Positive SLN macro met after surgery- Confused/worried

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GotCancer
GotCancer Member Posts: 4

Hello all,

This is my first time posting, but I have been lurking around for a while. I was diagnosed with BC at the beginning of September after a core needle biopsy. I had two 15mm tumors (multifocal) in my right breast and some suspicious areas on the left side that were seen on breast MRI. I had BMX with immediate reconstruction on Oct 27th, and had SLNs removed from both sides. Left breast and SLNs came back clean. Before the surgery, my surgeon had said she would check the SLNs and if she saw anything, she might take a few more (but not too many more). All the scans I had before surgery (bone scan, CT scan of abdomen, thorax and pelvis, MRI of breast, US) showed no lymph node involvement. My surgeon called me about 2 weeks after surgery, and said they did see something in the SLN and I would need radiotherapy and be put on hormonal therapy, but that I should also talk to a MO to see if I would benefit from chemotherapy (the tumor board report says my treatment will be radio+hormone therapy, and the benefit from chemo will not be huge, but I should consult MO anyway). I was totally shocked by this news, so I did not think to ask any questions at the time of that call. Later, I received the surgical pathology report from her coordinator- up until that point I was thinking maybe they saw something small like a micro met, but nope- it was a 13 mm macro met with extracapsular extension. Apparently the whole tumor board was "shocked". Now I have a lot of questions and the surgeon is on vacation (of course).

The report says only 1 node was taken (I guess I had only 1 SLN?? It seems she actually carved out a biggish area under my arm and took out 3 pieces labeled SLN 1, SNL 2, SNL 3. Maybe she thought she was taking 3, I have no idea). I am not sure why she did not take more like she said she would. With a macromet like that, I guess it is safe to assume I have other positive nodes now. I understand this is why I need radiotherapy, but wouldn't it be necessary for staging to know how many more had cancer on them? I can't help but wonder if they missed anything else on the imaging and I keep thinking I have cancer circulating through my body and metastasizing right now, as I wait for the results of the Oncotype DX test. The coordinator said they were going to call me back to do an ALND if the radio oncologist thought it was necessary, but after careful review of my images, it wasn't necessary. I am scared they missed other "big" things in the imaging. The coordinator said the surgeon is sure she did not leave anything behind. Also, on the non-cancer prophylactic side, 4 SLNs were removed. Maybe I just happened have more sentinel nodes that side.

The tumors were both Grade 1 (2,2,1), 95% ER+, 95% PR +, HER2-. Ki67 ~8%. The pathology report says no LVI but I am not sure how that is possible with a met like that. I was told I am still Stage 1 despite the positive SLN with the big met with ECE.

As a side note, my core needle biopsy was pretty rough. They took 4 core samples from each of the 2 tumors, but they had a hard time numbing my breast (I almost blacked out from pain when the Dr. took the first core- he was in a hurry to get to a meeting so I think he did not wait enough before pulling the trigger!), so I had 4 big syringes of anesthetic injected. I am pretty sure the Dr. went in and out of the tumors multiple times to numb them from what I saw on the screen. I can't help but wonder if this contributed to the SLN coming back positive. How could I have nothing seen on ANY of the imaging they did or have a palpable lymph node and then 7 weeks later have a 13 mm met? My tumors themselves were 15 mm!

The MO said the protocol here in Quebec is to give chemo to node positive patients regardless of what type of BC they have, but we are still waiting for the results of the Oncotype DX. I would really like to skip chemo if the recurrence score is low and benefit from chemo is minimal, but I also understand Oncotype is most meaningful for node negative patients, or maybe for patients with 1-3 positive nodes. Am I considered to have only 1 positive node???

I am so confused and frustrated with all of this. The BC diagnosis itself was hard enough. I am angry that they can tell me they were "shocked" and that it was a real "kicker" to see a lymph met- yeah, no joke. I am not sure why the surgeon did not take more nodes to get a sense of the overall status of the nodes. I feel like something was missed. I am probably not reacting rationally, but my faith in the doctors on my tumor board is shaken. The coordinator says they did not leave anything behind. I'm not sure how they can be certain, especially if this is something that happened after all the imaging and biopsy.

I asked that the surgeon call me when she gets back, and maybe I can get some clarification from her. Are there others here who had 1/1 nodal status? How did your team come up with a treatment plan?

Thanks and nice to meet all of you!


