I am thankful.
    Best Wishes on your adventure.
    Scott
  • bomber410
    bomber410 Member Posts: 564
    edited May 2007
    Scott, thank you for your words of encouragement. Your Theresa is a lucky lady to have you by her side. Glad to hear she is fairing better than expected on her cruise. I have a Scott also. :-) I don't see him ever writing in these discussion groups but he's right there by my side.

    Best of luck as you continue the journey.

    Debbie
  • kath11
    kath11 Member Posts: 102
    edited May 2007

    Wow, what a great group! Can I please join you? My name is Kathleen, 50 years old, married, two daughters, 18 & 20, in college. I live in San Luis Obispo, CA, which is on the coast halfway between SF and LA. My bc is Stage 2, Grade 3, ER-/PR+/her-. I had a bilateral mast. on 5/15 with immediate reconstruction. Didn't expect chemo as they thought it was just DCIS. But found one node positive and IDC so made me glad I opted for the mast. I met with my onc. today and will begin chemo on 6/4 with 4 DD AC and 4 DD Taxol. We're going to try it without a port and see how it goes. Fortunately, one daughter will be coming home from college next week to help me go wig/scarf/hat shopping, as I am clueless in that department. I'm a court reporter and a runner and a soccer player. I have an amazing group of friends and an adorable black lab, Levi, who, along with my family, will help me get through this. But to have friends like you all who are beginning or have been through this same journey is invaluable. I'm so glad I found you. A dear friend of mine from college just sent me a beautiful necklace that I wish I could give to all of you. It's a simple silver beaded necklace with a small silver piece with the word "Courage." This is what we all share. It doesn't mean we won't get down or scared at times, but we will continue to pick ourselves up and move on and get through it. Thanks for being there to help me along!

  • idohair
    idohair Member Posts: 20
    edited May 2007
    i found out what my treatment is going to be.
    im gettting FEC for 3 treatments and 3 treatments of taxotere

    im so scared, only a matter of days till i start, i can barely stand myself, and i feel as if im going to loose my freaking mind............ i can twait for it to just be done and over with

    sandra
  • tos
    tos Member Posts: 376
    edited May 2007
    Susan, my treatment date has been moved to the 31st, they called yesterday. You don't have to bother changing it, it's only two days.
    Sandra, bless your heart, I really do understand you are scared. Do you have something for anxiety? Try to stay busy over this long week-end or watch funny shows, read something funny, little distractions if you can. I've tried those things, sometimes they work and sometimes they don't, I'm pretty wound up myself. Vent to us over the week-end, I know I'll be right here.
    I'm not doing the FEC but will do 4 Taxotere.

    Hi Linda from Texas, I'm Pam in Oklahoma and 60 also!
    So was your pathology triple negative?
    I think you are doing fine in your medspeak.

    Terry looking forward to hearing about the wedding.

    You all have a nice peaceful week-end,
  • Thayer
    Thayer Member Posts: 2
    edited May 2007
    I'd like to be a part of your June group. I had a mastectomy on 4/20. I am stage 3, er/pr negative, her2 positive. Had two lumps one 4 cm, other 1.3 cm with microscopic cancer in one node. Had a second surgery to look at additional nodes - those were clear.

    I start chemo sometime in June. Will have 4 treatments of A/C followed by 4 treatments of taxol along with herceptin for one year. I will not be having rads.

    Personal - I have a wonderful husband of 17 years, am 63 years old and have 4 grown children and seven grandchildren. With the exception of 2 grandchildren, they all live close so enjoy them. I retired one year ago and am enjoying that. I read, exercise, volunteer, play bridge and just enjoy seeing my many friends for lunch. I live in Colorado.

    I am so ready to get started on the chemo journey. Everything about this trip seems to be hurry up and wait and I tend to be impatient. I know with all my supportive family and friends, I plan on beating this thing and moving on with my life.

    Patt

  • carrie59
    carrie59 Member Posts: 6
    edited May 2007
    Hi, I would also like to join this group. I start 4 tx of TC on June 1st. The treatments will be 3 weeks apart. This will be followed by hormone pills. I was dx in March 2007. Found out that I was positive for the BRCA 1 gene and had bilateral mastectomy on April 30. I had stage 1 ductal cancer that was 1.2 cm. It was triple negative and very aggressive.

