Mixed signals

I have never felt anything obvious below the indention, I have several lumps or calcifications and they all feel about the same. There is one I think I've been feeling that is about the size of a sunflower seed and feels slightly different. The NP is the one that felt one and sent me for the first diagnostic mammogram. It was difficult to get it because the place said i was too young and it wouldnt get approved by my insurance. I had already spoke to my insurance and they covered it with a referral, but i could start screening anytime. 2 years ago when I first noticed the indention, my ob/gyn felt something she wanted checked out but because of just weaning my son, a mammogram couldn't be done and the ultrasound couldn't see anything.

I also believed the pink fluid was caused by the difficulty getting the needle to puncture the wall. It was a darker pink but not quite red. I really didn't have any concerns when I left that day, I felt a little brushed over since my age was brought up so much but i trusted they wouldnt let that stop them from following protocol. I've had cyst aspirated in other parts of my body and only became concerned when the ache didn't seem to go away after a few weeks like they did when other cyst were drained. Around a month ago I noticed the indention had gotten longer and more defined, pulling my nipple down and in. I compared to my other breast and noticed that the bottom of the areola seems connected to something, when I pull up it elongated and forms a point whereas the other one just moves and maintains the normal shape. I've researched several articles and worry more about b9 conditions more common in my age group, but I keep goung back to the moment he had the biopsy needle opened and the concern of the NP. The radiologist told me he couldn't tell if the lumps were solid or fluid filled, or if they were simple or complex cyst because of the density. The surgeon pretty much blew me off from the beginning and told me his wife's breast felt the same. He told me she had a similar experience that came back b9 and she was 50, not 35. He didnt see the indention and the exam lasted only 30 seconds before he told me there was nothing there. He was about to send me out when the nurse came back in and he sarcastically asked her if she saw anything. She immedietly pointed out the indention and said it was pulling that nipple down. My middle finger fits down into the indention and both my mom and husband said they could see it. I can see it in the mirror, but the downward pull of the nipple is more obvious from my angle. I don't have a family history at all because my mom was orphaned by 9 and I was adopted by my dad. My family history includes stomach, cervical, lung, bone and skin cancers from my mom and her siblings, my biological father had a brain tumor and throat cancer and that's all I know. I pick up emotions pretty well and the NP and ob/gyn radiate concern and suspicion. The NP went from laughing and joking to silent and withdrawn while doing my exam. She was not happy the biopsy wasn't done esp since it came back so quickly and wants a definitive answer which is why she wanted to send me to the breast center. She also did more blood work and my white count is still elevated so there has to be something somewhere my body is fighting, the cyst could be infected which would explain the lymph nodes in that area being enlarged and the white count being high for 6 months. The surgeon and radiologist seemed more focused on my age than anything. Even the nurse with the radiologist looked shocked he didn't biopsy and told me to call my Dr when he left the room. It was just a vibe i got and i noticed their facial expressions, but the radiologist and surgeon really do make me feel like I'm wasting their time.

The radiologist said because it had fluid it couldn't be cancer, cancer would be solid and not have fluid. I found out that wasn't true afterwards from my friend. The surgeon is sending me back to the same radiologist and I feel like I should have just told my NP I would wait for the breast center opening in a month instead of the week for the surgeon. It's been a month now since I had to schedule another mammogram and ultrasound. She wanted a biopsy done asap and didn't want to wait a month for a consult, guess she shpuld have just sent me there lol!