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  • moth
    moth Member Posts: 4,800
    edited November 2020

    HI, nice to meet you & sorry you find yourself here. I hope you get some answers from your oncologist & the oncotype results soon. One thing I wanted to say is that lymph nodes are really hard to see. Like almost impossible. They just collapse when you touch them and they look like nothing. A bunch of stuff that my surgeon (a surgical oncology fellow - so super high trained in this) took and labelled as lymph, the pathologist looked at it and said 'nope, fat tissue. Next'. That's just how it is. Even with the staining, the radioactive dye, everything, lymph nodes are not a strong physical structure like a vein or an artery so they're hard to isolate. So that might explain part of what has happened. And no imaging is as good as surgery + pathological assessment which is why final staging is done after surgery - things often change after surgery. Tumor size can change, or something can by found in a node like in your case.

    Hang in there. I don't think your surgeon will be able to offer more info. I think the oncologist will be more helpful. If you're really worried and they agree, they might agree to a chest CT but just FYI that's just not usually done in Canada unless there are other symptoms which might suggest a metastatic spread.

  • GotCancer
    GotCancer Member Posts: 4
    edited November 2020

    Thank you so much for the reply, moth! I sometimes feel I am overreacting (I probably am). It's just not knowing if I have the one node that was positive, or if there are possibly more (like, a lot more maybe?) I think I will never know unless I get an ALND (which the surgeon said I don't need since I'll have radio.) Wouldn't the staging change if I had 1 node that was positive vs say, 10 nodes? I feel like the chance to make a proper staging was missed.

    I keep having weird dreams- last night in my dream, I received a letter from a nurse, and I don't remember what the rest of the letter said, but the last 2 sentences were "You have cancer now. And you will die from it." I woke up gasping for air. A few nights before that, in my dream, I was lying down on surgical table and squirming in pain as a big worm-like thing ate my spine away. I am normally a positive and upbeat person. I don't know what's going on in my head but it's getting harder and harder to stay positive. I am really scared. *sigh* I wish none of us had to go through this. Cancer sucks.

  • MinusTwo
    MinusTwo Member Posts: 16,634
    edited November 2020

    I agree with Moth. Surgeon's cut - that's what they are trained to do. No criticism, but you need an MO driving the bus. I'd focus on what the MO (medical oncologist) is saying even before the rads onc. Sorry you had to join us. Good luck. Please do update us.

  • brittonkb
    brittonkb Member Posts: 102
    edited November 2020

    Gotcancer - My situation was pretty similar to yours. My mammo/US and MRI all showed my tumor to be around 2 cm with no lymph node involvement. I also had a 'clean' mammogram six months prior to feeling my lump (extremely dense breasts). I had a lumpectomy during which they discovered my tumor was actually 4.5 cm and SLN was positive. My surgeon noticed that the first SLN felt hard and did get three more. The first one had extracapsular extension. Two others tested positive, so three in total. After the surgery, I switched my care to a large cancer center. They strongly advised a lymph node dissection so that I would be properly staged, and also chemotherapy despite an Oncotype score of 9. I did have the ALND and was lucky that no more positive nodes were found. I started chemo August 3rd and will finish on Dec 14th. It's certainly no picnic but hasn't been nearly as bad as I expected. My MO had referenced one of the major studies (I can't recall now but could look it up if helpful) and that there hasn't been enough time to adequately assess whether it's safe to skip chemo for node positive situations with low onco score. He also felt with my age (48) that I should take the more aggressive approach. Not trying to scare you but want to share my experience with you.

  • GotCancer
    GotCancer Member Posts: 4
    edited November 2020

    Thank you all so much for the responses.

    MinusTwo, you're right, I have to go with what the MO says. I think I am in denial about needing chemo and that's what is fueling everything. The MO I saw was on my tumor board, and I have a consultation with an MO outside of that team for a second opinion scheduled as well.

    brittonkb, I think in the end my story will be similar to yours (minus the ALND because they told me I don't need it for some reason). My team also seems to feel we need to take a more aggressive approach because of my age (41). You are almost at the end of your chemo journey, yay! I am glad to hear it wasn't as bad as you thought. I hope in a few weeks I will know what the MO(s) recommend so that I can move forward, too. Maybe having a plan will make things easier to accept.

  • kathabus
    kathabus Member Posts: 205
    edited November 2020

    Hi--I was in a similar situation in a lot of ways. I was told 8mm tumor, no nodal involvement. I had 2.5cm tumor, 1-8mm lymph node. No extracapsular extension. Surgeon thought she took out two...it was only one.