    I am 48 years old and have been married for 29 years with 2 beautiful girls, 25 and 21. My family have been my support through all of this. The chemo was unexpected and has really thrown us off balance but I don't want this to come back. I am interested to hear if anyone has had TC and what tips they may have to get through this. Has anyone done the Look Good Feel Better thing where they teach you how to do your makeup (including eyebrows) so you look good while you go through this.
  • kath11
    kath11 Member Posts: 102
    edited May 2007
    Hi Ann,

    I'd love to hear more about the Look Good Feel Better thing. I want to work during chemo when I am up for it. Luckily I have flexibility. But I do deposition reporting and I walk into a group of strangers everyday and I know it's going to be difficult since they will all be wondering "What's going on with her?" Just having a little confidence about my appearance would help me through that. I know it sounds a little vain, but I expect to feel very uncomfortable around strangers! I know my daughters plan to help me with this, but I'd love all the help I can get! Is this a class through the ACS?

    Kathleen
  • Charlie451
    Charlie451 Member Posts: 69
    edited May 2007
    Hi Pam in Oklahoma, Kathleen in California, Patt in Colorado. You all have a decent holiday weekend. Reading is always good. Ann -I ,too, will start TC in June and have been searching for info. There is a good article on this website about it - just use the search area - but that's about it. It must be a fairly new therapy. As far as Look Good Feel Good - I go on June 18th.
    Linda in Texas
  • Lynn12
    Lynn12 Member Posts: 1,008
    edited May 2007
    Hi Ladies,

    I'm popping in from the Jan 07 thread. Saw a question about TC and thought I'd respond. I finished 6 tx of TC 2 weeks ago. While no walk in the park, it is doable. I lost my hair about 2 1/2 weeks after my first treatment. The chemo fog lasted about 5 days, peaking at day 4. I think the worse thing was each time the fog seemed to feel worse, the cumulative effect. Treatments 5 & 6 were by far the worst, so if you're having 4, then hopefully it'll be ok for you. The other thing is losing taste buds. I'm just starting to taste things again. I used to drink 4 cups of tea a day and still can't drink one. My hair started growing back after tx 4 and is now about 1/2 inch, I'm thrilled. As far as nausea, that seemed to get worse each time as well. I started just taking compazine, but by the 4 - 6 tx, I was on Emend (great stuff). Make sure you are timely in taking the anti-nausea.

    The Look Good Feel Better program was fabulous!

    Best of luck to all of you, you can do it! Fists up!
  • lastminuteD
    lastminuteD Member Posts: 333
    edited May 2007
    Wow! Our June 2007 group sure is growing!

    Thanks to each of you who have posted tips and words of encouragement!!

    I went to a Look Good Feel Better class that was offered at the radiology department of Reston Hospital here is VA.

    Awesome class! If you go to http://www.lookgoodfeelbetter.org/
    there is information and a program finder.

    There were 7 ladies at the class including me - 4 had already lost their hair, 2 were almost there and me - who hadn't started treatment yet. Guess I'm a bit pro-active!
    Dawn
  • litig8or
    litig8or Member Posts: 54
    edited May 2007
    I am signed up for a Look Good Feel Better class on June 25. I not only want to work--I'm a single mom--I have to work. I plan on not working the week of chemo then working for the next two weeks and so on. We'll see how long that lasts. I'm an attorney so at least I can make my schedule flexible and work around the bad weeks. So, Kathleen I understand where you are coming from. I have a wig that I will wear to court (when my hair does fall out), otherwise, I plan on going the ball cap/scarf route.

    I've only had one chemo tx so I'm no expert, but for those of you about to start: Know that I will be praying for strength for all of you to start this round of your fight; for patience to get through the very long day you will have; and for humor because we have to laugh or we will cry.

    I wish everyone a happy and safe holiday! May we all find a bargain shopping on Monday! I say we should all go buy ourselves either red or blue ball caps (or scarves) to wear. Then, we’ll all match (sort of)! I have not bought a single scarf yet……..

