Tests and Worry and hx of Sarcoma and worry

I hope I'm posting in right place... upcoming tests listed towards bottom... but how I got here:.... so, in 1997 I had a rare Stage III (some said it was Stage IV), multicellular synovial sarcoma - they think. Doctors never could exactly figure it out. I was 11-13 during this stage of my life. I underwent a large bone graft (cadaver), muscle resection and a shit ton of radiation. I don't think doctors were very optimistic I would live to adulthood. They never educated me about the likehood of developing a second cancer later in life. I've had health issues my whole life since including SLE, Hashimoto's thyroiditis, etc. I manage the autoimmune disease well.

Over the last year I've went through a divorce with a highly unstable narcissistic person. I have four children ages 4-10. I haven't been feeling well. I have had a lot of things going on and got kicked to Medicaid after the divorce and attributed a lot of things to stress. I've been to urgent care a few times, ulcers, stress, possible flare.

I have an appt with a dermatologist coming up for what will likely be another pre cancer removal.

Risk wise, My paternal grandmother had breast cancer. Two of my great aunts. My mom has breast issues.. no one talks about anything. I have a higher risk bc I have childhood sarcoma and a high amount of radiation, and have thyroid disease. There is a lot cancer and disease in my dads side of the family, I am considering testing for LI-Fraumeni if insurance will cover.

So. I found a lump. Like a hard pea, maybe smaller than a pea but when I feel around it there seems to be more hard fibrous stuff attached to back of it if that makes sense. I have breast implants and have had several issue since with them. I have very little breast tissue so anything that isn't implant is very obvious. I also have been have a lot of groin ache, swelling of nodes on right side of groin, menstrual changes (have been many times to doctor about it- but they say it's nothjng) and the my right thigh hurting (where I had sarcoma).... I've been having a random bouts of chills anytime of day, and night sweats.

My doctor felt it and immediately ordered a bilateral ultrasound. She said they are often cysts but said it felt “odd." I had never seen this doctor before. That is tomorrow. She also wrote me a referral to the gynocologist. I see them on Monday...

She also ordered a chest x-Ray... why? Is that usual?? That is also tomorrow.

She then ordered a full body bone scan.. is she looking for sarcoma or thinks I have breast cancer and is looking for Mets? That's on Friday.

She wrote a referral to a oncologist and I'll be seeing them late next week as long as results are back.

She also took a few vials of blood but didn't tell me what for... going to call for results tomorrow afternoon.

I'm worried. I'm worried I wasn't pushy with doctors or as diligent as I should have been under the burden of a really rough year. Is that a normal run of tests???

Thanks for reading my long post.

UPDATE 9/23: Ultrasound was BIRADS 3 or 4, there is some discrepancy posted elsewhere but bc of my personal and family hx will have biopsy.

X-ray report came back all clear except scoliosis, but that is my test that they were not paying close attention. I have an abnormality in one of my ribs. Radiologists that take their time - always note it. Radiologist’s that rush, don’t. But had bone scan anyway... so not too bothered by rushed report.

Bone scan was Friday. At beginning they said 35-40 minutes, then did additional shots and took 55 minutes total. They told me bc of “complexity" - they were going to need extra time for report which I will have some point this week. They did immediately give me images and told me to take them to any appts I have. Ive had many bone scans before - most recemt 5 years ago. I looked... it wasn't right. But I'm just trying to Be patient until the professionals review things.

I'll update when I have more info.