    I had the SAME questions about not taking out more. The guidelines state to not take out more as to not increase your risk of lymphedema....and the radiation will "take care" of any nodes that may have cancer. I felt weird about that for a while, but both my MO and RO advised that this was the right thing to do in this situation. I had a pretty aggressive radiation regimen. Yeah....I thought, too, we were supposed to take out more if we had a positive one. Not sure what happened there, either!

    I had an oncotype score of 10. So now what? Well, I did not do chemo. But what I did instead was a complete hysterectomy and then an aromatase inhibitor. If I didn't have that positive node, I wouldn't have done the hysterectomy (or ovary suppression, if you want) with the AI....I would have just done tamoxifen. Since it was so hormonally driven, we felt that was an appropriate route.

  • brittonkb
    brittonkb Member Posts: 102
    edited November 2020

    Something I had forgotten about ... my MO had shown me some NCCN guidelines which recommended the ALND for me because I had 3 positive nodes. I always wondered about those who only had 1 or 2 nodes taken. My understanding is that other than the sentinel node(s), the surgeons can't just go in and pick out nodes. They are not visible in that way. So perhaps the thought is if they have taken extra tissue and no more positive nodes were found the risk of additional positive nodes is low enough and no need for further testing? I also think the radiation is to knock out remaining cells as kathabus mentioned.

    kathabus - Looks like I'll follow a similar path as you with radiation and hysterectomy as mine is highly hormonal driven too. How is the Femara (Letrozole)? Will you take for 10 years?

  • kathabus
    kathabus Member Posts: 205
    edited November 2020

    Hi—Yes, 10 years is the plan. It’ll be interesting to see what the guidelines say as the years go on.

    I was honestly waiting for my life to fall apart in a lot of ways...but surprisingly it’s been very tolerable (for myself). No hot flashes, I sleep well, etc. I exercise for 30 minutes everyday...maybe that helps.


  • Dani444
    Dani444 Member Posts: 522
    edited November 2020

    Got cancer- glad to hear you are getting a second opinion. I completely regret not getting one for peace of mind. I had a UMX for my cancer and had 2/3 positive nodes. One with extranodal extension. They always “ looked good “ on imaging so we were caught off guard. The tumor board decided that radiation instead of ALND would be reasonable to lessen the chances of lymphedema. My mammaprint came back low risk so my MO advised no chemo. This is different than your situation but at a later appointment my MO made the statement that “At 5cm and with your age and positive nodes some would argue you should have had chemo.” My tumor was 4.8 cm😳. He was trying to drive home how important it was for me to stay on tamoxifen. It just still haunts me. I wish you the very best as you move forward with treatment.

  • LeesaD
    LeesaD Member Posts: 383
    edited November 2020

    GotCancer- You are acting very rationally. I too lost faith in my diagnostic team after every single thing they told me initially was not. It was shock after shock. I've shared my story a few times but I think it's important as you need to do the research and ask questions.

    I was told based on ultra sound, biopsy and MRI I had a small tumor (6-8mm) and no lymph node involvement. I had BMX and tumor was actually 3 cm's not 6-8 mm's. During surgery one sentinel node showed some cancer cells and the post surgical pathology actually showed two of the four sentinel nodes they took on cancer side showed just micromets (which is less than 2 mm cancer in each node so small amounts). I met with oncologist and I asked him if I should have ALND as I was concerned about further nodal involvement. He said with just micromets, odds were slim to none that there would be further nodes involved. Without a guarantee, I knew I couldn't live not knowing the status of further nodes so I pushed for an ALND. Sure enough an additional 2 of 14 nodes from the ALND were fully positive (4 mm) even more so than the sentinel nodes. I'm glad I pushed for the ALND as my Oncotype (ordered after BMX and prior to ALND) came back a very low 3. If I didn't have the ALND, I would've just thought I had the 2 sentinel nodes with micromets, an Oncotype score of 3 and no one would've given me chemo with that low of a score and no radiation as it wasn't recommended with the BMX and just micromets, and I still would've had those two positive axillarynodes still there. I still get upset thinking of that scenario. I ended up having chemo and radiation. I do regret not discussing with my breast surgeon the threshold for taking more nodes during my mastectomy. I should've made it clear if any sentinel nodes show anything just do the ALND. I thought that was going to be the case but apparently it wasn't. No nodes showed positive on any of my per surgical tests or MRI's so it was surprise after surprise. I'm glad I pushed for the ALND and followed my gut. Having the ALND and finding those 2 positive nodes and results changed my ENTIRE treatment. It's hard and difficult to make these decisions. I always said to myself I have one shot at this and I didn't want to have any regrets and look back and say I should've would've could've. I finally felt like I had the entire picture of my diagnosis, no guesswork, and my treatments were done accordingly with the full picture.

