Trying to relax

Hi everyone. Hoping to find some calm somehow. I am 35 years old and this week noticed that I have an indent on the side of my right breast. Felt around and have a hardened area that almost feels like a vein (just to describe.) The indentations get way worse after wearing a bra all day. Once the bra is off it fades but there’s still a visible indent. I went to the doctor this morning to confirm denting and pea sized lump.

I have rx for 3D mammogram and ultrasound. Called and was originally told March 30 was the first appointment. This kind of sent me into a panic and after discussing with friends I called back and made clear that I will drive anywhere that has the earliest opening now I am going in this Monday.

I just wanted to come here to chat. Unfortunately both of my parents have already passed away so I only have my husband to chat with. We have 4 very young children and I am trying to keep it together.

Thanks for reading.