Clothes and weight gain

I had already gained 25 due to hip injury from tennis 2 years ago. I had scheduled an appointment to finally look into hip issue as diagnosis and covid19 hit. Now several more lbs. with starting the AI a few weeks ago.

Question- do you save or purge your clothes? I have beautiful stuff, mostly Lilly Pullitzer and some other designers, but always felt pretty and so "me" in the lively prints and beachy wear. I'm not only heartsick to be a marshmallow fluff now, I'm also crushed that I'm wearing stretch bottoms and tunic style tees( I've had five large babies and my weight has fluctuated ( but I tended to be avg and/or more fit than not). I HATE looking like I'm in maternity wear. Now all is chubby and it's like losing a part of myself with all of this bc stuff.

Please don't think me vain. I just feel the grief right now and adjusting to this new mode is causing me great angst. I gain weight in my chest so immediately I look larger. I was raised with lots of church, so my sister and I grew up in dress clothes and my mother made being stylish and presentable a necessity. I've always been a stylish, put together person. I feel like a big slob now...

How do I accept this new me? I'm just sad.