    Strength, patience and humor,
    Kathy
  • miknikmom
    miknikmom Member Posts: 31
    edited May 2007
    Hi My name is Diana,
    I will be starting 4 treatments of Taxotere in June will meet with my Oncologist Tuesday morning. I am having an Oopharectomy Wednesday. I already had a Bi Laterial Mastectomy 6 weeks ago. I am Stage 1 ER/PR+ nothing more ore less. I have a very strong family history of Breast Cancer and other cancers on both sides of my family but tested neg for BRCA stuff. I really have not researched the Chemo Stuff yet as I thought I would not need it. I am 45 years old.
  • GracieM2007
    GracieM2007 Member Posts: 1,564
    edited May 2007
    Hi all,

    I'm Gracie. I was diagnosed on April 11th. Right modified radical mastectomy on April 27th, had my port put in last Friday, still have colonoscopy on Tuesday and PET scan on Thursday (which is kind of confusing to me, I would think that the PET scan would show up anything).

    I had IDC, 1.7 cm, ER/PR+, Her2 -, Grade 3. Won't know stage until after the PET scan. I had one node, but the onc said he was very concerned, as it was almost the size of the original tumor, it was 1.4 cm.

    I don't know what date I will start my chemo, but see my onc again on June 4th, I would assume I will start shortly thereafter.

    I've had a hard time with my port. I guess I'm in that very small percentage, as almost everyone else (except for a few on here that I've talked to), hasn't had any problems at all with theirs.

    I'm married to a wonderful man for 21 years, have two grown children, a daughter 31, son 28, both married, four beautiful grandchildren, two girls and two boys.

    I have also been posting in the May group, as I thought I would start chemo in May, but it looks like it will be June. They have said I can stay with their group, and so will probably post in both groups.

    God's Blessings to all of you,

    Gracie
  • kath11
    kath11 Member Posts: 102
    edited May 2007
    Dawn, thank you for the website. I found a class close to home and I'm signed up for June 6, two days after I receive my first treatment. It will be something to look forward to!

    Kathleen
  • b445
    b445 Member Posts: 1,325
    edited May 2007
    Wow this group is growing fast! I'm sorry that we are all here but it is absolutly wonderful to have a group you can relate to!

    As some a;ready know this is my second time around the block. I was dx in Oct '05 had a lumpectomy in Nov '05 started weekly chemo of CMF in Dec' 05 through the begining of May '06 I wound up with double pnemonia and mutliple pulmonary embolisims, (blood clots in the lungs) so they stopped the last two chemo treatments. I then did 6 weeks of rads. I have a nodule in my lung that was discovered when the blood clots were found. I went on blood thinners for 6 months. They have been keeping an eye on it. In Nov of '06 I was declared NED, no evedince of desease and told I could get my port out. Which I did exactly one year from the date it went in. In early Dec of '06 I had to go back on blood thinners due to developing more PE's.

    In April I felt a lot of discomfort eating and they thought it might be my gallbladder. Turns out it wasn't but was a spread of my breast cancer to my liver. I guess the reason I'm telling you all this is not to scare you but to let you know you have to be an advocate in your careand follow up!

    I am 46, mom of 4 grandmom of 5. My husband and my kids and grandkids are my life!

    I had my power port put in yesterday and started my first chemo yesterday as well. I will be new to a lot of the affects as the CMF didn't have all the affects this chemo has. But I have been through some of them before and I will try to help where I can. I'm glad to see some of the other gals that have recently gone through posting here too.
    You will learn a lot here and hopefully find some comfort too!

    I work full time and try to keep up on several threads. I will pop in and out to see how everyone is doing at least once a week or more.

    Just remember drink lots of fluids and keep the faith! you can get through this!

    Hugs & prayers
  • idohair
    idohair Member Posts: 20
    edited May 2007
    wowis looks like some group!
    im still really freaked out about monday.... we have been keeping busy this weekend, i have tommorw still to look forward to, ill try and do lots of stuff to get my mind off it all
    i have not gotten anything for anxiety , i was trying to not take anything as im on sleeping pills and clexa already, dont want to be a huge pill popper, although if i stay this agitated about stuff, i think imay just have to go that route.......
    im scared that im going to freak out there at the clinic on monday too......to me this is such a big deal to get chemo while i feel so healthy, willingly taking soemthing that is going to not make me feel well, im freaking out about loosing my hair, eyebrows, etc..... its bad enough i lost my breasts too.......
    i went out tonight dancing, and i felt really self concious the whole time, i felt everyone wsstaring at me, wondering where my breasts were. i know that wasnt the case but still that is how i felt, how am i going to feel with no hair in the same situation.
    UGH
    i just cant wait for it to be done

    sandra

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