Anyone go through this?

I have been having issues with my breasts since November 2017. First, their size increased and pain started in, and I started getting sensations of let-down as if I were breastfeeding again. I had a total hysterectomy 8 years ago so I knew that wasn't an option, and my doctor pulled hormone panels which showed it wasn't due to a hormonal issue. I started having nipple discharge by Jan 2018, and had a mammo, U/Sound, and stereotactic biopsy Feb 2018. The results were benign, that I had columnar cell changes and follow-up would be needed. My physician put me on medications to try to limit the discharge, I ended up having some other health issues (appendix ruptured) so my 6 month follow up got skipped. Here it is April 2019 and I STILL have pain daily, even to my armpit. I still have on and off discharge that will sometimes be bloody.

I had a mammo and paid to do the 3D tomo last week since I figured late was better than never, which stated I need to do an MRI but they don't see anything that would make them suspicious of malignancy.

I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm ready to hack-saw them off myself.