Nipple dimple

hello, I am having a panic attack right now and needed a place to go. My left breast has always been larger than my right. About a year and a half ago I noticed that when I lifted my arm my areola would develop a bit of a dent, almost like the nipple was kind of folding over sideways. My nipple is off center there. I mentioned it to my dr and I had an ultrasound and she said at the time no worries but she did notice a reactive lymph node there. A few months later I began to feel stabbing pain under armpit and by my breast. A second ultrasound revealed yes a reactive lymph node. That was all. She asked me to monitor it and see if it was related to my cycle. It seemed to be. Lately it’s been hurting a lot and I’m still obsessed with the dimple in my areola. But when I called her she said she couldn’t do any scans or mammograms because I had the covid vaccine a few weeks ago and it would skew the results.

I’m just panicking and I’m at the point where I just want to go into the walk in clinic and at least have them look at my breast or feel for a lump. I haven’t seen a doctor face to face in 14 months because of covid and I need reassurance more than anything.

I don’t know if this dimpling is normal. I asked my husband and he said hasn’t it always done that? I know I noticed it a year and a half ago. But I don’t know about before.

My breast is bigger than the one in the right and was my primary breast for when I nursed my two children but that ended about 4 years ago. I am 39 years old.

BC doesn’t run in my family but cancer in general does, and I’m scared.