Delayed breast reconstruction

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smithlme
smithlme Member Posts: 1,322
edited September 2019 in Breast Reconstruction

In 2007, at the age of 47, I was diagnosed with stage two triple negative breast cancer. I chose to have a mastectomy, 9 lymph nodes were removed and I went through eight rounds of chemo. Six months later I attempted TRAM flap breast reconstruction. Unfortunately, it failed and I had to have everything removed. Two months later, I was diagnosed with a totally different type of breast cancer on the other side. Again, I chose to have a mastectomy. Because it was a very early cancer, stage 0 DCIS, I didn't require chemo or radiation. Because of this second diagnosis I had genetic testing done and learned that I carry a BRCA2 gene for hereditary breast and ovarian cancer. I chose to have a total hysterectomy to try and avoid ovarian cancer. Two years later I decided I had had enough and chose to have scar revision surgery. My chest was flattened out and my chest and abdominal scars were cleaned up. I thought I was done with surgery and went 10 years being the angry cancer survivor. Yes, I was thankful and very blessed to have survived two bouts of cancer. But I was angry that cancer had taken so much away from me and it left me bitter. Sometime last year, I started thinking about reconstruction again. I was turning 60 and I felt it was my last chance to see if reconstruction would work for me. I wanted to be able to wear a tank top and cute summer dresses without having to wear bras with heavy, hot and uncomfortable prosthesis. I ended up seeing three different plastic surgeons and chose the one I felt would give me the best results. I was excited, hopeful and terrified all at the same time. My previous attempt had failed and that was the only experience I had to draw from. I chose to have Latissimus Dorsi breast reconstruction and I was to have expanders placed, for eventual implants. Because I had joined Weight Watchers and had lost 20 pounds prior to surgery, the surgeons were able to harvest enough tissue on my back to form age appropriate sized"breasts." I don't like the word foobs. My healing has been fast and pretty uneventful. The results have been amazing and I am more than thankful and grateful for the skills of my two surgeons. After 6 months of healing, I can choose to have implants, if I want to. Right now I am a firm A, small B cup, which is proportioned for my 5'6", 135 pound frame. My surgeon said I will lose about 10%, as the muscle atrophies over time. Cancer took my 36DD breasts and I never wanted to go back to that size. This decision was mine, all about me and I am so happy I chose this option. It's been a long road, but totally worth it.

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  • mybee333
    mybee333 Member Posts: 1,189
    edited September 2019

    I’m very happy for you. Truly. You have a lot of courage, trying again. Surgery can be tough to face, especially with a history of repeated surgeries but you did it; good for you. I had my last surgery in 2012 (there were multiple) and now need to have my implants out. The thought of surgery again is not making me happy but what can you do? It must be done.

  • hodgepodge
    hodgepodge Member Posts: 92
    edited September 2019

    So glad you are happy with the results and have healed well! Congratulations!

  • smithlme
    smithlme Member Posts: 1,322
    edited September 2019

    I’m so sorry you need additional surgery. It seems never ending, at times. I honestly thought I was done, but that nagging voice on my heart wanted to try again. It’s been almost 4 weeks since surgery and I am finally able to lay down to sleep. I still can’t lay on my side, but I’m getting there. When I look in the mirror I am grateful and humbled by what my body has done for me. I look like a patchwork quilt, but a well worn and loved one.

  • smithlme
    smithlme Member Posts: 1,322
    edited September 2019

    Thank you. The healing had been quite the journey. Both of my shoulders are frozen so I’ll speak with my surgeon next week to see when I can start physical therapy. I’ll work my way back to where I was before.

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