  • LaughingGull
    LaughingGull Member Posts: 560
    edited November 2020

    Sorry GotCancer that you are going through this.

    I had a palpable enlarged lymph node at diagnosis (which I found myself, this was three months after a clear 3D mammogram and exploration of nodes) that biopsied positive, so the plan for me was always ALND. I had chemo before surgery and the had two nodes positive with macro mets, I think 4mm and 6mm, with extra capsular extension. Also way more cancer than expected in the breast, after a clear pre-surgery MRI. This was very disappointing and I was devastated, so I think I understand how you feel.

    Breast imaging is very inaccurate, especially if you have dense breasts -my case.

    Sentinel lymph node dissection, and the decisions surgeons make on the fly when the patient is under sound murky to me. Personally, I found reassuring that they removed my entire fatty pad with every single node on my cancer side. But the literature says that removing less nodes and then giving radiation produces the same long-term survival outcomes than removing all nodes. And removing all nodes increases the risk of lymphedema, which is a very serious side effect, and brings other quality of life issues. So they try to balance the risk of lymphedema and quality of life against the chances of spread, and I guess they trust this procedure of the dye and the draining and they are sure of which nodes drain first -although I still dont understand it and it sounds unreliable and subjective.

    I know for a fact that, in your feet, I would be screaming for ALND, but you need to consider this very carefully, ask for second opinion at a large cancer center, get all the facts and pros and cons, find the relevant literature -ask your surgeon and oncologist for guidance. Your cancer is low grade, which is good. Do you have other risk factors for lymphedema (e.g. being overweight)? Imagine you push for ALND, they take 20 nodes out, they all test negative, and then you get lymphedema for the rest of your life. These are very difficult decisions.

    So many of us with node involvement and surprises! Sorry for all, at the same time I feel less alone

    LeesaD, what a ride! Thank God you pushed for that ALND.

  • kathabus
    kathabus Member Posts: 205
    edited November 2020

    Leesa—I wonder what the odds are that sentinel nodes would have less cancer than the following nodes??? I have to think that’s rare....but it really makes you wonder!

    Dani—I’m surprised that you are not in an aromatase inhibitor vs tamoxifen since you didn’t do chemo. That was my deal. No chemo...but oopherectomy and AI.

  • SpecialK
    SpecialK Member Posts: 16,486
    edited November 2020

    My story is similar to Leesa's, and we follow each other around on this site telling it in these scenarios, lol! My SNB was declared clear in the OR, then was positive in the lab for isolated tumor cells - only 20 were counted, which many surgeons would consider artifact from biopsy since there were so few. Because I had an aggressive Her2+ tumor my very experienced surgeon (former head of breast surgery at an NCI center and one of the pioneers of SNB) said I needed ALND. MO agreed, but I resisted. They were both adamant and not movable on the subject, so I went ahead with surgery five weeks after BMX and additional positive nodes were found that were large, 6mm. I believe this happens in less than 10% of cases, and there was never suspicion of nodal involvement based on physical exam or MRI, which shocks me because the size was certainly large enough to meet the threshold on imaging and I am relatively thin so you would think something of that size would have been palpated on exam. Like Leesa I have no regrets about my decision, but I did develop lymphedema. I have it bi-laterally even though I only had SNB on the prophy breast, but I would rather have lymphedema than cancer. It is currently well controlled and I had no particular risk factors other than not having a large number of nodes to start with, which is impossible to know in advance. Had I not had the ALND it would have been like leaving an unknown Stage 1 breast lump in place and relying on systemic treatment only to eradicate it. Rads was not recommended because I had BMX with excellent margins and the resident nodal cancer was unknown. Because Her2+ breast cancer is not sure to have pathological complete response it could have been disastrous not to have the surgery, but the dilemma is that all indications - only IST in the SNB, no palpation and a negative MRI gave zero indication of what was lurking in there. I have often wondered how many with negative SNB who do not receive rads really do have some degree of nodal cancer that has escaped detection and then go on to later mets. I am not sure there is any way to track that or know for sure. Like LaughingGull my very palpable breast tumor was never seen on mammogram, despite being able to roll it between my fingers and being almost 3cm. Even though I had a previous total hyst/ooph, so reduced estrogen for the nine years preceding my breast cancer diagnosis, I still had extremely dense breast tissue that was also hiding DCIS, ADH, and ALH, my prophy breast really wasn't. I image poorly, including a large, but hidden, pre-malignant ovarian tumor found accidentally at the time of ooph despite having a TVUS not long before. ALND was the right decision for me, but it is important to have a full understanding of both the risks and benefits before deciding.

