Worried and needed a place to talk it out

thank you for your response!

With where I am in my cycle it seems unlikely it’s hornone related but I would be over the moon, if it was! I believe the doctor also felt the same way

I’m in Canada so we don’t have the options like in other countries. Waiting seems to be the Canadian way.

The ultra sound will be at the local hospital, and I believe I basically have to wait that out (but she did put a rush on it) she said with my age, family history, and her findings she wants to know what it is ASAP. She also didn’t offer any educated guesses (which worries me a bit) I was hoping she would say something like “it feels similar to a cyst, or between how it feels and what your symptoms are I’m guessing breast fibroids” but she offered nothing and just told me we would find out what is going on as soon as possible

I did however, call her office today to ask about blood work results. The receptionist took notes and is requesting her to call me ether tomorrow or the day after.

I know statistically speaking, my chances are very good it is something very minor! But no matter what I look up or who I speak to that has had a breast cyst etc, it doesn’t seem to match anything. The symptoms don’t seem to line up

I plan to let her know about the small amount of discharge when I speak to her as well! I’m hoping that’s a good sign that it is infection or something else similar.

Waiting sucks.....

thanks you!

I did call my family doctor and expect her to call back tomorrow with some info regarding the blood work. Although I’m not sure if that would be much help or not, I’m hoping.

I do know that a google search for symptoms is one sure way to make yourself believe your dying. So I try to be very impartial. Google only things that I knownit could be example:cyst symptoms etc

I’ve come across a few things that have given me some piece of mind.

I typically don’t get too worried. I’ve had a heart condition that took over a year to diagnose and treat. And I never once becane as worried as I am right now.

I run my own business, I have a two year old I bring with me to the store everyday . Even if it did turn out to be the bad thing I’m worried about, I know my chances would be good to beat it.

My fear is, I don’t have time to be sick, I’ve got a baby to tend, a household to run, and a business to work 70 hours a week at

and I’ve just got such a bad feeling that this is something bad.

I know positive thoughts, positive vibes, and what you put out into this world is what you get back.

But I’m just worried, and wish my dang phone would finally ring for that app.

I thank you for your well wishes, and for your advice!

I think maybe creating a valentines day craft is in order with the little to clear my mind ☺️

The discharge was a new symptom I’ve gotten since my doctors app.

It was very very minimal in amount, but I would guess clear-ish or light coloured

The blood work was to check my thyroid (which she thinks could be cause for the sweating)

And my “levels” which I assume meant my red and white blood cell count

I feel like it makes sense that with all this sweeting, something got clogged, and caused an infection. Which an infection in your body could make you feel achy, run down, etc

I feel the lump itself is what’s causing the shoulder blade/shoulder/arm pit and even upper arm pain. If it’s pushing on things, surely it could cause those issues.

I have lower back issues to begin with, but this feels more like an achy pain.

I believe the jaw and back are probably stress related, but wanted to add any new things in my world that may point to something like infection etc

B-A-P

What was your beginning symptoms that matched up with mine ?

And did you have another’s that I’m not having or ones I’m having that you didn’t