  • GotCancer
    GotCancer Member Posts: 4
    edited November 2020

    Thank you all so much for the responses and the input. Three months ago I was going about my day not having to worry about making such decisions. Now it's hard choice after hard choice! I am such a wimp when it comes to medical procedures- chemo scares me, having my ovaries out scares me, getting shots to shut down my ovaries scares me, radiotherapy scares me (but not as much as chemo). Cancer coming back scares me the most and I am scared I will make the wrong decision because I am a wimp. I still can't touch my breasts or the incisions because I get freaked out by the stitched-up look.

    I wish I knew more about my overall nodal status, but like some of you said, I was told radio will take care of whatever's left in the lymph nodes. The surgeon said she looked around a bit more during surgery and did not see anything else she could take- I guess I had only one sentinel node in that whole area, and judging by where my incision is, it seems that one lymph node was actually very close to one of my tumors. She did take out three sizeable chunks of fat pad so I hope she cleaned everything up in that sentinel area. As for the rest of my nodes, I guess I'll never know. When they do the radio planning with CT, can they see your lymph nodes? Or do they just zap the general area?

    On a different note, I had an appt with the PS yesterday, he said everything is healing nicely and was very pleased with the progress. Now I am sad there is a chance radio will mess that up.


  • hnsquared
    hnsquared Member Posts: 72
    edited November 2020

    GotCancer....I am so sorry you are here with us. These ladies have given you great information to think about....I can’t add much that hasn’t been said. My surgeon felt a suspicious lymph node at our first meeting and it was biopsied on the spot so I knew going in I had cancer in one node. So the plan changed to chemo first and I was terrified. I didn’t want chemo...I’ve seen the movies and thought I knew what that looked like. I’m 49 and decided as scared as I was you get one chance to cure this and I wanted to throw everything at it. I was healthy going into this and I did AC-T. I ate tons of protein, drank a ton of water and exercises until the last few weeks when I got pretty fatigued. I worked full time through chemo and did really well. I lost my hair and that sucked. I felt tired and not like myself but I didn’t throw up, I didn’t lose or gain weight....it wasn’t fun but it wasn’t as scary as I thought.

    I had 4mm of cancer still in that node at surgery and 14 others taken out that were clear so I’m doing rads now. Like you I have bilateral mastectomy, skin sparing, nipple sparing and direct to implant. Once I got over the initial shock of losing my breasts and getting these new foreign breasts...I’m okay with them. They look good and they no longer feel weird and now they might get messed up during rads. It all sucks. But rads lowers my chance of reoccurance by 30% and raises my survival by 10% so I will do them and hope for the best. It’s a ton of hard decisions and in the end you just want to have no regrets. I also have the PALB2 genetic mutation so somewhere along the line I decided I needed to be aggressive and do everything I could no matter how scared I was. If it comes back I’ll be upset but I know I did all I could.

    Making all these hard decisions is the worst. I’ve found once I’ve made the decisions and start the treatments I feel more at peace. Sending you hugs as you figure out what you want to do. Please keep us posted.


  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited November 2020

    "I am such a wimp when it comes to medical procedures- chemo scares me, having my ovaries out scares me, getting shots to shut down my ovaries scares me, radiotherapy scares me (but not as much as chemo). Cancer coming back scares me the most and I am scared I will make the wrong decision because I am a wimp."

    You are not a wimp. You are normal. A normal person facing a bunch of choices between Crappy Option A and Crappy Option B. None of it is what any normal person would want to do. And you have to make these decisions without having enough knowledge or information to feel really comfortable with any decision you make.

    As for your positive node, it appears that your medical team's recommendation is consistent with the NCCN treatment guidelines, although the wording of footnote "g" (which I've highlighted) certainly seems to suggest the option of an ALND for those who've had a MX (and therefore would not otherwise be getting rads): (Note that the NCCN Guidelines are pretty much the gold standard in North America.)

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    There is thing to keep in mind, however. You are the patient and the doctor works for you. Yes, even in Canada - I'm in Ontario but I grew up in Montreal and have family who have gone through the medical system there. I'm not suggesting that having an ALND is the right decision for you - I'm not in a position to say - but if you strongly feel that you want to have the ALND, then tell your doctors this. You might get push back but this should be your decision and ultimately you should get agreement.

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